
I don't care anymore with alfian mas notya I how but I really 2 do not want more pain what else now happiness mas alfian already in sight
'' I'm sorry our relationship is over I beg you to let me go. I don't want anyone to get hurt again...and I also have no meaning for you mas because you already have a goddess and your child I go mas keep the wife happy mas he mas..I love you, I sincerely love you for your happiness.'' said I rebuked.
and went out of the room without looking back
mas alfi just sat on the floor of his room with tears that kept flowing
'' do not leave me hanifah I can not live without you I love you.I do not care to have to live like this as long as it is always with you.'' said mas alfian.
the goddess who could not bear to try to calm her best friend
'' mas you must calm down if indeed you are dating will definitely meet again maybe this is for your good for a while let you split up for a while rather than you getting hurt.'' said the goddess
'' but I can't dew all this time I'm used to being with her'''the alfian greeting hugged the goddess tightly
'' I know mas but almost 3 months you can mas.now you better think of your treatment mas..if later you have recovered you can go back with hanifah.''said the goddess tried to make a sincere alfian mas
'' it's good but you're fine goddess if after my recovery I will return to hanifah.''s alfian.
the goddess just nodded slowly actually her heart did not want and refused but she could not be selfish on her heart all this time alfian just consider her as a friend
after my business was done with the alfian mas I went back to my parents' house
tok tok tok tok
clekkkkk
'' assalamualaikum''
'' waalaikumsalam''
'' hanifah you come home baby.''
'' yes ma'am Hanifah came home for a while to take care of my divorce ma'am.''my words went straight in and sat in the guest chair
'' you seriously want to divorce if you do not regret it later.'' said mother
'' ngak ma'am I'm just happy now mas alfian can be a father mom.I don't want to be a thorn in his household mom better I give up than I get hurt.''say me sad
'' who is patient love you strong woman have you eaten.'' said mother.
'' no ma'am yet.I haven't eaten.'' said my words.
we went straight to the dining room and ate with our mother
after dinner I went into my room and cleaned myself up and laid my tired body on the subject
the next day I was ready to go to the aldi's house to arrange a divorce
'' morning father ma'am.'My words salim directly to father
'' it's neat to go where dear mornin2 like this.'' said father
'' want to go to aldi's house well I want to take care of divorce papers through aldi aja..biar I do not ribet2 must trial.''my speech.
'' ow.indeed you've thought mature2 dear what do not love you divorced your husband has been 5 years you with his.''s said father
'' yes well I've been steady well.doain me yes well.hopefully all is smooth.'' said me.
'' well father's prayer always accompanies for father's daughter most dear father.
'' then when did you return to the city dear.'' said the mother
'' later afternoon ma'am.
actually I don't know if I should go back or not because I'm afraid and ashamed of my father..
'' really spitty son.'' said mother.
'' yes, ma'am, my employer wants to go again, '' said I
'' ow ..ya already you are at home2 there, son...oh yes dapet greetings from bulik (aunty) siti in tegal he said when you want to maen again it has been 5 years you have never been there son.'' said mother
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'' I know, Mom, I don't want to go there since that day, ma'am, I said that I was still traumatized
'' yes I know son but now he is married son and you are also married so for what else you still harbored the pain.'' said mother
''mom was right whether I went to tegal aja yes I live there I could not be here and return to the house mom halimah I know for sure orang2 suruhan bu halimah will find me for all what I have done to his son.Well after me from aldi I go straight to tegal stay there while''my inner.
'' yes already mom dad.I say yes..all I go to the city ya ma'am.maafin hanifah ngak can lama2. assalamualaikum ..''my words lie.
'' waalaikumsalam nak hati2 ya.'' said mother and father together.