CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
pregnant

I've been in the tegal for two months without anyone knowing because I've lost track of selling my phone and also did not call ready

hari2 I only focus on cultivating the land owned by grandfather who was behind the house

'' hanifah bulik go home first want to have lunch you ngak apa2 ya.bulik stay.'' said bulik siti.

'' ngak bulik hanifah baik2 aja bulik can go home hanifah finish first well.tanggung in a moment.''my words are still plucking the weeds around the cabbage plant.

'' yes already you do not forget to eat later sick loh.work can be continued later.''s said bulik siti before leaving

'' yes bulik just calm down in a moment.'' said me

bulik siti also left me who felt tired sitting on the side of the usual plot for people to walk

'' hanifah ngak go home nok already want dzuhur.'' said bu ina my neighbor who happened to be in the next square

'' yes ma'am later.seperately nanggung '' said I smiled

'' yes already ma'am ina stay yes.hati2 here alone.'' said bu ina reminded.

'' yes ma'am...''

my neighbor also went with her husband leaving me alone who sat tired

during these two months I was busy with vegetable gardening here there was a sense of loneliness in the heart what else I lived alone for 2 months this was time with alfian mas although only both but it feels lonely but

ever since that divorce, I've been dying to want to leave this world

at first I was strong and could accept the situation, but lying if I said no pain and heartbreak actually I was getting worse

and the longer the heavier the deep love that ever incised the story can not be forgotten just like that

but it went away when I didn't think it was because of my actions I was pregnant with a child from Mas hendra but my heart didn't care much for it because I thought this child would not be able to be born

because every entering two months he will not last long in addition to hearing news from mamah if alfian mas children grow well in the womb of the goddess

that's how I feel...

and since then I resigned I do not care about this child I just consider it does not exist because I do not want to be disappointed every time

while stroking my stomach I spoke to the child who was pinned on me

'' son if you love a strong mama well there help mamah do not make mamah difficult. has been two months more you there may there be a miracle from god to mamah can pet you dear.''I said to wash away the tears

when I was stroking my stomach, 2 I heard the voice of someone I knew

'' hai hanifah.'' her speech

deg

I looked at him with a pale face

'' mas ''. amar.

he smiled at me I was reflexively standing unprepared and almost fell down but quickly amar helped me

'' hanifah heart you are pregnant right.'' said mas amar.

'' yes mas..thank you.'' said me.

while in other places mas hendra is getting worse because they cannot find me

'' how is this ma'am.I can't resist her.mau until when hanifah can't be found.''s spoken andre is so frustrated.

'' patient son mother's men have been looking for her must have met.'' said mom halimah

will mahendra find his do not forget his like and vote