Bougenville of Love
46 - Explanations.

After Damia got into the car owned by the lover, the car drove.

Fortunately Damia had already walked away from her home when she met and got into the lover's car, so the lover did not intend to stop by her house to meet her parents.

To be honest, Damia is still not ready to introduce her lover to her parents. One day the beautiful sister will definitely do it, but not anytime soon.

"Aren't we already promised to meet at the gate of the complex? Why did you go inside?" ask Damia

"The guards opened the gate for me, so I just went in" Angga replied

"It looks like Mr. Amin likes you" Damia said

"I was lucky. So, where are we going this time before you go to work?" ask Angga

"Are you still not decided?" ask Damia

"It seems that this time it is better for you to choose the place" Angga replied

"alright. In that case, it seems cool that we play swings while chatting. Do you know of a place like that?" ask Damia

"There is no such park in your housing complex?" ask back Angga

"If there is a garden, there is no swing. Just a regular park" Damia replied

"alright. Come on, let's find a place like you want" Angga said

Goose is looking for a good place like Damia wants. Eventually the man's car stopped near a children's playground.

"We have arrived. Come on, we're down" said Angga

Damia and Angga moved out of the car.

"You picked a good place, Angga. In addition there is a playground, there are also many sellers of street vendors" Damia said

Although there is a park where children play, because it is night, then there are no more children playing there. Even so, there is still crowded with vendors of street vendors because the park is still frequented by teenagers or even adult couples who stop for a break or relax for a while there.

"There's a lot to sell here. Do you want to buy something?" ask Angga

"Hmm .. I want to buy ice cut," Damia replied

"alright. Come on, let's buy!" exclamation of Angga

Damia and Angga went to buy ice first.

"Sir, buy ice cut it in two" said Angga

"What'd you buy, Mas, Mba?"

"Sense of stoberi, one .." replied Damia

"The same taste of chocolate, one .." Pinta Angga

The seller also made the ice cream cut as ordered. Cut the ice cream and given a stick that is stuck on the strawberry and chocolate flavored ice cream. Then, give the ice cream that has been ordered to Damia and Angga.

"Thank you" Damia said

"This is the money, sir. Just take it back," said Angga

"Thank you very much, Mommy."

"Together, sir," replied Angga

After giving Rp.50,000,- to pay 2 pieces of ice cream to the seller, Angga also invited Damia to switch to the park there.

In the park, Damia immediately sat on the swing board that was there.

"Come, you're sitting here, too. We finish the ice cream first" Damia said, patting the swing board right next to her bare hands that were not holding the ice cream.

"Es cream is good, yes .." Damia continued just to mince words.

Angga just nodded, then the man sat on the swing board beside Damia.

"Say, you want us to talk here. What do you want to talk about?" ask Angga

"I feel confused about where to start, but if you ask, then I will answer everything" Damia said

"Really, are you going to answer all my questions?" ask Angga

Damia simply nodded with a smile in exchange for an answer to the question from the lover just now.

Actually the two lovebirds are expecting things that are not much different. Angga wants to hear Damia tell about Doctor Raffa, while Damia wants to give an explanation about her ex-lover to Angga.

Angga did ask about many things to the beautiful sister, but for now the man was more curious about the past of the lover with the handsome doctor who met him yesterday in the hospital.

While continuing to eat the cut ice cream, Damia and Angga talk to each other about what they want to talk about and what they want to hear from each other.

"Your ex-boyfriend's name is Raffa, right? Why did he approach you so furiously like yesterday?" ask Angga

"The one who knows the exact reason is only Raffa himself, but he doesn't seem to accept seeing me close to you" Damia replied

"Most of your questions are true, but not all of them are. Actually me and Raffa just broke up 2 days before we dated, aka the day before you said like me. I left your house from noon and came to the hospital at night, when I broke up with Raffa" Damia said

"I remember that moment. You come back and say if you feel tired, you must actually feel sad because you just broke up" said Angga

"It just lasted not long. Now I'm fine" Damia said with a smile.

"If you two broke up a few days ago, why did you even say that you two broke up 3 months ago? No, wait .. If you find it difficult to answer, let me change the question. What's the reason you two broke up?" ask Angga

Damia did not answer. The beautiful sister first ate and finished the ice cream piece that left only one bite while looking to string the words as the answer to the question from Angga earlier.

..."I think I've been wrong to ask. Any question about the sad past, especially about ex-girlfriends, would be hard to answer. Have I forced Damia too much to answer her difficult questions? But, I really feel curious," Inner Angga...

Damia sighed softly before deciding to answer the question from Angga.

