Bougenville of Love
65 - Nervous of Guilty.

"So, what's selling Mba Dina at home?" ask Damia

"I sell snacks such as lilok, cireng, tofu round, and others. I made a menu of orders and anything I ordered made new. Sometimes I take orders to the home of buyers or buyers who come to my house to take orders" explained Patient Dina

"Wah .. is good enough to fill free time while looking for funan," said Damia

"True, Sus .." said Patient Dinah

Damia still continues to feed Patient Dina lunch slowly because the postoperative patient can not eat too fast, so Damia also while taking Patient Dina chat.

"By the way, Mba Dina's baby is a boy or a girl?" ask Damia

"I gave birth to a baby girl. When I saw her being lifted up, the tiny little baby didn't make a sound. I had a moment of fear, but after the doctor's treatment, it turned out that the sound of crying was very loud. At that instant I immediately felt relieved," explained Patient Dina

"The baby must be very pretty. Besides that she must also be strong like her mother," Damia said while giving praise.

"But I am not even strong enough to hold and hold my own baby" said Patient Dina

"The weakness of a woman is because she is too strong. After all, behind his creation like that, also created a man as a complement and place to lean. Until the two complement each other," Damia said

"By the way, what's the name of Mba Dina's beautiful baby? Has the baby been named or not?" ask Damia continued.

"Our baby is still not named. We have not had time to take it seriously because it was already busy with his sudden birth and my condition continued to decline" replied Patient Dina

"But, Mba Dina and husband and family must have had time to think about and have some choice names, right?" ask Damia

"Will Sister Damia also give us any good name suggestions for our baby?" ask back to Patient Dina

"I was not thought of at all because I could not just say the name carelessly because a child must be given a good name in order to grow well anyway. If it is still not named, next time I will find a good and beautiful name for baby girl Mba Dina," replied Damia

"I want to start again trying to find a name for our baby girl" said Patient Dina

"Then, use my HP first to find a good name on the internet," said Damia who immediately pulled her phone out of the pocket of the nurse uniform and given to Patient Dina.

"I feel bad if I use HP has Sister Damia. Can you please just get my HP in that desk drawer?" ask Patient Dina while pointing towards the drawer of a table.

"It is precisely I who feel not if I have to look for something by rummaging through other people's belongings. It's okay to use my HP first. I loaned it for a moment. Go ahead," said Damia who still thrust her cell phone at Patient Dina.

"Okay, I borrowed HP first had Sister Damia for a while, yes .." said Patient Dina who received a phone from Damia.

Damia just nodded with a smile.

Dina's patient uses Damia's cell phone to search for baby names from the internet while being fed by Damia. Every now and then the two discuss, what names are found on the internet when it is good or not. Or the two discuss to string a word of name and arrange it into a good and beautiful name.

"That's enough for this time, Sus. Thank you for lending me the same HP," said Patient Dina who returned Damia's phone to the owner when she saw her lunch held by Damia left a little more.

"Sama-sama, but please don't tell me if I ever lend HP with Mba Dina, yes. You actually can not bring HP while working," said Damia with a small smile.

"OK, Sus .." said Patient Dina

The two beautiful women also chuckled softly together. Then, Damia kept her cell phone in the pocket of the nurse's uniform.

"I miss and want to see my baby as soon as possible" murmured Patient Dina

"Feeling long is nothing that forbids. Well then, Mba Dina has to think a lot about good things and smile. This is one way to encourage yourself to feel happy. Because when you feel happy, then the condition of someone will continue to feel good and people who are sick can quickly recover and recover," Damia said to give advice.

"I've also watched a drama, where it's said that ..it's okay if we don't feel okay. However, keep smiling because with that we will feel all right and feel like we have become the happiest people. Imagining something beautiful is fine. Because behind the delusion sometimes there is a hope or even a lot of hope" Damia continued

"Good advice, what else if the one who said it was a nurse like Sister Damia," said Patient Dina

"Mba Dina, must be eager to be able to recover quickly and in order to quickly meet and gather with children and families" said Damia

"His lunch is over, yes, Mba Dina .." Damia continued

"Thank you for bothering to feed me like this" said Patient Dina

"No problem" Damia said

"Brother hasn't come back yet, has he? Though I ate it for a long time, but until I finished eating Father has not returned too," said Patient Dina

"Do you want me to accompany you until you return? I mean, does Mba Dina need anything I can help you with?" ask Damia

"no need. That's not what I meant. I just feel worried" replied Patient Dina

"Don't worry too much, it's not good for Mba Dina's condition. You must be fine and will be back soon" Damia said

At that time someone opened the door of the hospital room and it was the guardian of the patient who had just returned after buying food while carrying a package of food purchased from outside the hospital.

"Dina, Father is back. Sorry for taking so long" said the patient's guardian.

