Bougenville of Love
92 - Possibilities of Hating.

A few days later.

Finally, Damia's day has a chance to rest and have lunch with Angga and his young doctor friends.

"Damia, let's have lunch together" Alina asked

"Sorry, today I have a promise to eat with Angga," Damia subtly refused.

"Yes already. Then, I had lunch with the other sisters, deh .. " said Alina.

"Do you want to eat with me and Angga? We're not just the two of us, there are other Angga friends as well" Damia bargained

"No, next time .." reject Alina

"Then don't let your sister fight with another sister when I'm not around. Do not let you be fighting or fighting or cold war with them" Damia said

"Yes, you calm down. I don't want to be the target of their enmity either, but if they talk too late, I'm forced to serve it" Alina said

"You just have to be patient" Damia said

"Okay, I get it. Yes, yes, sana. Your girlfriend must have been waiting and can not wait to meet," said Alina

Damia nodded as well. The two beautiful sisters separated right after coming out of the ward during their lunch break.

"Alina, your own one-time tumben? Is it always the same Damia?"

"Damia has a lunch appointment with her boyfriend. I don't want to bother you" replied Alina

"Yes already, here. Just eat with us here."

"Then, I joined, yes .." said Alina who finally joined the other sisters for lunch together.

As soon as she arrived at the appointment, Damia smiled as she saw the lover waving at her. Damia also approached the lover who had been waiting with his friends there.

Actually, Damia was not used to and felt amazed when she saw the lover who wore a white coat like a doctor since following a professional program at the same hospital where she worked. The handsome man who was his lover status seemed more radiant charm of his charisma with such an appearance.

"Come, sit here .. " said Angga who invited the lover to sit right next to his seat.

"I'm sorry, again I'm late" said Damia who immediately sat on the chair provided by the lover.

"What tasks in the ward are always full and busy? Even busier than the young doctor's duties?" ask Rena

"I don't really know how the routine of the task of a young doctor, but the task of treating patients in the ward is not easy and always crowded also busy. There are only patients who ask for this and that or there are just impromptu tasks that come from outside, such as having to take patients to do X-ray examinations, CT-Scan, MRI, and others. We have to get used to such busyness that has become our daily life" Damia said

"So, stop talking about tasks and jobs. Now is our time to take a break from the busyness and just enjoy this lunch time" said Tio

"Come, let's order the food first" Beno said

"Damia, what message do you want?" ask Angga

"I want rice and fried chicken. Drink some warm orange water" Damia replied

They began ordering their own food and eating together after the food order was served.

"Damia, do you remember all of our names?" ask Rena

"I remember. The most beautiful is Rena, then there is Beno, Joshua, and did not have time to meet at graduation is Tio," Damia replied

"That means we don't need to get acquainted again, yes, but, Damia ... Rena is nothing compared to you. You're more beautiful" Joshua said

"Start, deh ... out of the zombie mode! Remember that there's a boyfriend here!" the exclamation that Angga commemorates his fellow fighter.

Damia was smiling too.

"Damia is beautiful and the effect is different from when we met at graduation. Maybe because in the hospital, you wear a nurse uniform .

"It was a pity that we didn't meet. Though I also want to see your appearance is different from when in a hospital like this," said Tio

"Not much different. Only her clothes were different" Damia said

"You don't know how noisy they are for wanting to meet you, Damia. I was tired of hearing it" said Angga

"Do you think you're the only one like that? I am the same, every day there are questions from other sisters for me. From the same question or a very different question, but I'm normal. If I can answer, I will answer until he gets an answer that makes him feel satisfied. If I can't or don't want to answer, I just shut up and smile. That is the most powerful way," Damia said

"Are your friends the same as my friends? Men are different from women, what else if someone sees your smile. Other people who see it must immediately melt and be silent, different stories if they all see me who was silent and smiled when asked or spoken to. There I even thought I was crazy because suddenly his own smile" said Angga

Others chuckled softly when they heard Angga's words. They continued to eat lunch while chatting together.

"You guys go first. There is still time until the lunch break ends, I want to take a walk with Damia for a while," said Angga after lunch was over.

"Where are you two going? Not bring us too?" ask Joshua

"Have, don't bother Angga the same Damia .".

"Come, let's go back .. "give Tio

"Don't bother people dating, Jo. If you don't want to be a mosquito or goat congek, mending come with us back," whispered Beno

"Please enjoy the time you two are just this short," said Rena

They also split up there. Angga and Damia, both ways. Meanwhile, Rena, Beno, Joshua, and Tio are again preparing for assignments in the hospital.

Angga also asked Damia to take him around the hospital area.

"Where are you from. Leave them alone" Angga replied

"Are you another group of young doctors have not been invited to go around when the new first heart comes to the task of professional programs here?" ask Damia

"It's been, once, but it's just to the important places that we said we would visit here often. I still don't know many places here" Angga explained

"In that case, I will tell you the place for shortcuts when a certain place is crowded with visitors. This will definitely help you to save time when given the task of traveling in this hospital. You have to start remembering it from the first place we walked from the lunch spot earlier" Damia said

"Yes, I can definitely remember right away" Angga said

..."Because from now on there will be no more moments that I forget when I was with you, Damia," Angga's inner...

