Bougenville of Love
93 - Not Good at Choosing Time.

Angga suddenly stopped stepping along with the grip of his hand that was getting tighter on the hand of the lover until now Damia seemed to be walking first in front while pulling the man's hand.

Damia stopped her steps, then turned to look at the lover behind her. When he saw it, the look on Angga's face that looked unusual. The man even lowered his head and his palm that was gripping with Damia's hand felt wet as if his body was reacting to something.

"What's up, Angga? Why stop?" damia asked who immediately realized that something was wrong with the lover.

"Don't know. Looks like my digestion is not good even though we've been out after lunch. Kan, this can't be because I get nervous on the road together with you because we've been dating long enough and often do things like this," angga replied while staring at the lover as his sentence ended.

Now look sweat sweat popping on the face Angga. The man felt and held back. Damia knew that very clearly.

"I don't think it's because of those two things. Tell me honestly. Don't be held back or hidden so I can help you" said Damia, who was still trying to keep her calm despite the fact that the beautiful sister was starting to feel anxious.

The grip of Angga's hand on Damia's hand grew stronger even the man's face started to pale despite trying to keep smiling.

"Damia, my head hurts .. " said Angga with a voice that sounded soft.

Damia cupped Angga's face to try to calm him while wiping the sweat that was increasingly popping. The man was clearly enduring the pain.

"I told you, don't talk about the past anymore and you don't have to force yourself to remember like this" Damia said

"I'm glad to hear you're angry because it means you love me and still care about me" Angga said

"You even feel good when you're in pain like this? I feel confused about what to do and how?" ask Damia

Angga's body even collapsed after hitting Damia's body. Now the position of the two rested on the ground with Damia who hugged the body of Angga. I don't know what it would be like if Damia wasn't strong enough to withstand the weight of Angga's body.

"I'm sorry, Damia .." said Angga who continued to sound more and more soft.

"No need to say sorry. Looks like I have to ask for help," Damia muttered

Damia tried to reach into the pocket of her nurse's uniform to get her cell phone out of there. However, Angga tried to hold the lover even though his energy had been drained from enduring the pain.

"Don't call anyone for help. I beg you," pinta Angga

"You don't joke, Angga. There must be someone to help us, especially you," Damia said

When Damia managed to pull out her cell phone, there was a phone coming in.

"I beg you, don't .. I will definitely improve soon. In a moment," said Angga

"Then, calm yourself. I'm just gonna pick up the phone from Sister Alina for a second. He must have been looking for me because it was time to get back to work" Damia said

Angga nodded slowly. Damia receives a call from Alina while patting Angga on the back to calm her down.

"Yes, hello."

"Hello, Damia. Where are you at? How come you haven't come back yet?"

"I'm still in the hospital, but I'm having a little business. Please tell Sister Lisa, yes."

"Suster Lisa also has not returned after the break, no. earlier she went again with Sister Lusi after returning. Yeah, I'll tell Sister Lisa she's back."

"thank you. I'll be back later. Already, yeah .. I hung up."

Tut!

Damia ends her phone call with Alina, leaving her phone lying on the ground.

Damia immediately switched to hugging Angga's body to calm him while moving patting and occasionally rubbing the man's back with both hands.

"Sorry, you are stuck here because of me" said Angga

"It's okay, it doesn't matter. Come on, calm down first" Damia said

Angga's breath that blows heavily because it holds pain is now even more decapitated into shortness of breath. The man's head felt even more pain as more and more of a memory appeared and returned abstractly in his mind.

The memories that appear are very random and irregular. Everything comes out, from her memories that have returned to the memories that have just returned about her past with Damia. Until Angga begins to feel fear and anxiety when his memory returns that shows about him who expressed his feelings for Damia in the past.

Something that happened in the past must be very different from what happened now. Until Angga felt afraid, anxious, and sad when he realized he was able to remember until his last meeting with Damia in the past.

While remembering the past, Angga realized he felt anxious and afraid Damia would reject him when she expressed feelings for the girl who was one year younger than him. Until he felt sad when he felt the pain when the girl really rejected his feelings just because he came later than other men. It's ironic and unlucky for him. Even Damia asked herself to forget everything they had been through together in the past. It feels so tight to the chest.

"Female, what's wrong with you? Calm yourself .. You still remember the same relaxation technique I told you about, right? Come on, do the relaxation technique," Damia said as the lover looked short of breath.

..."Why does Angga's headache have to recur at a time like this when it has been a long time since his headache never recurred again? Is he forcing me to remember the past? It must be because of me that he forced himself like this. Can be critical if anyone sees, Angga's condition like this will certainly reduce the value of the swiftness of Angga to be able to qualify to become a doctor. No, that's not what matters now. The goose has to recover at all costs. Otherwise, I don't know how. Anyway I have to make Angga recover and calm down first" Damia's inner...

Visible face Angga with her frown and her clenched hands are strong because it withstand the pain of his head that arises. Damia also tried to untangle Angga's fist so as not to cause injury and let the two men's hands clasped his hands tightly.

Then, Damia also gives artificial breath to help so that the lover can return to breathing normally and more calmly.

