CHEATING IS BEAUTIFUL(Wasted Wife)
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'' I'm not silencing my dear I said what I'm actually telling the truth.I beg you don't be like this give me a chance.
''juan said
'' I'm sorry I need time let me go to calm down and also reflect on yourself and wait for you to talk about everything that happened in the past''I said disappointed because mas juan was still persistent not telling the truth
I immediately left mas juan with a heavy heart
I went to take Alissa with me to a hotel for a few days before I decided what I was going to do next
mas juan who continuously asked me and prevented me from leaving finally he had to be heavy hearted to see me go
'' I can't lose you Hanifah I can't be honest with you because if that happens I know you will definitely hate me fah sorry I can't''she said in tears to see the car that was taking me away
all the way I just kept thinking about my fate....
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''why is my fate like this, God, I just want to be happy with my little family like everyone else but why should it be like this....I'm like a prostitute who sleeps with a lot of men.I don't want any of this to happen to me what was my fault in the past why you made me this stupid.... I'm so stupid I can2nya fooled mas juan five years should I not believe it just like that''.the inner me cry in silence
alfian men2 who treat the wounds of the heart when I have to feel the heartbreak betrayed my mass then love is not in doubt even during our 5 years of marriage I still can not forget his even pain in my heart due to her betrayal I can still love her
mahendra the man who came when I was devastated by the betrayal of my ex-husband he came with a million loves although my heart still has not healed from my heart wounds in alfian mas but he gave me perfection what I've been craving all this time is love.maybe there's not only love in my heart.but I'm trying to love it...although I was also disappointed with him because he easily dumped me I do not know if he did not dump me but for me at that time I was disappointed and crumpled when I tried to accept him in my heart he could throw me away
juan....the man who claimed to have married me in the past five years who has always been patient with me and has always been my protector and also my happiness all this time did not expect that he would make me like this either I don't know what he's done but seeing the lies and incongruities that have happened all this time makes me think twice if I'm too selfish if I don't have the heart to do this to you juan recalled what he had been doing to me and alissa
yep...ever since mas hendra told me about the drugs that I have been taking all this time makes me suspicious of what else to hear the answer that does not make sense I searched all the information and everything that is said mas hendra right when I went to the doctor who handled me in silence2
I tried positive tiking but what my suspicions were was getting was so when I accidentally knew someone called mas juan and talked that the drug in the message dose was greater than the one in the message 5 Years ago
and today I remember everything I remember all the more it makes me believe that this is all mas juan's behavior
the amnesia I'm experiencing is sabotage of her but what ? it is my fault why mas juan could frown on my happiness with mas hendra
'' mah''.we will go where mah''s said alissa that scattered me in my daydream
'' we will walk2 for a while you will love after that to the house of grandma and grandpa what happy alissa'' said me
'' yes mah.alissa happy but why papa ngak follow mah.'' said alissa.
'' papa is busy, baby.kamu ngak apa2 kan''m unbearable.
'' ngak mah but papa will overtake us mah''
'' yes dear.''
'' pardon mamah yes son is not willing mamah may you not be angry with my mamah''s decision
while Mahendra who has solved all the chaos that happened he now uring2an when he found out if I left he asked his men to look for my whereabouts
'' I beg you to take care of Hanifah and my daughter, God I do not want to lose her again, said Mahendra who continued to see my photos