
I could not speak my heart as if I could not say a single word in front of him
'' I go hanifah take care of our child yes.I promise I will not bother you again but still can I meet him even once'' said mas juan lirih who still looks at me alone.
'' yes mas you may meet this one year as you like but after one year you can only see it from afar mas.''my words held back my tears
'' thank you fah.I can I meet ar for a moment'' said mas juan.
'' yes mas please'' said I watered down
we went out together and I saw ar al and mas hendra sitting in the waiting chair
mas hendra who realized my arrival immediately stood still and still looked at me full of questions
while ar and al who were busy playing their phones also looked at me
ar who saw the presence of mas juan immediately ran to her with a smile
'' deddy..'''pekik ar who immediately embraced juan enthusiast.
juan who saw ar approaching was smiling happily but his eyes were still staring at mahendra along with al
'' yes princes.nya deddy more beautiful aja cup''s said juan glass.
'' yes dong ded.ar always beautiful deddy where aja ar kangen tau trus why deddy not come home the same adek.kan ar same mama nungguin''ucap ar with lisp.
'' yes dear sorry deddy yes deddy cibuk should work ar ngak what will deddy stay now ar kan same mama and papa hendra dear'' said juan sudu
'' but the ded ar want the same deddy ar want the same deddy ar want the same deddy mama stay together again in our house ded.can kan''ucap ar is still slurred.
I who heard ar's innocent speech could not bear my heart to feel very crowded and broken.
'' yes, dear when...ar right now there is already papah hendra same brother al and mama also so ar ngak can be sad later deddy often play deh ar who pinter ya nurut same mama keepin adek ya ya dear deddy must work what would be beautiful princes deddy is great can certainly ''s said juan shed tears
'' do not want ded ar want the same deddy ar want to stay the same deddy..deddy do not go do not stayin ar the same adek ded ar ngak want deddy go what deddy ngak love ar again...''said ar crying and hugging tightly juan without letting go
mahendra and I who saw it couldn't hold back tears
'' hi baby danger deddy gorgeous... deddy too bad at all ar my love sweet deddy remains the same ar but ar now has papa hendra dear and deddy equally mamah already can not stay with again dear...ar who is pinter ya keep adek equally mamah for deddy '' said juan can not he hugged ar with tears
'' ar ngak want ar want same with deddy''ucap ar sobbing
hendra approached juan and held onto juan's shoulders gently
'' thank you for giving love to my daughter, my friend, I'm sorry I was evil to you and.hikss.'' said hendra could not continue his words.
juan let go of his embrace and stood face to face with mahendra he immediately hugged mahendra with tears
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I who saw them could only cry while hugging my son
'' my friend I forgive you I wish you happiness and find someone who will make you happy I always open the door for you to meet Hanifah and your son..we start all over again juan '' said mahendra
juan smiled and shook hands with Mahendra
after speaking to mahendra juan stepped towards me
'' fah may I kiss you and hug you for the last time juan said
I just nodded and juan immediately hugged me tightly not forgetting to kiss my forehead
'' I love you forever there is only you in my heart I'm sorry for the sins of the past I go may you be happy'' said juan stroking my cheek
then she turned to Farhan who slept in my arms while ar who was still crying in al's arms
'' dear deddy..baik ya boy s3ekarangan boy ngak lonely again already there mama and kak ar deddy go yes do not be naughty do not make mamah difficult ya dear..cup''said juan kissed long forehead farhan not willing to have to take off his son and wife then he passed away but arrived
ar chased after juan with her increasingly firmer cries
'' deddy.ar join ded...ar do not stay in ar ''say ar crying and managed to chase juan.
juan who was still crying stopped letting ar hug his legs
'' ar..sayang.sadah beautiful do not cry yes ar still can meet deddy ar want to walk today not the same deddy let ar ngak sad again''juan said could not bear to cry immediately ar stopped
'' yes ded ar mau.mamah.ar want to join deddy can ya'''poke ar on me.
I just nodded unable to say a single word
'' thank you mah.ayuk ded we go way''' said ar.
'' yes dear fah I bring ar ya..nak will long kok'''ucap juan smile and leave when I confirm his request.
after they left I cried so much
mahendra who could not hold me immediately calmed me down
'' I know fah you must weigh what else your togetherness has been very long and berbekas and also ar more dear juan than me....I will not impose my will on you if I sincerely let you go I am only the past that is present nine months in your life compared to juan who has carved memories with you five years old if you want to go back to her I don't mind any mistake juan he did it because love you what else during your marriage there is love between you I sincerely fah me and you can still be like this and give love to our children without the need for marriage I do not want to hurt anyone else fah...I can only pray s3so I hope you have no regrets after her before it's all too late'' said mahendra
I heard her speech just silently not knowing what to say and how
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