Daydreams
B. SEOUL - 20

I was flinched in sweat. My breath hunts along with the vivid memory of the sight I witnessed in Seoul. Unknowingly my tears came down. I sobbed slowly and then cried loudly.

The sound of knocking on the door and the voice of the waiter I ignored. Akira's sad face with closed eyes can be seen and the scene is familiar like the incident two years ago.

I fell asleep in the afternoon and woke up at night. I slowly grabbed my phone and called Mino. After three attempts, the man picked him up.

"Lee Umji -"

"How are they doing?" askaku.

"You seen him?" ask Mino back.

I sobbed, I couldn't contain it. "They're both lying on the street, aren't they?"

"I told him everything..," said Mino, sounding sorry.

"I knew. I see, Kim Hana must be hard to accept."

"I didn't expect Akira-I mean Hansung would come right on the scene" Mino replied.

"Mino Oppa."

"Yes?"

"I think I know why Hansung was around my body as Akira" I said slowly.

"What's that?"

"Accident two years ago. As much as possible, I try to forget that. Crazy thing I did to save everything else."

"So you hit a cliff not because you're sleepy?" mino said he brought up the cause of the accident that he might know from the police.

"When I saw Akira's face lying on the road with my eyes closed, I started to remember the same face and eyes standing in front of my car two years ago."

My memories then go back to what happened two years ago. Where I had an accident on a night trip, I was quite tired after a day of activities and then drove myself. In the silence and cold of the night, I contemplated the life I was living.

Unknowingly I started daydreaming and a man suddenly came, as if to cross over. But anenhya, right in the middle of the road she stopped. I panicked, so I should have stepped on the brakes and hit the gas. Realizing this without waiting, I slammed the steering wheel to the point where I finally hit the cliff on the right side. If I were to drive to the left, I might end up in the sea.

"Then why are you lying?" ask Mino slowly.

"Eitherway. I felt that the man who stopped in the middle of that road, like he wanted to end his own life. I think it's still me who's wrong to daydream and end up panicking."

"And you're Lee Umji, I heard from the police first that it was a man who alerted them to the accident with a payphone so it wasn't tracked," mino said it made me know a new fact in my accident.

"It's Mino Oppa. I'll try to go back to Korea and tell you something about Kim Hana" I replied before hanging up.

I came out of the room, just then Jun had just arrived. Accidentally my eyes stared at the open window, I walked to the back. The first snow to fall this winter.

"Hana," Jun exclaimed I could see him standing next to me.

"I've learned of the agreement you made with Nami" I said, not wanting to speak any more stale language.

I turned around and found Jun had been dumbfounded. Reinforce the evidence that this is true.

"Why did you do it?"

"Because I love you," Jun replied quickly without pause.

I feel my chest becoming tight. The fact that Kim Hana and Jun love each other is beyond my shadow.

I smiled thinly. "And you chose to hide what Nami did to my mother."

"That's selfish Jun!" my screams began to tear apart unable to hold back the emotions.

I pulled Jun's hand back into the room and took the envelope containing evidence of his agreement with Nami and the envelope containing Hansung's DNA test.

"What's this?" june was surprised.

"I'm done with you today" I said, turning around, intending to get out but Jun held my hand.

Jun even squealed while holding my hand. Her tears had come down, making my chest grow tighter. "Don't go Hana."

"The decision is in your hands Jun. You'll always have a choice, past or present," I said, then pulled the hand so hard that it slipped out of Jun's hand.

"Kim Hannah!" jun shouted I could hear even though I was now walking towards the front door.

Yuna approached me. "Master Kim Yunsung is out."

I smiled thinly. "Good, I'm going to the airport now. Give me the car keys."

Yuna's eyes widened.  "The road's a slippery thing, because the snow has fallen."

"Calm down, I've felt worse" I said, recalling my accident last year.

"What?"

"Just give Yuna" I said back when I mentioned Yuna's name.

Yuna finally gave me the car keys. I'm heading towards the garage still followed by Yuna.

"You can pick it up back at the airport" I said and pressed the key so that one of the cars rang with the headlights on.

I walked towards the sedan, before I actually entered a hand blocking the closed car door.

"Where are you going?" june asked me to look at her.

"South Korea."

Jun's eyebrows shot up. He also showed evidence of Hansung's DNA test. "Are you playing me?"

I smiled at her side. "That's Jun's truth. I, Hansung and Nami have figured it out and I think it's time for you to know."

Jun looked dumbfounded.  "Then this?" he showed me the letter Kim Hana wrote to Hansung.

"That's another truth. Look at Jun, you're trying to get rid of Hansung, prevent me from meeting him, for fear that I'll tell him. But you know what? The reason why I attempted suicide, as written in the letter."

I took a breath continuing, "I love you ever since you came with open arms to receive me back. Once I found out the truth, it made me lose my mind. Moreover, you hid Nami's involvement in my mother's death. I hurt Jun, but I can't hate you. Because I love you."

I'm saying. I think Kim Hana will say the same thing as what I just told Jun. And now I can understand why Kim Hana was trying to get away from her life, and maybe why she and I were teleporting. Swap each other.

Jun took off his hand with a shocked face mixed with sadness. I finally got in the car and ran it.

Kim Hana tried to leave this world. But the universe has not allowed. I was in a coma and then a year later came back to my senses, Kim Hana's soul filled it. But Kim Hana forgot that it was only temporary. When I fell back into a coma and woke up again.

I thought that Kim Hana was the one who caused herself to forget memories. He wants to continue living as Lee Umji, forgetting the ups and downs of his life.

And here I am now. Revealing facts about Kim Hana's life. Answering daydreams before I have an accident about life, which is what is the purpose of my life?

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