Cold Man And Miss Stone
53. Give It Yourself

"I know the reason you sent Emilia wasn't just out of revenge. What else are your intentions?"

Mahesa hinted the nurse out. Seeing her calm down, it was already enough to be a sign that Emilia was indeed fine.

The one who loses the most if Emilia dies is Mahesa.

"You remember the last things I taught you before I gave you Oto authority?"

"Of course."

This jerk taught Samuel a lot. Very many things. Samuel remembered, but because of many, he could not mention it specifically.

"I said that stop being human in front of others, but your heart knows that you are human."

Mahesa propped up her chin. A small smile looked at her who was sitting across, the other side of Emilia.

"You two are the same. Both stop being human, in others also in yourself."

Samuel gripped his mouth.

"Humans aren't always driven by profit and loss, Sam. Man is an emotional being who can move against profit, harming himself because of his feelings."

".... Then?"

"I got Ahkam, also Nugraha, and maybe Oto in my hands with this strategy." Mahesa rubbed Emilia's cheek. "But what really needs to be gained is this child's consciousness."

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Senior always does it fraudulently.

Come to think of it, Mahesa always said that determining something at the beginning is a definite step towards the end. So from the beginning he never wanted to move Emilia from the position of 'only tools' to 'colleagues'.

Emilia's eyelids slowly opened. Feeling the effects of the poison on his body, yet he knew it was not that severe.

"Gee!"

Although Samuel approached her first, Emilia looked Mahesa in the eye. The eyes are still the same. Still seeing Emilia as something that.

"Ema, how are you doing? Is something sick?"

Emilia tried to wake up. He ruffled his hair before he turned to Samuel. "Give me Oto."

No matter how Mahesa uses it. No matter how Mahesa rejected it. Mahesa's wish was a must for Emilia.

It's not just about love. This is a debt to be paid.

"I'll give you some time." Mahesa. "Emilia, don't push yourself."

The door closed, leaving silence even for a moment.

"Ema."

Emilia was silent when Samuel took her hand.

"I don't need your sympathy or pity." Emilia pulled her hand. Just glanced at Rowan's gift ring and wondered how Ahkam was doing now. "I'll buy Oto from you. You have clearly heard who I am from Senior. Give Oto to Senior or your fate is the same as Ahkam."

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Samuel was silent for a moment before smiling.

Under any circumstances, the girl will always be the same, right?

"Ema." Samuel took the girl's face. Staring at the goal of his eyes that Samuel always wanted to look at from the very beginning. "No, should I call Emilia? Emilia. What a sweet name."

"I don't want to hear any nonsense. Give Oto or—"

"Oto is a part of me." Samuel slipped his fingers in Emilia's hair. It smelled of sweat that blends with the smell of cloves there.

"...."

"Emilia, you know why Samuel didn't take Oto by force even though he could?" Samuel smiled. "Because he knows Oto only works under my command. Just me."

"I'll buy it."

"certain." Samuel sold it. "But I don't want money, Nugraha or anything."

"Then?"

Samuel put his thumb on the corner of Emilia's lips. "You are."

"...."

"I'll give Oto to Mahesa as you wish. Of course, I'm with that too. Just so you gave yourself to me."

Samuel's heart felt timid. He's not nervous. But he trembled with enthusiasm and pleasure.

"I really want to tell you, Emilia." His whisper was in tune with Samuel's heavy sigh. "I'd really like to say I want you. Wanted you. Hugely. Wanted you so badly. Can you understand?"

It's a taste Samuel's never had in heart for who pum was.

The feeling that made her want to imprison Emilia was only for her own sake.

But sometimes Samuel can't say it. For some reason, Samuel was sure Emilia would disappear from him.

He'll disappear if Samuel doesn't wait for him to bring himself up.

"Oto is me." Samuel pressed his body. "And the only thing I'm looking for is you, Emilia."

"...."

"Bring Oto wherever you want. Go anywhere you feel good. Just give yourself to me. Living with. That's it."

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