Destiny Gintani
Regretting

"I'm sorry, Miss!" said Bram lirih. He was truly sorry for all his actions in the past.

For a moment, everyone was silent with their thoughts. Suddenly, Alex rolled up his sleeves. He stood up, leaving the room. However, before he left, he approached Argha who was sitting.

"Take him off, Ar! Don't make her suffer more with the love you can never give!" alex patted his best friend's shoulder.

After Alex's departure. Bram looked back at Argha cynically. No talk came out of their mouths. Bram leaves Argha.

Argha moved to the long sofa. He put his body on the couch. Both hands are folded under the head. His eyes stared blankly at the ceiling of the room. The shadow of a little girl chasing her around the Acacia tree, again flashed through Argha's mind. There was a lot of laughter they had together. It was the girl who gradually healed the wound in Argha's heart. The smile that was once lost, came back up just because he heard the chatter. She is a very active and cheerful girl. His laughter was crisp, indicating that he had never experienced any difficulties. Argha. Missed him terribly.

A second later, the girl's shadow disappears as Argha re-digests Alex's words. "Gintan..," he muttered softly.

One by one the memories of Gintani sprang up in Argha's memory. About the first meeting that ended in sin. I don't know what feeling happened to him at the time. All he knows is that he just wants to have it. Her brave figure in defense of friends, reminds Argha of her little Na. Na who always stood up for her oppressed friend. He was always fiery when talking about wounded Palestinian children. Na who always decorated under the Acacia tree, that someday she would be a protector for every child who did not have a mother. It's all about Na. That's why Argha wanted to have Gintani, even though he chose the wrong path.

Argha closed his eyes. The beautiful shadow under the rain water again danced in his eye pelupuk. A red hue and a smile of sincerity were emanated on the wife's face, making Argha's heart filled with warmth. Groans of pleasure while doing release, continue to echo in Argha's eardrum. Little heart of Argha refused to lose Gintani. But Argha's promise in childhood, made Argha too selfish to confess his feelings. And now, why did Na's shadow have to come back when she started to want to have Gintani completely. I'm sorry Gin.I'm sorry! inner Argha.

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"You're right, Ma'am! I can't tear down that wall either" Gintani said.

Jessica grabbed Gintani by the shoulder and put Gintani's head on her shoulder.

"Patience, Gin!" jessica said as she stroked Gintani's back. A cynical grin slanted on his lips.

At that time, Jessica accidentally saw Gintani who was sitting alone in the city park. He approached and began to accompany Gintani who was daydreaming in the crowd atmosphere of the park. Unknowingly, Gintani recounts her turmoil to Jessica. Jessica is her guardian angel.

Suddenly, Jessica's phone rang. A notification of whatsapp messages coming in. For a moment, Jessica read it.

"Sorry, Gin! I have to say goodbye first. Mamah Rosmah was waiting for me at the cafe. The plan, today we want to visit oma Leli, mother mamah Rosma. You don't pa-pa, do you..I live alone?" said Jessica.

Gintani pulls her head, she smiles towards Jessica. "Yes, Ma'am. Greetings to mamah Rosmah" replied Gintani.

Jessica also nodded. He immediately withdraws from Gintani's presence.

Time passed, but Gintani was still engrossed in his solitude. Gintani's eyes were fixed on a group of children playing. The child is about 5 to 6 years old. They laughed together while playing soapy water bubbles.

Gintani smiled faintly, she began to recall her childhood. But no one brings happiness in their life. What was my childhood like? Have I ever laughed like them? Have I ever played soapy water bubbles like them? Have I ever had as many friends playing like them?

There were many questions in Gintani's mind. But there is no answer to every question.

"So, are you here?"

Gintani gasped in shock at the sound of someone's baritone.

"Dragon...!" lirih.

Alex landed his ass on the bench Gintani was sitting on.

"I already know what your problem is, Gin.... I'm sorry for accidentally eavesdropping on your conversation with Alya. If you want, you can work in a cafe" Alex said without turning his gaze away.

"Thank you, Bang! But.., Gintan does not want to provoke the anger of the Argha mas anymore. Gintan knows that the Argha do not like to see Gintan close to Brother. After all, Gintan does not want to be the cause of the breakdown of brother-sama's friendship mas Argha," Gintani subtly refused.

Oh, my God, Gin... Argha alone never thought about your feelings, but why do you still keep his heart to that extent.

Alex smiled, a moment later, he turned his gaze to gintani. "Do you love her?" ask Alex.

Gintani hung up his sentence. He lifted his face and closed his eyes. "It's not love.... "

Clear tears began to pass through both cheeks Gintani clean white.

Alex looked at Gintani with pity. It felt like he pulled Gintani and carried her into his arms. But he realized, he never had the right to do that.

"Cry Gin! If it can ease your pain a little, cry!" alex muttered which Gintani could still hear.

Gintani widened her smile. His chest started to shake along with the increasingly heavy flow of tears flooding his cheeks. Gintani regretted that he had assumed that the wall had begun to crack and disintegrate. But the truth is, the wall is still standing.

Drrt... Drrt...

Alex's mobile vibration breaks the silence between them. Alex reached into his jacket pocket. He took out the flat object and immediately raised the call.

"Hallo!"

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"I'm in the park right now. Come over! Coincidentally, I was with him."

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Alex then turns off the phone. He looked back at Gintani who was still sobbing in silence.

Half an hour passed. They are still in silence. Suddenly, a man in a black suit approached them.

"Gin...!" call the man in his hoarse voice.

Gintani opened her eyes. He stared at the shocked man who was standing before him.

Brugh...!

Instantly, the man rested at Gintani's feet. He lowered his head, his shoulders shaking violently, indicating that he was crying.

"I'm sorry...! I-i'm sorry...! I'm really sorry." said the man. His tone sounded heart-wrenching, indicating that he was sorry.

Gintani can only smother his mouth with both hands. His eyes stared pushyly at the man who was still bowed before him. For a moment, Gintani looked at Alex. As if asking, what should I do?

Alex is smiling. I'm staying first, yeah Tan!" apart from Alex, trying to give space and time so that the two people can talk to each other.

Alex leaves Gintani with a downcast man to regret his actions.

"Stand...!"

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