
Mahesa was a bit sad that died was Rowan. The child deserves to be cared for, at least compared to Rangga.
"Your maturity and Rowan's are different." Mahesa folded her hands, leaning back and looking at the teenager. "If you ask, why are you experiencing this? Then the answer is because Argantana and Surayanata did wrong."
"Then if—" Rangga wanted to reply, but was cut off by Mahesa just like that.
"And the answer invites another question: why did the error of Surayanata and Argantana fall on you who do not know anything?"
Mahesa hinted the person behind her to go fetch some water. The boy seemed to be getting depressed by his own thoughts.
"The answer from that, Young man, man is both a social creature as well as an individual being" he said. "When you have children and wives, the money you're looking for is theirs too. But when you're in trouble and in debt, it's your problem and not your friend's. Even if he's your friend."
The boy was silent.
"When Argantana kills someone else, you have absolutely no idea. Yep. When Argantana's company picks fruit, you enjoy it. Understand I mean?"
"...."
"Argantana killed someone a long time ago. Different types of people, for their own reasons. Then one of the people's families came to mess with Argantana, so the question is, who's wrong and who should be justified?"
Mahesa received a water bottle, thrusting it at Rangga.
"If it's Rowan, then he's not sibic thinking about who's wrong or who should be justified. Because when someone is blamed, it doesn't mean the world system is changing or something is going to be different."
Rangga.
"So if I have to advise you, stop taking care of who's wrong, let's not know who. Because it's about who should stop. You want to stop having the same cycle?"
Those eyes looked at him with a frown on his mind and only he knew how bad it was.
"You want to avenge Ema, and then one day the one who loves Ema comes to you, kills your family until someone else is left, and that someone searches for Ema's family again, then kills her and someone else remains, looking for you again, and that's how it was until the apocalypse happened."
Rangga was transfixed to receive the bottle of drinking water.
"Looking at the world is not just with your heart, Little Child. Things don't always have to be like, you're comfortable, you're happy. There are eight billion people who do not want to be injured in this world. You think you're the only one special?"
...*...
Emilia did not remember when she was unconscious, but when she regained consciousness, her eyes could see nothing. The tip of his fingers moved, feeling something like the grip of someone's hand.
"Senior?"
Emilia's mouth shut. Take a moment to master himself. Memory after memory sprung up in Emilia's head.
Including memories of when the explosion occurred, he took refuge, but his eyes were hit by debris from the explosion.
"Emilia." Samuel's breathing was heavy in his hand He kissed Emilia's hand repeatedly. "Say something. Tell me."
Emilia felt dizzy with this darkness. "What's wrong with my eyes?"
"You were injured in the explosion."
"I knew. Just the right eye."
Samuel kissed his hand. The rhythm of her breathing seemed relieved. "Your left eye was also affected, but not so badly. For now, rest them."
"Then my right eye is blind?"
"Emilia."
So anyway. The last part not planned. Because Nine also did not tell him anything, it means he did not know there was an explosion trigger under the Argantana table connected to the front of his desk.
It was probably made a long time ago. For any situation, including the arrival of Emilia.
"Call Nine."
"Rest, Emilia. It's not time to take care of that." Samuel held his hand tightly. "Ahkam is destroyed. We left Rangga, and Mahesa agreed to it."
Justjust like? It all just ends?
Emilia tightened her jaw when she felt emotional.
"Call Senior."
"Emilia—"
"If you don't want to hear me, Samuel Ahkam, get out of my life."
...*...