Bougenville of Love
61 - Letting go and letting go.
After arriving home, Damia went straight into the room to get a break because tomorrow will be work in the morning.
After cleaning her body and changing clothes before going to bed, Damia took the initiative to type and send a message to her lover.
However, have not had time to type a message, in the history of obrolah on the message with aang lover already there is an incoming message from his handsome lover.
From: Orchid.
Tonight was fun even if it was just for a little while. Finally I can debut in front of your two parents as the initial stage of being your partner that lasts forever. I got home and was thinking about you.
Damia chuckled softly as she read the incoming message from the lover. The beautiful sister immediately typed a reply message and sent it to her lover.
^^^To: Angga.^^^
^^^Sama, I was also thinking about you before going to bed. Though I had intended to send a message to you, but it turns out you have already sent a message here first. You are an idol in my heart, of course you have to debut. But, if you want to go on forever, why didn't you just talk like that in front of mom and dad?^^^
Though his initial intention just wanted to send a short message and immediately go to sleep. However, it looks like this time Damia will drag on when sending messages with her lover. Evidently with the beautiful sister continued to smile when reading and replying to the message to the lover at that time.
From: Orchid.
You wrong. You are the idol in my heart and since you are already very famous in my heart, so I ventured to debut as well. Then, at the beginning of my debut, I had to do it slowly. Like having to garner popularity and good impressions from your mother and father. There will come a time when we will meet again and I will convey my greatest wishes to your mother and father. Damia, are you going to sleep?
It is undeniable that Damia can always be made to smile just by reading and texting each other with her lover.
^^^To: Angga.^^^
^^^Benar. Because tomorrow I'm on the morning shift, so I'm getting ready for bed, but I want to tell you about this before I go to bed. Angga, have you eaten the food you ordered at the restaurant before? You must remember to keep your meal time and rest well because you must focus on composing the thesis. Passion and you can graduate soon. Although you have to focus on preparing the thesis, you should not forget or leave the time to eat and rest to always be healthy until graduation time.^^^
From: Orchid.
I'll remember your message and it won't make you worry again, just calm down. I'm eating that restaurant food right now. Then, immediately go to sleep so that tomorrow is not sleepy while working. May there be me in your beautiful dreams tonight.
^^^To: Angga.^^^
^^^You also immediately go to bed 1 hour after eating. Don't stay up until I have to start working on the thesis.^^^
From: Orchid.
I-i understand. Good night and good night. I love you.
^^^To: Angga.^^^
^^Me too. Good evening.^^^
After sending a message with a closing greeting, Damia put down her cellphone and immediately rested. The beautiful sister began to close both eyes and sleep.
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..."Still don't want to reply to a love sentence from me, huh? But, this was already better than not being responded to at all. Just like this I've been feeling very happy," Angga's mind when reading the last message from the lover....
Not infrequently the man chokes because he often smiles and laughs while eating. However, after sending a message with the lover, Angga can focus on his eating activities after putting down his cellphone.
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Next day.
After breakfast together, Damia and the father are both preparing for going to work.
"Damia, do you want to go to work with Dad? Going with each other's motorbike is also okay. Although not working in the same place, at least I can keep you on the road even for a while," said Dodi's father volunteered.
"No, Dad. Dad just went to work first. I'll be gone in a minute" Damia said
"Why indeed? Are you going to work with your girlfriend?" ask Dodi's dad
"No, it's not like that, Dad. I just want to relax for a while because I have a stomachache. Ordinary ... female problem," Damia answered while holding her cramping stomach.
"Oh, I understand. Then, you will carefully go to work. If you can't bring your own motorbike, order an ojek or taxi online. Or if you can, take a leave first," said Dodi's father
"I understand, Dad. No need to worry. It'll only hurt for a moment" Damia said
"Dad go to work first" said Dodi's father
"Be careful on the road, Dad .." Damia and Rita's mother's message simultaneously.
Dodi's father just nodded, then went outside to go to work.
..."It's appropriate that lately my mood has become up and down, more sensitive, and feeling lazy. Apparently I want to come by the moon," Damia...
Damia's and Dodi's father's work hours are almost close together. However, it's still earlier than Damia's working hour. When entering the morning shift, sometimes Damia went to work together with her father. However, not for today because Damia wants to relax for a while because of the pain in her stomach due to female problems every month.
"Damia, does your stomach hurt?" ask Rita's mother who understands the problem of girls only wayangnya.
"No, Mom. Just a little crampy. After drinking warm tea will also lose the pain. I'm going to make some hot tea first" Damia replied
"Then let me make you some warm tea. You just wait here for a minute," said Rita's mother
Damia just nodded slowly while smiling faintly. Very understanding of the condition of the princess, Mother Rita also turned to the kitchen to make warm tea.
Shortly after, Rita's mother returned from the kitchen with a cup of warm tea directly given to Damia.
"It's a hot tea with a little sugar" Rita's mother said
"Thank you, ma'am," said Damia
"Sama-sama. Ayo, diminum dulu tehnya ... pelan-pelan," kata Ibu Rita
Rita's mother, who was very familiar with the princess's habit of drinking warm and reducing sweetness, deliberately made warm tea with a little sugar.
"My stomach feels warmer and maybe soon the pain will decrease and continue to disappear" Damia said after sipping warm tea made by the mother.