"That's .. I decided to assume that we both broke up 3 months ago, I said that. It has to do with the reason we both broke up. Raffa cheated on the sister you saw yesterday. All this time I knew the relationship between the two of them, it's just that I closed my eyes on the reality while hoping that Raffa was only a moment's benefit" Damia explained

"I let her go hoping she'll come back to her senses and end her unnatural relationship with the nun. But, the more I ignored, the more I felt tired because their relationship was getting closer. Until I finally decided to give up and step down and end our relationship. But, that was before. That hope was long gone even while I was still maintaining our relationship until finally there was nothing left between the two of us" Damia continued

Angga listened to Damia's explanation carefully. The man was very serious because although what was being discussed was about the former lover of his lover, it also concerned about his relationship with the girl of love.

..."I felt relieved when I heard that there was nothing between you and him anymore, but is that true? Then, what about how you feel for me?" inner Angga...

Suddenly, Angga became less confident, his heart ached. However, the man should focus on the story and feelings of the current lover.

"I don't understand. Why did you decide like that? I mean, why don't you let people know that you two just broke up? Let everyone know that when he was still dating you, he had cheated on each other," said Angga who was confused.

"I feel .. don't want them to get hurt. I think let me be the one who got hurt because I cheated and broke up with Raffa at that time. I don't want them both, especially her new boyfriend to feel hurt because it makes fun of her being an affair. The woman must have been hurt for being an affair, but she had endured it only out of love. Because even though they are both guilty, but love is a pure and sincere feeling that is never wrong. I guess just leave it like that" Damia said

"But, who are like them is a form of selfish love. It's obvious that it's wrong" Angga said

"Yes, maybe I'm the stupid one. I should have hit them right away when they cheated and asked them to break up so our relationship could last. No, I shouldn't have accepted Raffa in the first place. But let it be a lesson and an experience for me" Damia said

"You're not stupid, Damia. You're just too good" Angga said

"But, people say .. too good is stupid" Damia said

"Don't listen to their words. Those who say it like that are people who do not understand and do not know there is good in this world and can only see the evil side of the world. Though it is not always like that," said Angga

"You only want good results, but the results do not match expectations. That's what happened" Angga continued

Damia smiled happily when she heard Angga's words. Apparently, the man understood himself. Although in fact, Angga also felt uneasy about Damia's feelings for him and what her position in the heart of the beautiful sister was like.

"How long and to what extent is your relationship with your ex-boyfriend?" ask Angga

"I don't really remember how long it was, but we were engaged. If calculated from the beginning, it has been more than 3 years. Maybe 5 years. We've been betrothed since I was in high school" Angga replied

"How did you feel about him? So, what do I mean to you?" ask Angga

"What are you talking about?! Sure, you are my girlfriend. The person I like is you. Even since I was dating Raffa, it seems like I have no special feelings for him other than just respect and disdain for my brother, senior, and boss or co-workers. That's it and there's nothing more" Damia said

Damia said all that remained with her usual flat face. Even so, Angga even smiled because he was very happy.

..."Still just like it, huh? But, it's okay. For now, that's enough. After all, there is still plenty of time to develop Damia's feelings for me. Listen to me like it, I already feel this happy. But, I can't really show this feeling of pleasure because Damia is still telling me about her old sadness. I feel like I wanted to ask our story in the past too, but it seems like the timing is not right. For now let Damia tell me about her ex-boyfriend first. As her boyfriend, I should be a good listener, "inner Angga...

Angga cleared his throat briefly to neutralize the look of his face and muffle his joy so as not to be too visible.

"Then, who's the new boyfriend, your ex-girlfriend's affair? Do you know him?" ask Angga

"Know. She is Lisa's sister. Although she was young, she was the head nurse who worked in the same ward as me. I've looked at him like my own sister" Damia replied

"Oh my goodness .. how could they both be cheating on you until you know it clearly. Though at least first, they are people who are both close to you," said Angga

"It has certainly not been easy for you to spend time being betrayed by 2 people who are close to you" continued Angga

Damia just smiled a little.

At that moment, Angga stood up.

"Where are you going?" ask Damia

"I'll be here with you. It won't go anywhere" Angga replied

Angga turned to stand behind the swing occupied by Damia and began to move the swing slowly. Pushing and pulling.

"Why is my boyfriend so nice, anyway? Apparently, I did not choose the wrong boyfriend," said Angga flattering the lover.

"I'm not a good person. I thought I was the same as Raffa. When we broke up, I was dating again so soon. Not that I regretted going out with you, but I found it difficult at the time" Damia said

"However, at least when I find it difficult, there are you who can always comfort me from the side. I feel lucky" Damia continued

"Don't equate yourself with your ex-boyfriend. You guys are different. Since the difficulty has already passed, it is time for us to have some fun!" exclamation of Angga

Goose also began to swing the swing occupied by the lover with a firmer. Damia also screamed happily when she felt the sensation of swinging pleasantly.

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Seriate.