Divorced My Husband on My First Night
chapter 19 the dilemma

since that afternoon conversation with Ilham, Aurel became a dilemma, to the extent that he did not taste to eat.ia Masi just thought about the request of aris this morning.and he received it back, then what about the baby Tampa father ?will Inspiration continue to take care of it ?pity her brother too if he leaves her and turns to Aris who has already dumped her first, but for some reason.....love for her began to surface again and she could not lie to her feelings.

Aurel held his head, all memories as if back and forth, where the cruelty of aris when dropping talaq when they had just spent the first night, where the cruelty of aris when they had fallen, also kindness and patience inspiration in facing all her behavior during the pregnancy of the fatherless child.

''how is this ?I can't choose any of them.I still love mas aris but this heart won't have the heart to leave Ilham.....''aurel sat with a chest that felt tight because it held back her tears so as not to fall at this time.''I love with brother Ilham, but this affection Masi as before, but this love is Masi like before, like a sister who loves her brother.''

Aurel swept away quickly the tears that fell quickly even though he had withstood all his energy.he did not want Inspiration to see his sadness now.

'' drrtttt ''

suddenly, Aurel's phone on the nightstand trembled, he immediately directed his gaze toward the flat object.

''tumben once, who chatted me these nights ? didn't Ilham go to the supermarket to buy her baby stuff ?oh yes ....Where is the baby ?are you with Bik Imah ?''aurel sat down while grabbing her phone.

[good night, dear again what.?].

it was a chat from his style aris like they Masi dating first, which successfully made Aurel's heart pounding incoherently, he scratched his forehead.confused will aris attitude that changed dramatically,though he has refused his invitation to make up.lalubm what does the meaning of his chat like that ?Aurel did not think, but he could not deny that at this time his heart felt frown too, his lips even engraved a smile.the feeling of love that had once dimmed now re-displayed the rubble of resurrection.

'cekrek's'

the door of the room opened and entered Ilham while holding the baby.hiding the phone to the pillow because he did not want his brother to know that aris had begun to dare to send a chat .

''deck...see deh, love udh growing Teeth....''Inspiration approached the bed while holding the curly-haired baby.

Aurel did not answer but did not forbid him to approach as he had, leaving Ilham to take the baby to their bed.

''dek, look!''ilham sat next to him while pointing at the laughing baby.

''oh yeah..?Aurel grimaced, so confused to behave to the baby, wanted to hate but sometimes pity appeared too.

''try to see !try to get him, grandpa!''ilham wanted to move the baby who was approximately two months old.

''don't let him be the same Kaka !''aurel gestured with her hand so that Ilham would not tell her to hold the baby.

''hmm...Why the deck?try once you hold him.''Immam looks laughing.

''a_ku...not yet who, kak, maaf ..''aurel bowed his head, he could not force the heart to accept the baby of unknown origin until this moment.

''yes already.''the inspiration laid love on the bed and invited him to play, both of them looked so familiar.Aurel noticed it with nanar.

''ilham's brother looks very affectionate with love, he does not care even though it is not his son.As for me.which is clear his mother , until now can not accept the fact that he is my son.''aurel.

''if you're sleepy, sleep, then go ! brother also want bobokin love first.like he was sleepy.''ilham carried love to the box and then put it in it.

Aurel Masi observes Ilham, her brother looks like a mother, she is so painstaking in caring for love.With a smile and a small humming, Ilham tense the baby's milk bottle,he was putting a curly-haired baby to sleep with that pitch-black eye pattern.

a little while later, Aurel was lying in bed with an erratic mind he was afraid of, he lay facing the wall, the image of the aris began to fill his head.

''are you asleep, Grandpa?Inspiration suddenly hugged him from behind.

''sister!''aurel was surprised to see Ilham's hand that was already coiled around his waist.

''the curtain has gone to sleep.''the inspiration kissed Aurel's head, then closed his eyes.

''shortness of breath knows not to be hugged like this, I can not breathe, complained Aurel as usual if Ilham hugged him like this.

''do not want to ask for artificial breath mode, yes brother is not ready, replied Ilham with a smile.

isshh ... who is!''aurel laughed as she elbowed her brother's ribs.

