Dear Om Rey
Chapter 22: Getting One Same

"And? You why? It hurt?" My daydream came to my senses because Om Rey's hand touched my forehead.

"Not Om." My mind was still busy with what I had just seen.

"really? Then why are you daydreaming?" Ask Om Rey to worry.

My mind is busy cuddling, am I going to tell her about Aunt Manda? I wanted to say it so much, but I'm sure it'll hurt her a lot. He loved Aunt Manda for years before I came. It must not be so easy that his feelings for Aunt Manda are gone.

"It's okay, Om." I decided not to say anything. "I'm just fucking drowsy." I said as I yawned, I was already very tired from my activities since the morning.

"Yes, you are sleeping. Later Om wake up if it's already nyampe ya." His eyes are still focused on the streets. "Would the chair be retarded? Let's get comfortable?"

Getting attention from her like this after seeing how Aunt Manda behaved, made me feel even more sliced. Totally inexhaustible. Aunt Manda really has no heart. How could he waste a man as good as Om Rey by cheating on him with another man? What's the lack of Om Rey?

"And?" Reproved again.

"Yes, Om. I'll wake up when I get there." I pulled the lever on my left and instantly my backrest was low and I could sit comfortably.

I didn't feel like I was asleep either. My consciousness came back when I felt Om Rey would carry me. Om Rey's hand was already behind my shoulder, and the other hand was already behind my knee.

"Om... Why not wake up?" Our faces are so close.

"You just sleep so Om carry you." Her warm gaze was soothing.

I nodded with a sleepy face. "Later Om objected. I'm just walking."

Rey did not answer. He was busy looking at me. I don't know what he's thinking. A question suddenly came to my mind.

When was the last time Om Rey did it with Aunt Manda?

I felt so strange that I suddenly thought about it.

Unconsciously my eyes were on Om Rey's lips. Thin and pink lips, which have kissed me several times. My feelings were compelled to touch her.

"Don't, Dan..." She shrieked as my hands began to sweep her lips.

"Why don't..." Reply lirih.

"This is. It's too late. The dangers..." His tone is hanging.

Moments of Om Rey being glued. She must be in shock. I was shocked myself. What I did this must have made her think that I asked her to kiss me again.

But it's true, I want to kiss her again.

Is it okay to cross the line? Heart asked.

I saw Aunt Manda having an affair with my own eyes. Also, they are still husband and wife even though Om Rey and Aunt Manda are in the process of divorce. Then isn't it actually me and Om Rey cheating behind Aunt Manda?

Then we're the same, right with Aunt Manda and her dark boyfriend?

Worryingly. I know what we did and felt was wrong. But look at Aunt Manda. He never thought it was wrong or not. Also, I guarantee he's never thought about how Om Rey's been feeling all this time.

That means Om Rey can't do the things that make her happy?

I know it's just a justification. Justification that made me even more eager to avenge Aunt Manda's actions.

My body bristles strangely because of that thought. And my lips just popped something crazy.

"I want to kiss Om again."

Instantly Om Rey walked away from me with a shocked face instead of playing.

I grabbed Om Rey's hand and said, "Kiss me again, Om."

As soon as I remembered Fina's words, I would burn because I've lit a fire now. But I don't know, I don't care. This feeling is greater than my fear of being burned.

I let our lips touch each other, obey whatever now rules over me. The longer he kissed me. She put my body on her bed and touched me again. From my lips, down to my neck, he frowned in excitement, with his hands beginning to strip away one by one the blouse buttons I was wearing.

I'm resigned. I'll let Om Rey touch me. So that at least Om Rey's position is equal to the betrayal that Aunt Manda has committed.

Then my black blouse had already managed to escape from my body. Continuing by opening the hook that was on my back, he slowly grabbed the rope on both of my shoulders and lowered it. Instantaneously buk!t kemb^rku.

I didn't know it would feel so good. Om Rey must have felt the same from her gaze fixed on my private area without blinking at all.

For a moment he was silent. Breath roaring.

"O.M...?" I took his hand, made him conscious.

"And...Um..." His face turned agitated.

I got up from my position and took the initiative to kiss her again. As he did earlier, I grabbed a sweater wrapped around his body, and now I can see his perfect body without covering anything.

I touched the chest of the field that was not wrapped in any cloth. I looked at his face again agitated.

"Om you can touch me..." I reassure him who now looks doubtful.

Not seeing any movement from him, I took his hand and put it in one of the bouquets!tku.

"Can... Please..." Sluggishly.

"It's okay, Om. I want Om to be the first for me."

His hands started squeezing me, it seemed like my words had managed to make things re-awaken. Instantly a sigh escaped from my lips, making him begin to be pushed to go even deeper.

His mouth began to devour me. Made me crazy. I piled my body on my knees until both of my private areas were aligned with his lips. My hands were gently squeezing her black hair, enjoying the thrill caused by what Om Rey did to me.

Suddenly he let me go and shuffled out of bed, away from me.

"Om..?" I muttered, I really don't understand why he suddenly stopped her when I really enjoyed it.

Om Rey walked away with her hair pissed. "We can't get this far, Dan." He's still behind me. "Wear your shirt."

Instantly I was stunned.

"Why, Om?"

"It's wrong, Danisa! You're Manda's niece!" said frustration.

Suddenly I felt very angry, angry, and embarrassed. "Since Om kissed me for the first time! Ever since Om said he loved me, Om already knew and realized that I was Aunt Manda's niece! Then why Om even like this when I want to give my first experience to Om!"

Rey turned and approached. He scooped my cheek. "Om very respectful of you, Om respect you, dear. Oh, my dear to you. But..."

"Why? You don't want to?" My tears welled up, between sad and upset because of my hurt pride.

"Om going, Danisa. It's very much." His eyes showed the seriousness of his words. "You don't know how Om has been holding back for not knowing you? Om is so tormented. But Om can't do that."

I threw both of his hands that scooped my cheeks. "Why can't you? Aunt Manda is doing it like any other man! Do you want to do Aunt Manda?! It could be the same with me!"

Om Rey flinching. He was silent, seemed to not expect me to know all that.

"You...know where?" Doubtful.

I finally grabbed my blouse and put it on again.

"Can..." Om Rey's hand tried to hold me.

I parried his hand and got out of his room in a hurry then I closed the door of the room hard, venting my annoyance and maluku that spread to every joint in my body.