
Hendry had just come out of the bathroom after finishing his bathing ritual. A piece of cloth wrapped around his waist. His mind was quite fresh after the shower. All the burdens of the mind of work as if to fall with the water which flushes it. He set foot in an always quiet room. The room was rarely filled because the wife was doing more work out of town.
Clamps!
The door to the room is open. Hendry was quite surprised when he saw the arrival of his wife. "Baby, are you home?"
The beautiful woman named Tatiana gave her sweet smile, "Honey, I miss you ..," she said spoiled.
The two of them approached each other and hugged each other tightly. Hendry lifted his wife and turned her in his arms so happy. They have been separated for two weeks, and they can finally be together again.
"You're so good, Honey." Tatiana leaned her head against Hendry's field chest. She loved the smell of her husband's body after the shower. His still damp body seemed to pull himself to anchor a tighter hug.
"Why didn't you tell me you were home early, Baby? I could've picked you up at the airport."
"I want to surprise you."
Hendry carried his wife's body, taking her towards the bed. He carefully laid his wife's body on the bed.
Tatiana looked at her husband's face with a longing look. He stretched out his hand rubbing a handsome face adorned with coarse fur of the remains of the shave. "Can we do it now, Honey?" tanyakanya.
Hendry sighed. His face turned gloomy. "How about we try it?"
Tatiana could feel the burden borne by her husband. He pulled Hendry's back so he could hug him. "You've been checking and getting treatment, haven't you, Honey?"
"Of course, Baby. But, if you keep taking jobs out of town, when can we do the maximum effort."
Both are back to their eyes.
"Honey, you know for yourself that this is my world. I've reduced the acceptance of job offers, but to really stop, I can't. I've checked my health, everything's good. So, you must now try to cure your illness so that we can soon have a baby. I'll quit my job if you make me pregnant."
"Four first years of our own marriage you are asking to delay pregnancy. At that time my condition was still very prime. Why do you suddenly want a child so badly?"
"Because my friends already have kids, Honey. Our age is no longer young. You should try to do your part as a real man."
Tatiana's remarks hurt Hendry's self-esteem. Indeed, for the past year he had problems with his reproductive organs. Hers could not maintain her tension until the end of their romance activities.
The beginning of their love life marriage is still normal, especially as a new couple who must be passionate. Both are in good health. Unfortunately, Tatiana chose to delay pregnancy because Sudsh had already signed a contract extension with one of the leading brands for four years.
The intensity of their meeting is diminishing, making the two rarely able to take the time to make love. Slowly causing reluctance to do so. They are too comfortable with each other. Although there is a time together, they just enjoy it normally without making love.
Until the fifth year, Tatiana suddenly wanted to get pregnant. Both of them set aside time to get quality time. Unfortunately, Hendry experienced erectile dysfunction caused by psychological factors. His can suddenly relax in the middle of their activity.
The relationship between the two deteriorated because of this. However, Tatiana was still able to be patient with her husband's condition. They began to consult the problem to the doctor. Tatiana had already reduced her work, also agreeing to return to the homeland.
Hendry has also undergone various doctor's advice, ranging from maintaining diet, exercise, to hormone therapy. Only one thing he still could not conquer, namely his own psychological problems. Excessive anxiety is not able to meet the expectations of Tatiana, making Hendry's condition has not improved.
Tonight is also the same, they failed to complete the activities of making love. A year more staying in such conditions made both feel frustrated. Tatiana was actually disappointed, but she could not blame her husband. Hendry also tried to control his mind. However, failure after failure continued to make him feel guilty and finally happened again.
"If you really want to get pregnant, you can do artificial insemination or tube babies. Do you want to do it?" ask Hendry.
Tatiana looked at her husband closely. "Does the doctor suggest that, too?" tanyakanya.
Hendry nodded.
"Honey, I don't really want to burden you with this. But, my parents have often asked me about my child's problems. Mother too. All sides cornered me. You know for yourself that the issue of heredity must be the woman who is always to blame."
Hendry kissed Tatiana's forehead. "I'm sorry" he said.
"It's not your fault, Honey. I have no job this week either. How about we go together to consult a doctor? Maybe I'll think about the advice you're proposing. Baby tubes or artificial insemination."
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The image coming out of his room had been wearing neat clothes. Her husband slept in another room last night. This morning they did not start talking.
The man was brewing coffee and baking bread for breakfast.
Slowly Citra walked closer towards Yoga. Although the behavior of the husband last night is very outrageous, but he can not stand if not immediately make up with her husband. He is innocent, but Yoga is not in the wrong position. It is natural that her husband is jealous when he sees her with another man. She would feel the same way if her husband was close to another woman.
"Mas ...," call Citra a little hesitant.
Yoga keeps stirring his coffee regardless of the call of the wife.
"I'll think of your desire to quit your job."
The words Citra was finally able to attract the attention of Yoga.
"But I need some time before I submit my resignation. I will do it after my duty is done. Maybe next month."
"Well! It's still hard for you to choose between family and your job?" Yoga has not been able to fully accept the decision of Citra.
"It's not a hard thing to choose, Mom. If I don't work, who will help the orphanage?"
"You always put more importance on others than your own family!"
"They're not other people, Mas. They are like family. I grew up there so well I can be like now. Isn't Mas Yoga also very concerned with mother, Fira, and Tanti? Mas Yoga can give money to my own family, why can't I?"
I don't know why Yoga became a husband who has changed his nature. In the past, it had never been a problem for him to use his income to help the orphanage.
"That's a different thing. You want to show off that you can have your own money now? Well then, as long as you haven't quit your job, I won't give you any shopping money or anything for you! So no breakfast spirit!" gerutu Yoga's. He left behind the coffee and bread he had just roasted.
The image could only sigh with the behavior of her husband.