"Yes already. Then, finish the warm tea first and relax. If it still feels very sick, you permission to work first today," said Ms. Rita
"It can't be like that, Mom. If not for a very urgent matter, no permission should suddenly. It's okay anyway. If not work, the pain will be more prolonged. I can still handle this" Damia said
"At any rate, if anything were to happen, I would work in a hospital. No problem," Damia continued
"Yes ... lest any trouble come to pass" Mother Rita said
Damia just smiled a little. After drinking warm tea until it runs out, the beautiful sister also began to get ready to go to work.
After saying goodbye, now Damia is ready to be on his motorbike with the engine that has been lit. The mother drove him to the front of the house and saw him leave.
"Damia, be careful on the road" Mother Rita's message read
"Yes, Mom. I'm leaving first" Damia said
Damia began to drive his motorbike to the streets of the complex to the hospital where he worked.
Although feeling not careless because it was the first day of the arrival of monthly guests and because it was his obligation, Damia also entered work.
After parking her motorbike where it should be, Damia went into the hospital building.
Damia's footsteps were not slow, but not fast either because she was busy withstanding the intense pain in her stomach because it was only the first day of the month.
At that time Damia saw there was a figure of an ex-lover not far from her. However, the beautiful sister tried to be ignorant and pretended not to see the man by speeding up her steps as if she was being time-hunted.
However, still the ex-lover sees himself and stops his steps.
"Damia, wait a minute .. " call Doctor Raffa.
"Good morning, Doctor Raffa. Sorry, I'm in a hurry. Excuse me." Damia was about to leave immediately after politely greeting.
"I know you've seen me since. If you leave, I'll assume you're avoiding me" Raffa said
Because Doctor Raffa said that, Damia completely stopped her steps. The beautiful sister had no other choice because if she was currently completely evading, then it could be considered ignoring the superior or running away from the task.
Damia sighed softly and turned around.
"Can I help you, Doctor Raffa?" damia asked as she tried to display her professional smile
"Are you sure you want to continue acting like this just like me? Then why are you here so late today than usual?" ask Raffa
"You already know I'm coming late than usual, you shouldn't have held me back today. So, just say it to the point and don't have to be pleasant-nonsense" Damia said as she slowly rolled her eyes and changed her originally formal way of speaking to be more relaxed.
"Alright, please listen to me who wants to talk. Damia, are you sure you want us to end things like this after coming this far?" ask Raffa
"We do not fit and there is nothing more that must or can be maintained. If it is willing to continue to survive it will not end well and there will only be injured, so it is better to leave everything," Damia replied
"Then, sorry if I had to say this. Actually from the beginning until we finally broke up, I never had the same feeling as you. I accepted an arranged marriage between us just because you were the second choice man of my parents. I thought things would go well because both my parents thought it was for my good and I thought it would make my parents happy, but it turned out that this was not fruitful. So, do not think to maintain this broken relationship just because of fear of our parents feeling disappointed because in fact we can not be together," Damia continued
"I'm sorry I've been holding you back all this time. If only from the beginning I refused this matchmaking and said no like, surely you would have been happy with Lisa. Sorry for being such a barrier to your happiness Lisa. However, since all this has happened and does not exist in this reality, then just make all this as a lesson for us. Let all this pass" Damia continued with teary eyes as she endured the crying.
"You've decided to be like this, so don't cry ." said the weakest Raffa with women's tears.
"Raff, did you see wrong? I didn't cry at all" Damia said with a deep smile.
Actually, not unless not yet. Damia tried hard to keep her tears from coming and not a single one dripped. Raffa sighed softly and smiled.
"All right, I was wrong. I also apologize for holding you back despite having other women I like. I should've let you go when I started liking other girls. I'm sorry I hurt you" Raffa said
"It's okay. We are both wrong here" Damia said
"Actually I just want to solve this problem completely. After that, I want to start a more serious relationship with Lisa and maybe I'll start planning our wedding together" Raffa said
"Yes, I get it. You and Lisa look good and good. Your choice this time is right. Just focus on your relationship and Lisa's sister, then make her happy. May you both be happy" Damia said with a smile.
"Thank you, Damia. I also pray that you can be happy with whomever you choose" said Raffa
"Thank you back. I'm waiting for the good news and the invitation is coming soon" Damia replied
"Then, excuse me, Doctor Raffa. I have to be out as soon as possible before it's really too late. Happy work," Damia continued, returning to the professional mode of the workers.
Damia immediately went from there to be able to catch time to meet the morning absence of workers at the hospital.
..."Though again less fit because new coming months, but early in the morning has met a problem that is less pleasant. Fortunately, this time all the problems can be resolved. I feel relieved, "inner Damia...
Slowly, Damia's tears that had been trying to be held back finally dripped as well. However, Damia instantly wiped away her tears quickly. The feeling of tightness and disappointment in his heart instantly changed into a sense of relief. Tears have changed with smiles.
Raffa also went in another direction.
"I still love you to this day, Damia. But, it seems like this time I really have to let go and let go of you. It's fitting that our relationship ends like this, apparently from the beginning you never liked me. And instead of me realizing your feelings, I try to keep you by my side when I already like and have relationships with other women. I never knew that breaking up with you would make me feel so relieved like this. Hopefully this time I have chosen the best path, "inner Raffa
There are no more doubts or feelings that linger in the heart between these former lovers. Both continue their activities and work.
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Seriate.