Ilham grimaced while holding back laughter got an elbow from his wife and increasingly tightened his embrace.

''brother, kendorin is in his arms,! protest Aurel again.

''basic nagging !''whiskey Ilham.

''the end...tos this, kak...lepasin ah......''rengk Aurel with annoyance.

''no will, who knows tomorrow-tomorrow was not able to hug kayak gini song.''ilham sighed heavily, he saw a little pain considering the aris that seemed to be taking Aurel from him.

Aurel was silent, she would not whine anymore, now she opened her body to Ilham.in her eyes fixed on the man who is now her husband, but ready to release himself if you want to turn to aris.ilham keep his eyes closed ,even though he knew Aurel was staring at him.

''since when is my dear brother with me?''ask slowly.

''hmmm...since first come to this house,'' replied Ilham ,Come with the eyes of the closed mode.

''ma'am?at that time we were little Masi, Ilham's brother 10 years and I was only 6 years old.''aurel frowned.

''he actually.maybe that time still love monkey because you Masi fishy smell, but over time the taste is more real despite our status at that time foster brother.

''it's good to smell fishy, Aurel landed his pinch on Ilham's back.

Inspiration is just smiling.

''but sweet, though still snot, replied Ilham again.

''ih...kakak...''aurel landed his pinch again.

''hahahahaha.pain the deck, don't pinch it, don't pinch it,!Ilham opened his eyes while releasing his embrace and grabbed Aurel's hand then placed it on his cheek.

for a while , the two looked at each other, until finally Aurel lowered his face because there was a strange sense of his heart when he saw Ilham as close as he was.

''once in the kayak just now, dek, his brother, Ilam's brother is afraid to be afraid if your position is like this, '''Immam turned Aurel's shoulder to back him.

''what the hell is kaka?''sumpul Aurel Pretended to be annoyed, when his heart suddenly thumped at this moment.

''I'm not afraid you asked for another kiss like yesterday !''ilham.

''ih !''aurel immediately turned her body around like she had just felt her face heat up at this moment.

Inspiration hugged him back from behind.

''don't be sure to talk again, I don't want to sleep, if love cry ask mimic, you wake up brother, yes!''say Inspiration again

''hmmmmm.....Aurel nodded, then began to close his eyes.

he felt comfortable actually with a position like this, he felt that his foster brother was so fond of him by being hugged all night like this, both of them began to fall asleep late in their dreams.

*****

this morning, Aurel was pounding again when he saw Aris again sending a chat to him, he sniffed annoyed that there was a little bit of pleasure in him as well.

''dek, kak left for the office first well, you do not daydream continue in the room, out the cake.main Ama love and bik Imah...''ilham approached Aurel who immediately hid his phone when he saw his brother approaching him.

''yes brother, be careful yach?''aurel lifted her face while smiling faintly.

Inspiration poured out her hand, asking Aurel to copy it to her, holding back a laugh, Aurel kissed the back of a man's neat hands with his gray shirt.

'cup'

Ilham landed a kiss on Aurel's forehead, then rattled his hair with anxiety.

''brother left first, assalamualaikum.''ilham smiled and turned his body around.

''walaikum salam, '' Aurel replied slowly while looking at Ilham who had stepped towards the door and then came out of the room.

Aurel again grabbed his phone and stared at the flat object with a long sigh.there were two more messages from the aris that had just entered his phone.

[i want to start everything from scratch.please.honey, I'm sorry].

[Aurel dear, I beg you...give me one chance only.I want to fix everything, I want us to get back together.I still love you so much, baby, for a second I can't forget you.].

Aurel bit his lips, he was more and more in a dilemma if aris still persuaded him to return.

[i'd like us to meet this afternoon at the cafe xxx.wait to your arrival, dear love you.].

''aris, he wants to meet, how is this?I have to how ?''Aurel murmured to himself with a restless heart.half of his heart wanted to go and meet the ex-husband who he actually still loved it, but half his heart was still vengeful for his treatment first.

