CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
prologues

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this time the author deliberately created a different story in this author novel

please do not be blasphemed if less greget and less perfect

because the author does not experience this is just a mere author's essay and there is no intention to drop anyone ok

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love in marriage everyone must want it so his thing with my marriage based on love makes our marriage decorated with happiness

but the fate of the soul mate death fortune is all set as well as what I experienced in marrying my husband who I love the most

people say that no household is perfect because there will certainly be problems in it even though marriage in the land of love even though there will certainly be conflict

if not for the treasure and also the woman must be because of heredity

the same happened to me because the demands of my in-laws who want a child from our marriage that has been almost 5 years has not been given trust

not that I am barren but already 3 times I was in the cluster and all of it happened after my gestational age two months this traumatized me what else my mother-in-law kept pressing me even he told me to step down and or let alfian get married again

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my name is hanifah al-fais I am only 25 years old I married my husband when I was 20 years old while my husband named alfian shah our age distance is 3 years adrift for me he is a man the perfect good devout worship diligently works and takes his exact responsibility.

if the standard face is.face2 Asia in general.

husband now works as a regular factory employee as well as me we sama2 work in the same factory

our meeting also took place at our place of work because the intense meeting made me and him put each other's hearts and after 2 years of knowing each other exactly his courtship we decided to step into the what more serious if not married

early in our marriage there was no problem yes we lived it with great joy until finally I was pregnant with my first child but it did not last long because after the miscarriage it caused problems one by one .... in addition, from the beginning the alfian mas family did not approve of our relationship.

although there was a rejection from the alfian mas family, but I can make them believe that I deserve to be with him

but the running time of my household more and more days more uncomfortable especially if it is not a child problem

The first 3 years of alfian mas parents continue to urge me to continue to live a pregnancy program that only produces disappointment in my heart and alfian mas because I had to miscarry for the third time

one year later they even blamed me for the fallout that happened to me because I was not good at keeping my own womb

I honestly don't know exactly what makes our son unable to survive long in my womb

but the two alfian parents never believed in me they kept on corrupting me and insulting me

'' hahah.it is impossible if your uterus is fine2 only but you three times to your base cluster alone is not as a woman must be you who are troubled.''my mother-in-law was witnessed by her husband and father-in-law

I could only shut up and lower my head without daring to look her in the eye for me that painful remark had already become a daily meal for me

you ask me how I feel now the answer is dead and immune to the words of those who consider me a useless woman an imperfect woman and a poor woman

'' mother enough I can no longer bear mother with all the insults mother to my wife is all fate and we can only be patient ma'am.'' said alfian

'' be patient you say mother has been patient but what now is the result is nil what might all that because the karma of your wife's mother who has become a destroyer of the household so that her sin should be bestowed on your wife alfian mother want until when alfian mother should wait for your mother's grandchild only mother's son mother wants offspring of you want what mother wrong.''s pronounce mother rising

'' ma'am, it will be even high blood mother coughed again.'' said father trying to calm down

'' it's up to mom to say what mom I cape bu with all the demands of mom so far I and hanifah have been trying to bu.but if memamg god does not want what mom.which surely I have resigned mom if indeed our fortune is given the trust of children in the middle of a small family it is a gift for us ma'am we go home ma'am assalamualaikum.''said alfian who went straight from his own house in follow me behind him

I could only cry in silence without daring to speak anything and we went home to our little house

'' baby forgive me mother yes do not you ever input kehati ya baby.''s soft alfian and immediately hugged me

'' I'm fine because I know I'm not perfect I can't give you a child mas.'' said I sobbed and went straight into the alfian room which saw me crying in the room she could only rub her rough face and immediately sat in the living room with a raging mind

'' god, what is my fault what is my sin why you gave me such a great ordeal that I do not deserve to be a mother

since that fight my relationship and my husband's parents began to stretch

a year went by and the insult and insult continued to say from my mother's mouth not only her but the neighbors who made me even more depressed.

today I deliberately came to the hospital myself without being accompanied by alfian

to take my examination results with alfian mas

like in a lightning strike in broad daylight a painful reality approached me

'' see the results of this examination ma'am.that the mother's womb and all the mother's health are good but unfortunately not with the mother's husband she is not good2 only quality bu ****** it is very weak to be able to survive into a fetus that makes the mother often miscarry.'' said the doctor

honestly my heart feels very sick I did not expect that all this time my husband was not perfect

'' what should I say I can't possibly say that she's the one who's not perfect I don't want her to be sad I don't want to lose her because I love you so much and I have to.''my mind is pure

all the way home I just kept quiet and thought about what the doctor said

'' husband mother should take care of mom and do a healthy life do not be too tired and eat 2an nutritious as well as the consumption of vitamins for fertility bu and check regularly to know if there is development.''said the doctor who was still ringing in my ears

'' what I have to do but I don't want alfian mas to know what I have to do.''my words are shrewd

I kept thinking about it until I got home

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