Damia also began to invite Angga to tour around the hospital. Both walk through a place that is fairly quiet and suitable to be used as a road cutter.

"Damia, since the beginning I came for a professional program at this hospital, I've started to hear often about your ex-boyfriend's doctor who is engaged to his new girlfriend. They are also reportedly getting married soon. Is that true?" ask Angga

"Yes, the news is true" Damia replied

"Isn't the woman the head nurse in your ward? After the first day, your group of young doctors occasionally visited the ward again and I remembered what the person was like. Are you all right?" ask Angga

"Yes, her name is Lisa. Sure, I'm fine. What else do I have to be like? Do you think and hope that I will be sad because of such news?" ask Damia again after answering.

"No, it's not like that. I'm glad you're okay, but it all happened pretty quickly after you broke up with your ex-boyfriend, right? Doesn't it really matter?" ask Angga again.

"Yes, it doesn't matter. I've heard a lot about a lot of things here. Whatever it is, I'm used to it. Rather than me being considered as the past sari of the topic, it pityes the two main roles of the topic when there are still many people who talk about their stories while relating them to me. Though they were happy, but still heard a less pleasant conversation," Damia said with a smile.

"Well .. my girlfriend is very wise!" exclamation of Angga

"Starting excessive again, deh ... usual really," said Damia

"For me, you are amazing .. " Praise Angga

The two chuckled small together.

..."Why do I keep feeling hesitant and nervous like this, huh? If it continues like this, when can I give this ring to propose to Damia? Though I have prepared this ring since the first day I underwent a professional program at this hospital. Now also we're just the two of you, isn't this atmosphere very supportive? Or, is it still lacking because there is no romantic atmosphere?" inner Angga...

At first both of them did not walk while holding hands as usual because considering that now both are in the hospital where they work, it feels less ethical if both of them even deliberately make out there. However, Angga felt that he could not take it anymore. The man slowly and quietly grabbed Damia's hand to hold her.

"Damia, each of our ex-girlfriends is engaged and some are even planning a wedding. Then, what about us?" ask Angga

"I don't think about things like that much because for me as it is now it is quite fun. After all, you recently started a professional program and I still enjoy the time to earn money from my own work. Isn't this like enough?" ask Damia

"so, apparently. You once said that I could only propose to you after my memories of us in the past recovered. Is that real?" ask Angga again.

"Are I saying that before?" ask Damia who doesn't remember ever saying that.

"Yes, ever. It was just before you fell asleep as we were walking around on campus during my graduation ceremony, "Angga replied

"so, apparently. I seemed to be talking slurping because I was sleepy because I didn't realize I was talking like that. I was like I was drunk because even though talking was not funny, it was indeed the thing I wanted" Damia said

"You also said that I can't force myself to recall the past even if you want to" Angga said

"Yes, that's true. I've always said it's the same with you" Damia said

"What if it turns out I've remembered all our pasts?" ask Angga

"really? What do you remember? So, what do you think?" ask Damia.

Damia started to slow down, Angga was happy because it could keep the two together for longer. However, when Angga looked towards the lover, he saw Damia who showed a guilty look in her eyes.

..."Why else would I feel like Damia feels guilty for me? If it's true, what mistake has he made to continue feeling guilty like this?" inner Angga...

..."Have you remembered everything, Angga? Then, what is your decision after remembering all of our past? Do you hate me because I rejected your feelings?" inner Damia...

At that time, Angga smiled.

"I thought, what? Our past is a fun thing. That's for sure" Angga said

"You still don't remember it, do you?" ask Damia

"Actually what has happened in the past until I have to remember it first can only propose to you?" ask back Angga who was getting impatient with his curiosity.

"Everything that happened in the past is our story. It's not fair that I'm the only one who remembers it. Everything is from the fun to the painful. You also have to remember until then you can just decide to continue to live our relationship to the next stage or instead you want to hate me forever. At that time I will accept whatever your decision is" Damia said

"What happened and what did you do until the odds were that I could have hated you? Can't you tell me something so I can remember everything faster and easier?" ask Angga

"Or you just tell me everything the same as me, then I will make a decision after that," continued Angga asked.

"can't. You have to remember it first, then you can make a decision. It can't be because of my story, and then you make a decision. Otherwise, the decisions you make will not be the result of yourself but because of my influence" Damia explained

"I told you the clue was the possibility that you could hate me" Damia continued

"I don't care if you influence me, but I will definitely never be able to hate you no matter the reason. You just tell me everything that happened in my same past," said Angga

"Oh, let's talk about this next time. We have to go back" Damia said

Damia also wants to bring Angga to return to their respective duties at the hospital. However, suddenly Angga stopped his steps along with the closer his hand was to Damia's hand.

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Seriate.