
an unbearable pain I couldn't bear
'' mas hendra help me because I'm afraid'' said my heart
arrived2 I heard sayup sayup someone I know called me
'' hanifah...''
'' fah..sadar.lah fah..ini me''' said mahendra who was anxious while shaking my body that was still asleep.
she was so anxious from looking agitated and kept screaming in my sleep
I was shocked because Mahendra's words made me realize from a nightmare
I slowly opened my eyes with great fear
when I opened my eyes I saw a white room with a pungent aroma of medicine
'' hosh...''
'' you're okay fah''
'' mas hendra (thank God I am only a dream)''my words were hoarse and immediately hugged him tightly because of the fear that was so intense that my body trembled to remember my dreams
'' drink first fah..let you calm down a little'' said mas hendra softly.
I also grabbed the glass given mas hendra and gulped down the white water that mas hendra gave until the toilet was not left
'' you why fah.kamu baik2 '' said mas hendra worried.
'' I'm good2 aja mas only a nightmare.''my short words do not want to prolong the conversation.
'' nightmare''
'' yes, I'm a nightmare.but it's just a dream you don't have to worry then why are you still here'' I wonder.
'' I'm here because I look after you and I'm afraid you will go again fah'' said mas hendra lirih
'' I will indeed go mas after my business is done and my condition improves, '' said me
'' fah..I beg you to give me another chance fah I we start from the beginning again let our son2 feel the family intact'' said mas hendra pleading
'' I don't know if I need time.I beg you to understand what I've been through'' said my own.
'' I'll wait for you but I can still see you and al right.because I can't be far from her.'' said mas hendra.
'' yes ms you are calm I will not prevent you from meeting al only you must know the limits mas'' said me firmly
'' yes fah I understand thank you.oh yes...fah the doctor who handled you has allowed you to go home today so I will take care of your return first if you don't mind'' said mas hendra
'' yes, I'm fine thanks for wanting attention and care for me'' said I'm not happy
'' same you don't have to hesitate me doing this for the mother of my son2 so it's still my duty to care for you'' said mas hendra smiling
that's what made me subconsciously love her
after Mas hendra finished everything he went back to my room and helped me pack my things
'' after this you will go where with al''ucap mahendra
'' I don't know where I'm going but I certainly won't go back to that house again'' said me
'' well then I'll take you to our house if you don't mind'' said mas hendra
'' our house''
'' yes the house that I have prepared for us but have not had time for our small family to occupy you and ala has gone from my life'' said mas hendra sadu
I know mas hendra must have been destroyed for 5 years he must have felt very guilty for losing me
'' sorry'' said my words
and after that only a smile on his face me and al also went into the car mas hendra and went straight to the house that I would occupy with al
actually I had rejected him but mas Hendra forced him on behalf of al to persuade me
even the powerless me just accepted it
arriving at the house owned by Mas hendra I was silent for a moment to see the house that I had dreamed of all this time
a simple house adem and also filled with orchid flowers2 makes me feel very happy if only I had not separated from mas hendra maybe I would be happy
'' welcome to our house fah do you like I deliberately make all this for you this house I made in accordance with your wishes fah even I have prepared vacant land in the back for you to plant greens fah''ucap mas hendra smiling happily
'' I'm happy if finally the house I made for you can you stay with our son2 even though it's too late but I'm happy hopefully after this we can unite fah I love you''mahendra looked at me
I am still so busy admiring the beauty of my dream home
al who was asleep since the hospital was placed in his room with his caretaker while I was in between mas hendra to the room of the two of us who were already designed accordingly my wish
'' this is your room and will be our room after you are done with your husband fah'' said mas hendra he was smiling and was about to kiss me
but I dodged and walked back and avoided mas hendra want how else I do not deserve to be in contact with her I am still the legitimate wife mas juan my demon husband who has ruined my life
'' sorry mas I beg you not to be like this thank you for giving my place and al shelter but it would be nice of you and I keep our distance mas not muhrim I am still the wife of people''say I'm firm
make mas hendra silent not flinching
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will they be united how the fate of juan and his son
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