Daydreams

Daydreams
B. NEW YORK - 11


I was shocked to hear someone exclaim. My eyes opened to find Jun standing by the bed, looking at me fixedly.


I woke up and sat on the bed. I turned my neck a few degrees to find the sun had sunk.


"You have to eat" Jun said, making me realize that my stomach had been so rumbling, as a result of not eating all day.


I just nodded my head. Jun stretched out his hand and I received it with a hand that was already trembling from the whack of hunger.


Jun took me to the dining table on which were ready various types of food. Without waiting for time I immediately picked up every kind of food.


"Slow down" said Jun, then I heard a sigh come out of his mouth.


I just grinned and started eating slowly. But in the middle of the chew, I can remember how things were in Seoul. I'm sure my soul never moves into my body even while asleep.


Because I don't remember at all about how my body came with Mini from Japan. It means that at that time I was not sleeping so I did not have a vision of life in Seoul.


"You're having nightmares?" jun asked to break my daydream.


I turned to find Jun had not touched the food in front of him. "You eat too. Why do you think so?"


"I've been watching you since you've been asleep and . sweat fills your temples. It's as if you saw something shocking in a dream" Jun explained.


I swallowed spit. Soon I took a glass of juice. The cold chill langsunf burst into my throat. A flash of memory of how my body, which I believe to be Hana's soul, was inside, I could see that she was confused and in a daze after meeting Mr. Ryeol and hearing Mr. Janghyuk's words.


True, based on Mr. Janghyuk's statement that Jun showed Hana's photo to him and then told Hana and Mino in the canteen area. I could see how shocked Mino was, but not with Hana. How did my body then look around for Jini as well.


I think I know. The doubtful eyes Hana wore in Seoul were those where I could see everything around her. Itulag when my body returned to coma then only darkness that I had previously thought only sleep without a dream is actually darkness.


"Is there anything that bothers you?" june realized I wasn't answering.


"I've been wondering since a few days ago, what's your business in Korea? What's the business?"


Jun frowning. "Why just ask? Right, business dealings and meeting a college friend whose father owns a publishing company," he said, looking at me seriously.


I could see Jun's eyes as if watching every feature on my face. They were talking about how the face he had met while in Seoul was not really my body as Umji, but the body he was now looking at, Hana.


"Why look at me like that?" ask me and then smile thinly. I looked away, fearing that Jun realized that I was the one who claimed to be Umji in Seoul.


Jun shakes. "Recover your food, you also have to get up early to come with me to the office," she seemed to try not to think about how there might be a woman similar to Hana.


After dinner, I went back to my room. But not to sleep, my eyes can no longer be closed. I took a deep breath, knowing that Jun would take me to his office. Though my plan after knowing that Hana's soul is in my body is to be able to meet with Mino faster.


I want to answer all the puzzles. Not to mention the presence of Hansung that I want to confirm whether he is not Akira.


The door opened as I stood in front of the window. I, hearing the door shut, turned around and found Jun standing there.


"You haven't slept?" tanyanya still looks at me clingy.


"You saw earlier that I had taken a nap until late afternoon. I think my eyes now want to stay awake," I said for an excuse.


Jun did not reply to my words. Instead, now that he pulled my hand, I just followed his footsteps out of the room.


I can see that Jun took me to the backyard. My eyes were round realizing that the backyard was beautiful at night. There are flickering lights. The sound of flowing water and when looking up, the sky is star-studded.


Just now I was about to say something, before a circular arm sari behind. Jun hugged me from the back with a full circle! I held my breath, because Jun's chin was leaning against my shoulder. A little amused, not to mention the breath that hit part of my cheek.


The pool in front of me casts my shadow and Jun is reflected in the water.


"I hope you won't find out about Hansung again" Jun whispered right next to my ear.


I shuddered in horror as well as creeps. The coldness of the night wind plus the way Jun spoke it unintentionally made my chest pound.


Jun turned my body around facing him. He looked me straight into my bead.


"About how he's been all this time, how he's been hiding and showing up. No need for you," Jun continued.


I nodded slowly. At least following his words would not add to the burden of my mind. After all, Hansung's return doesn't mean I'm going back to that guy. I think Hana will do the same.


Jun cupped both sides of my face. He brought his face closer, I should have pushed or at least rewinded myself. But why does it seem like I have no intention of doing it at all.


I could feel how Jun's lips were beating on me so sweetly. Different from before suddenly and wildly. He took off his kiss and looked at me.


"I'm going to lie next to you tonight" he said, making my face really hot right now.


Jun and I are one bed. Instead of sleeping in my room earlier, she invited me to sleep in her room. We lay in positions facing each other.


Jun's eyes looked at me with their own eyes. Next to her hand held my hand. As a woman, it's really hard not to get carried away in this position.


"I love you" Jun said, kissing the hand he held.


Jun's eyes then closed after commenting on the thin smile. I took a slow breath, my feelings are really not out of place at the moment. But my eyes were closed with Jun's hands still fused with mine.


I really didn't expect to be paying attention and being romantic. I wanted to tell her that I was not her woman. Although he can touch his body, but it is not the soul he seeks and loves.


I just hope that everything can be solved and come back to the way it was. I am afraid of my feelings and my heart will want something that is not my right.


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