CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
give me another chance, Fah

'' I'm sorry I couldn't be better off getting out of here before al comes back I don't want any sickening drama that I don't want my son to meet you I don't want me to beg you go mas I'm no longer willing to see you and your child ''my words are flat with emotions that I can't stand anymore

'' but fah I beg pity our son fah he is innocent I have ruined your life You punish me but do not he fah he is innocent ''said mas juan crying can not see the child who should get his mother's affection but instead get hatred

'' go mas I said go I don't want to hear your words all over don't meet me again ''my words screamed

'' well fah.I'll leave but I won't let you off before you touch our son fah' said juan who immediately left me.

'' it won't be possible because I won't touch it even if it's the tip of the nail and our separation I'll make sure it goes well'' said I firmly

after Juan left I could only shut up and feel a tightness in my chest

so also juan he can only endure the pain in his heart what else see the face of his son that he loves this

'' I'm sorry I want to 2 you have to feel this kind of pain I'm sorry I couldn't bring your mama back to our side what I have to do son if we take mamah away again son so that we can unite again son'' said juan in his heart while continuing to look at the face of his sleeping child without being disturbed

while I felt a turbulent taste in my heart

'' forgive mamah nak mamah did not mean to hate you dear mamah just can not accept you in mamah life because your father did mamah hope you do not hate mamah....mamah actually loves you but mamah can not accept you'' said I watered with a roaring cry

mother who is not sick must be separated from the child she carries for 9 months what else she is waiting for all this time but circumstances that make me have to bear

when I cried while covering my face with my two hands arrived2 I felt a warm touch in my head made me jack up looking at the figure in front of me with eyes still moist

'' mas hendra'' said I was out of his reach because I didn't want to be touched by him

'' fah..kamu why'' said mas hendra worried.

'' I'm fine doing mas here again said I hoarse

'' you cry who makes you cry, '' said Mas hendra to divert the conversation

'' no who2 mas what are you here again mas''s said I flat8

'' why can't I see you fah I miss you fah these few days I can't sleep well thinking about you fah and ar also miss you''hendra smiled and approached me and almost touched me

'' but I don't miss you mas I don't want you to see me again mas I beg you not like this mas I can't I don't deserve you mas I beg our relationship is over forget me mas for your good'' said I sobbed

honestly I still love it so much I can't lie to my heart but I realize I don't deserve anything else after what happened to me I'm innocent but I I feel disgusted at myself

'' it can't be that we're tied to our son fah and you can't refuse him... no matter how hard you go and reject me but reality and destiny will still unite us I know what you feel I don't care what you want you to be like I don't care if I accept you are what you were then and now, and what I care about is that my love for you will never change only you in my heart all this time...''said mas hendra who immediately grasped my hand gently

my heart immediately melted to hear his words I was unable to say anything to dodge anymore

'' let's start all over again fah me you and our son I beg you give me another chance sorry if I can't take care of you and our son sorry...for my past mistakes'' said mas hendra

my heart accepts but my ego refuses' I don't deserve my pardon''my mind wants me to feel like I'm saying that, but my lips are too faint to say that only these eyes can't let go of her gaze

'' om well'' yell al

'' hai gorgeous om'' said hendra smiled and immediately received her daughter's embrace

'' om..kok new here anyway al kangen tau om. continue ar where om kok ngak invited here kan al want to play the same ar''said al spirit accompanied by his anxious face

'' ow.ow...there is a miss om yes sorry yes beautiful om busy really dear new here and ar she again school dear so ngak can come next time om invite deh do not be sad beautiful later om accompany al main deh.mau ngak what al want to ask for something''say mas hendra smiled and immediately kissed the cheek al tempas.

I felt my heart happy to see al smiling with mas hendra as if my burden was gone just by seeing the interaction of the two

'' do I have to make peace with destiny do I deserve to be with this perfect man, God, '' I am worried

al who wrestled spoiled in the lap of mas hendra was so happy that once in a while they laughed with mas hendra

I can not bear to separate it again with mas hendra what I have to do, God what is this when he knows who mahendra really is but what al accept my reason

god help me tell my daughter

'' fah.kamu kok pale are you still not feeling well'' said mas hendra anxious.

'' ngak mas I'm fine2''my words dodged with a smile

'' you are serious about whether you need something fah''puss mas hendra again

'' ngak mas.aku.

'' mah.mamah is still sick yes.mah.'' said alissa who directly approached me.

'' ngak mamah just still limp'' said I smiled and touched the cheeks of cabby al

'' mah. I can ya play the same om well'' said al.

'' yes dear may but you don't be naughty yeah don't bother om good ya baby''s said me gently

'' yes mah ok'' said al

'' honey but before that you want to talk to me son'' said I

'' ma'am want to say what mah.''babber alissa plain.

I stared at Hendra for a moment and our eyes met

'' mamah wants to tell you that you are.'' said I doubt.