CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
final decision

the day passed quickly the divorce process continued even with alot but me and I continued to fight for justice and

just like today, I and I, along with our two children, attended the mediation session today

with a heart of uncertainty between logic and heart continues to collide I who was as hard as trying to swallow this pain was trying hard in front of my two children

'' you enter me and the children will wait for you here I am always there for you no matter what happens'' said Mahendra with a smile

'' yes mas thank you for always being there for me I tipped child mas'''s said I've resigned to what will happen inside

I who entered with the lawyer appointed by mas Hendra was mas3uk with a pounding heart

when we entered all looked at us with the gaze of each of me who could not see it with the child I bear for 9 months it made my heart even more shapeless

'' please brother hanifah as the plaintiff please sit in a place that has been provided'' said one of the people who were there

I who sat with mixed feelings could only stare at the nanar mas juan who still had not shifted his attention to me

mediation began me and mas juan who were still firm with his stance only ended without a decision and this is where now I am with mas juan both still in the mediation room

'' s sorry.'' said mas juan glass looking at me who was still indifferent and did not want to look at him anymore.

'' I've forgiven you, but I can't be with you'' said I held back tears that would melt

'' I know fah I understand but I beg you you still want to give your affection for farhan fah let him get your affection I beg you I promise will ease our separation fah he's innocent please don't punish him fah please.' said juan shed tears

'' well I'm willing to accept Farhan and take care of him but I put one condition on you mas don't bother me anymore and you can only see it from afar after five years I'll give farhan to you again do you not mind mas''s saying I hold tight

'' well fah I'm fine as long as farhan get affection from you thank you you still want to take care of my son but you have to know fah..if I still love you even though I can't have you anymore I'll always be there for you and look after my son and you from afar our divorce will be as soon as it's done'' said juan with tears

I just kept tightness in my chest I admit I couldn't bear this pain...he was in my life bringing happiness and comfort he was always there for me to protect and never hurt me

but why he had to incise a deep wound in this, God is wrong if I hate him why I have to feel pain again for the 3rd time, God what is wrong and sin so I made you give this wound and this ordeal

on the one hand I already love mas juan but on the other hand there is still love for mas hendra

o God, who I choose and defend, will I keep this marriage or I will go back to the man who made me feel perfect

please the readers give the answer yes the author again upset

hanifah will return to mahendra

or hanifah will hang with juan

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