"As I thought, you'll be right back" Damia said

"It looks like you're in a hurry when you get back here. Calm yourself first and after that please enjoy the food you have bought slowly. Mba Dina's lunch has been spent" Damia continued

"It turns out the Sister is still here. Sorry to bother Sister and thank you" said the patient's guardian

"No problem, sir. I had a conversation partner while accompanying Mba Dina here" Damia said

"Sir, why is it so long gone?" ask Patient Dina

"Yes already, because you have returned .. Then, excuse me first," Damia said

"Oh, yes ... In addition to the food that has been eaten, there is also fruit and milk powder. The milk can be brewed when you want to drink later. Then, there are also boiled eggs that are ripe. Please spend at least the white eggs because it is very good for postoperative recovery, but if you want to eat the yolk is also good because it is good to recover energy," Damia continued

"Thank you, Sus," said Patient Dina

"Together," Damia replied

"Suster, does my child have to keep taking medication from the hospital before? Will my child be able to prescribe new drugs from sinu and not need to take medication from the hospital before again?" ask the patient

"Previous drugs are still taken so that the previous treatment is not interrupted and so in vain. If later it is prescribed a new drug, just stop taking the previous drug and start taking a new drug after being redeemed. Because the doctor's examination visit today has passed, so Mba Dina will be examined starting tomorrow," Damia explained

"Tomorrow please show the medicine from the previous hospital to the doctor who came to check so that it can be determined whether to continue the same prescription or change the prescription or maybe change the dose. If you need anything, please tell the nurse who is standing guard outside. Like if a fever appears, just tell the nurse so that it can be given the right medication and treatment. Then, because Mba Dina just finished eating please do not lie down immediately. At least sit and wait at least 15 to 20 minutes," Damia continued

"Okay, I get it. Thank you, Sus," said the patient's guardian

"Together, Sir. Then, excuse me .. " said Damia

Damia moved outside from the treatment room while carrying an empty patient lunch.

After coming out of the nursery, Damia was greeted by a job that was unrelenting.

"Damia, where did you go? How come I didn't see you?" ask Alina

"I've been accompanying the new patient because he was left alone with his father who went to buy food outside and because the patient had not had lunch, I all fed him lunch" Damia explained

"I've guessed, you are indeed an exemplary worker. You can't be out of work" Alina said

"But now we have a lot of work. Every day is always like this" Alina continued

Until nearing the time of returning home from work, Damia was only able to complete her part of the work. So did Alina and the other morning shift nurses.

After completing her task, Damia and the other morning shift sisters began to prepare to go home. The day shift nurses were also present to start the shift.

While preparing to go home, Damia and the other morning shift sisters gather in the locker room to retrieve their belongings to take home. Just then sensed one of her coworking sisters continue to steal a glance and glance at her. However, when he returned the views of his coworkers, he turned his eyes in the other direction. Even the nurse seemed to run away from him by going in a hurry.

"Lusi, there's something I want to ask you. " said Damia before her co-worker came out of the locker room after many other sisters had gone out from there.

"Yes, I could. What do you want to ask?"

"I didn't see Sister Lisa anymore other than just this morning. Did you say that I went to get a patient to the IGD?" ask Damia

"So I told Sister Lisa. Sister Lisa indeed today leaves the ward more often. Already, yes .. I want to go home sooner today."

"Wait first. Lusi, do I have a fault with you?" ask Damia

"What's? There's no one."

"Then .... Then, do you have the same fault as me?" ask Damia

"What are you talking about, Damia?"

"Why do I feel like you're avoiding me today? You keep looking at me and when I look, you throw your face away. Today you are also not as usual, so more quiet when you like to talk and gossip here," said Damia

"I don't understand what you mean, Damia."

"I'm speaking less clearly, huh? I'm sorry, but I mean it's about you shooting a video of my conversation span with my parents at the restaurant last night" Damia said

"I don't understand what you mean, Damia. Already, ah .. I want to go home." Susi turned around to leave immediately.

"Then, why are you even going to leave? Is it because you are afraid or feel guilty? Usually people will be scared because they feel guilty, right?" damia asked who insinuated her co-worker named Luci.

"No way," denied Lusi who immediately turned back while smiling awkwardly and did not dare to look directly at Damia.

Both of Lusi's hands clasped each other, his eyeballs looking in an erratic direction as if they continued to run.

"Your smile does not look natural at all, your eyes continue to run around without staring at a fixed object, what else instead of staring at me, your two hands clasping each other with occasional swiping. It is one of the characteristics of people who are nervous about being guilty or hiding something. Soon you will start to sweat cold and maybe your face will be pale and difficult to swallow and then your heart beats faster" said Damia

All of Damia's words and guesses were correct. Lusi's face began to turn pale white, his forehead began to get wet with a point of sweat, and it was difficult to produce or swallow saliva until his throat felt dry as if he had shouted loudly even though in fact not at all, even his heartbeat was pumping a bushel fast.

At that moment, Damia smiled softly.

"I'm really sorry for making you this way. I will not be angry or blame you. Instead I want to say thank you for not spreading the video to many people and I hope you can still work well together like this" Damia said

"You want to go home, right? Just please. I'm sorry I held you back for so long and again thank you, Lusi," Damia said

"Ummh .. Yes, I went home first, yes."

"Yes, I'll see you tomorrow. Be careful on the way home and enjoy yourself after work" Damia said

Lusi only gave a small nod and immediately turned away from the locker room. Damia let out a long sigh after Lusi's departure.

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Seriate.