Daydreams
B. NEW YORK - 10

Jun immediately took me home. He said nothing, but I could see his face was shocked and stiffened. I can guess his thoughts are as if Hansung's return from the dead.

While I think about my body that has been conscious and maybe Hana's soul is there. It was still daytime, I doubt I would be able to shut down and try to prove if I could really see my body life in Seoul.

The car stopped at the main door. Jun got out of the car and he was on the other side of the car, opening the door for me. His hand was stretched out and I accepted it.

Jun clasped my hand tightly into the house. His steps were in a hurry as if someone was chasing him.

A number of servants, bodyguards and secretaries gathered in the living room. Never been like this before. I frowned then felt Jun stop walking.

"From now on, keep a good eye on this house. Don't let anyone else but me, Hana, Mr. Kim Yunsung and ... Nami comes in here," Jun exclaimed with a serious look.

Jun then looked towards me. "Hana, from now on you're not going anywhere without me."

I swallowed hearing it. Is this the result of Hansung's appearance? Is this about Hana's escape drama in the past?

I grumbled in my heart. I should now be able to move quickly to meet up soon or at least communicate with Mino to find out everything about the script of the novel.

Jun who without hearing my reply immediately led me to the room. He even locked the door to the room. I sat on the bed with a confused mind.

"I know you're confused right now. But please," said Jun, who was standing before me, now resting on his knees.

My eyes looked at him. "What are you doing?" many surprised.

Jun held both my hands. "Please Hana, don't find out about him. Let me .. and I'll tell you how he came back."

Is Jun now afraid that I will return to Hansung? I want to feel like I'm yelling that it's not possible, because I'm not Hana.

After all even Hana came back, I think she would reject Hansung who in fact had abandoned her pregnant self and was still alive and only looking for her after five years.

"But you can't stay by my side, I mean you have to go to work every day" I said.

"I have a special room in my office. Like a room, you can rest, watch and stay there while I work" Jun replied.

I cringe. "You're gonna take me to the company with you?"

Jun nodded. "I doubt I'd let you here. Even then ... You managed to escape with Hansung when security was tight after our marriage."

Jun's eyes turned into as if recalling about the past. Then he stood up.

"You rest, I'll have the waiter prepare lunch" Jun said, turning around.

"Then why haven't you tried to room with me all this time if you're so afraid I'm leaving you?"

I took a breath after saying that. I know it wasn't my capacity to interfere in Hana's relationship with Jun, but this reason might have kept me free from Jun's plans to always take me by her side.

Jun narrowed his eyes. "What do you mean?" tanyanya even walked over to me.

"Hana, I-I"

"Is it because I can never get pregnant again?"

I'm biting my lower lip. I said!

Jun dumbfounded. I could see that he knew this fact, but his eyes said that he did not think that I would know it. At least as soon as this.

Jun without replying directly made a move that made me hold my breath. He laid me down and then crushed me. His hands rest on both sides of my body.

This is not the reaction I was expecting! He should have been angry and we would have had a fight, then I had a reason to leave this house for a moment.

Jun's eyes stared at me fixedly for a few seconds. Then his face grew closer and closer to mine. His breath could be felt on my face.

Jun landed his kiss on my lips. I tried to move my hand to push it, but Jun's hand was more deftly holding both hands.

The kiss that originally turned into a kiss is now turning hotter. A minute later, Jun halted the action. But he still looked at me while looking at me.

"Don't you mind if I do something like that? Forcing you?"

I was silent hearing it. Had she chosen to separate beds, for fear that I, whom she knew as Hana, would think that it was coercive?

I became angry. I can still feel the effects of that kiss on my lips. I don't know why I have to admit that I enjoy it.

"Then if I allowed you to sleep with me, would you do it?"

Jun looked dumbfounded to hear me say that.

"What about the fact that I can't get pregnant? I think you need an heir instead of a forward one" I continued with tears that I felt filled the corner of my eye.

Jun brought his face closer, but not to kiss my lips again. It's a little bit to the top. His lips dyed the two balls of my eyes that I closed alternately.

"I love you, as you are" Jun said, rising from the bed. He also automatically took my hand off.

I swallowed hearing his words. My body is still not strong enough to move. How could there be a guy like Jun whom I could usually only find in the novels I always translated?

Jun lifted my body then laid my head on the pillow. He also pulled a blanket over my body.

"Rest for a moment. I think we both need to eat."

I'm shaking. "I want to sleep long. Later in the afternoon," I said, remembering that I need more sleep than food now.

There's a subconscious that I need to explore.

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