Fortunately, the location of the two this time is behind a quiet hospital building so that no one passes by or sees both there. Damia was telling the lover a shortcut through the back of the hospital and the unwanted incident happened.

However, without realizing it there are two pairs of eyes that see a pair of lovers who seem to be doing the forbidden adult scene.

"Geez, what are the two of them, anyway? Time to make a pervert in a hospital like this? Then, isn't that Damia's sister and Angga's doctor? The time they both want to pervert not see the time and place? It's like that in broad daylight and in the open space behind a hospital like this?"

"You're right, Lusi. Come on, let's go and let them both."

"But, Sister Lisa, we can't let them both do the wrong thing. It's against the law" she said, apparently Sister Lusi was talking to Sister Lisa.

"Leave it, the two of them are no longer perverts. Didn't you see? Sister Damia is saving her boyfriend. Doctor Angga is short of breath," he said, Sister Lisa

"So, no longer a pervert, but doing first aid? It's just artificial breathing?" ask Sister Lusi

"Yes, so let it go. We better go back because it's time to get back to work" replied Sister Lisa who first walked around to return to the ward through another road.

"I go with Sister Lisa, deh .." said Sister Lusi who followed Sister Lisa to go from there.

"Is it really okay if we just leave? Shouldn't we be helping Sister Damia help Dr Angga?" inner Sister Lusi

After several times giving artificial breath, finally Angga can be calmer and breathe normally. Damia can breathe a sigh of relief and look at the face of the lover well.

"Are you feeling better now?" ask Damia

"Hhh .. I'm fine. Thank you, Damia," Angga replied

"You're making me worry. Now what do you feel? Is there anything still that hurts?" ask Damia

"It's okay. I'm sorry that I've made you worry" Angga replied

"Thank God, then. Therefore, I told you not to talk about the past and not to force yourself to recall that it was difficult" Damia said

"Now that I have remembered it, I remember everything ." said Angga.

"really? You're not kidding anymore, are you?" ask Damia

"After remembering it, I felt ashamed and foolish. From beginning to end it seems like I only believe in my own opinions. At first I believed you couldn't talk and didn't seem to let you tell me that you could talk normally and I finally believed that you would accept my feelings without knowing or asking if you already have a boyfriend or not. It seems like I've only weighed you more often in the past" Angga said after recalling all the past about her and Damia.

"You remember everything, but don't tell me you're stupid. I was wrong because I should have been able to speak well with you before" Damia said

"You're not wrong. I used to not expect more than from your friendship, but regardless of what happened in the past, thank God we can finally be together like now" said Angga

"After remembering all that past, aren't you angry with me? Don't you hate me?" ask Damia

"Even I remember everything now, but I still don't understand. Why do you feel like I'm going to be angry and hate you? Why do I have to be like that?" ask back Angga

"Because I rejected you a long time ago and I even asked you to forget that we met. Even I used to seem to have cut off our friendship and with the pain you feel because of me, it all becomes a pressure for you until finally you experience memory loss after an accident," Damia explained

"If you had not had the pressure of the hurt because of me, you would not have lost your memory even though you had an accident maybe even the accident did not happen" Damia continued

"It's all just your choice and not your fault. It's just that I'm weak just from hearing rejection. I did feel bad and it was embarrassing, but it was over. Now we are together and there are no more obstacles to it" said Angga

"I feel so grateful that you didn't leave me after we met again that even you continued to be together and take care of me who was sick until I finally recovered until now I can be here. I feel happy because we are always together and I don't want this to end or we are separated again" Angga continued

"I will never leave you again, though I cannot promise because life is not always certain, but I will try to make it happen to always be with you and sorry for everything I've done in the past" Damia said

"You don't have to say sorry because it wasn't your fault. Whatever has happened in the past, I feel very happy at the moment" Angga said

"I also feel happy and grateful" Damia said

Damia did not think that now Angga had remembered all the past about the two of them, it felt very fast and slow because Angga could only remember it after a long time, but the process was so fast.

Angga pulled Damia into his arms. Both smiling. Angga quietly reached into the pocket of his doctor's suit to reach for the small box containing the ring inside.

"What did you say thank you for? At least it is still too soon to say that," said Angga while releasing a hug with the lover.

"What do you mean?" damia asked after her embrace with the lover missed.

The goose took out the small box and took out a ring inside.

"What I mean is this. Damia, since I've remembered all our past, now I can propose to you, right?" ask Angga

"You've prepared it? I didn't expect. So, you forced yourself to remember the difficult thing just because you wanted to propose to me? Basic, stupid ... There are still many other times to do it," said Damia who had almost cried because she had been holding back her tears because she felt anxious, afraid, happy, happy, and moved periodically in a short time.

"I am not good at choosing the time even it feels less appropriate to propose to you now when there is not the slightest romantic atmosphere here. Will I do it later?" ask Angga

"I'm sorry for calling you stupid. It's just because I feel annoyed," Damia said

"I'm sorry it pissed you off. So, do you want to accept my proposal? Aoa you're willing to be with me no matter what happens in the future?" ask Angga again.

Damia could only nod small. Both smiling. Orchids put a ring on the sweet finger of the lover. Then, the two embraced again when the position of the two was still sitting on the ground.

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Seriate.