CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
juan's request
with a step gontai mahendra went from my room and accidentally met mas juan who still did not want to leave my room
'' satisfied you ver what you did to me it hurts so much you even make my daughter and my son not get complete happiness because of you....I didn't expect that you would be this cruel to me to a friend that I already considered family ''said Mahendra and he left without wanting to hear the answer from the mouth of juan because for mahendra free until whenever his friend was blinded by hatred
juan who saw Mahendra go just silently staring at the departure of mahendra with a nanar gaze he felt what he did was right Mahendra deserved it because he had the heart to separate him from the most people he loved her all along
until finally an inappropriate word was thrown in his mouth
'' we incas mahendra you are sick I am sick even though it is still not enough but at least I feel satisfied to have ruined your life said juan without guilt
mahendra simply stopped and stared inside the juan from 5 meters away with a smile and left without a word
I who still do not believe what I hear can only regret what has happened
'' I am a fool and I am useless why I can be stuck with that devil man, God what is my fault why you do not give me happiness I feel inappropriate for the body I'm dirty he's too good and perfect for me I'm sorry.I can't be with you I don't deserve.
until finally I was still tired because after the operation was asleep and soon came closer to me
'' I'm sorry I hanifah I don't deserve your apology but I beg you don't hate our son I beg you''juan said in silence he was unable to get close because he did not want me to throw him out again
without feeling I had two days he hospital after I gave birth it feels saturated no one visited me huh.
yes two days already his second can only stare at me from far away mahendra who only saw me from behind the window and mas juan only came to me while sleeping that's what they did and for two the other day I was with al and his nanny '
it is natural to remember my words to mas juan and mas hendra at that time but somehow I felt a very lonely
'' mah.dedek baby where al want to see dong kok during al here baby dedek ngak no heck mah''ucap al plain
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my heart trembled to hear what request I was cruel if I mother had no heart to abandon the child that I had for 9 months but I obviously did not want to see her see the child of the man who it made me suffer
she deserves it because because she's living without affection and she doesn't even feel the Asi of me
'' emm adek still not healthy dear you want to see yes...''
'' yes mah.al want to see and also al kangen papa kok during mama's sick papa ngak is here papa mana-'' said al again that makes me silent without a word
'' I'm sorry dear forgive mamah mamah don't know how to say her mama just want you to know that she's not papah you son''in my heart kelu
'' emmm maybe papa is busy baby but papa is here to meet mamah'' said I smiled
'' yes patient yes dear mama is not well if you are tired of mending you join aunty there play in the hospital park''I said I'm trying to make al feel at home here until I find a place to go home
'' can mah me jalan2 mamah ngak apa2 alone''
'' yes there jalan2 but don't get far2 ya and heart'' said my smile
'' yes dah mah.
after al's departure I fell silent thinking about my little daughter's words
'' what if he knew his mother would not accept the sister he was waiting for would al hate me''my inner being
arrived2 someone came and made my bad heart worse
'' What do you want to come here again mas''
'' fah I'm sorry I give me a chance fah I beg fah I know I can't be forgiven but I beg fah don't you do this to our son pity he doesn't know what2''juan asked
to be honest somehow I was not touched at all even I was sick of seeing his hypocritical face
'' I couldn't mas better you go take your son with you I won't touch him he deserves it let him feel what your son has been feeling all along ''say I'm cold
jeddderrr
as struck by train.eh.kok train sih thor lightning time...
yes, lightning protests against you
juan's face immediately pale deathly heard my words his legs felt weak and powerless
he was unable to say any more words as if there was a huge rock overlapping him
'' excuse me but I beg you at least to look and hold it one last time after that I will not force you to take care of our child I beg fah''juan said he was unable to hold tightness in his chest to see the child he was waiting for was even indifferent by me
the author is too cruel, brother....
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