*********

at exactly 12:00,Aurel is increasingly unsettled between wanting to go and not to meet aris.he has long never been out of his own house since giving birth to a baby like the father.Key his car only he knows where it is.

Aurel returns to his cell phone and Aris sends him a chat.

[sad you're coming, right?I'm done with work and now I'm leaving .]

aris Masi just sent a message even though Aurel never reply to him, but he knew that his ex-wife read it every message he sent.he would again fight to conquer the heart of the woman he had hurt.

'drrttt '

a chat went back to his phone and Aurel opened it.

[grandfather, I'm not coming home this afternoon, love's not fussy' right ?have you eaten yet and again what?]

it was a chat from Ilham, and he would reply to her, ever since, he had not seen the baby her brother was asking about, he said,but he heard crying from outside and he knew that Bik Imah was guarding him very well.

[yes sister, the baby sister is the same bik Imah, I'm in the room again, eat it later, kakakak also do not forget to feed.]

[yes deck, this brother again lunch at the office.again a lot of work, even though he can not go home, let not overtime.afternoon later go home.bdw you want to bring ap?]

Aurel frowned, thinking about what food he wanted to eat later in the afternoon.Ipham who did know his wife liked to be brought to eat every time he came home from the office, would always ask about it,[buyin martabak sweet cheese flavor aja deh,kak.]

[ready, boss,,,,]

Aurel held back a smile, imagined her brother's face and ended their chat.eh, even though Aris sent the chat back.

[Aurel, I've been in the cafe xxx.you're coming' right?]

aris sent her picture at the table they used to sit at together, the cafe was indeed their favorite place first.aurel thought for a moment,then he got out of bed and changed his clothes and he would come there because his heart wanted him to go.

ten minutes later, Aurel Aurel came out of the room and approached the monk Imah in the middle room who was with love.

''bik, I want to go out for a while, there's a mutual agreement of friends.don't say Ilham or mom, I'm just for a moment.'' said Aurel.

''eh..iya,,, eh.anu.

''I'll go first, my dear.''Aurel hastened his steps towards the main door.

with a quick step, he headed to the fence of the house and his order taxi was waiting for him in front.he immediately entered and mentioned the place of appointment with the aris.

''drrttt'

aurel's phone vibrated, thearis made Vidio's call, so he worried about lifting it or not.by taking a long breath, also shifted the green button.

'this is Masi ,mas, '' he replied Aurel slowly.

''so, you'll come' right, honey?''aris developed her smile.

i_yes.''aurel bit his lip, but Masi was worried now.

''yes already then, I wait,ya.byeeee..''aris smiled triumphantly as he had already made sure Aurel would come to see him.

Fifteen minutes later, the taxi that Aurel was riding had stopped in front of the cafe where his appointment met with aris.with a racing heart, he immediately went down and paid a taxi and stepped into the cafe.

from a distance, the Paris had seen Aurel coming, she immediately stood up to greet him, she was very happy because the woman she loved so much she still seemed to have a race against him.

''dear, you finally came too.aris was about to embrace Aurel, but the woman with Tampa makeup polish dodged, she retreated backwards.

''don't be like this mas, we have no relationship anymore.I am now the wife of Ilham's sister, '' said Aurel.

''oh yeah, maf... come sit down !''aris exhaled in disappointment and then sat down in her chair.

with the slightest smile on his face, Aurel sat down in front of Aris and on the table there was already his favorite food.

''oh baby, we just eat !I've ordered your favorite food, '' said Aris with a little misbehavior, because Aurel looks indifferent to him.

''don't call me that ! remember, I am now a wife of someone no longer your boyfriend!''lirih aurel with a fierce gaze.

''oh yeah, maf....Aurel, I..masi considers..if you are ....still my wife.

''we are strangers, so don't behave as if we have a relationship.I've buried all of our Past, according to your request.''Aurel said it Tampa hesitated,he did not want aris to think that he still loved and expected it even though it was actually all true from the bottom of his heart.

aris was silent, the assumption was wrong, it turns out Aurel Masi just hated it, his happiness and belief that had now become lost.

''aris, Aurel, what a coincidence to meet you here.I can join you to sit here, yes!''a voice startled Aurel and Aris, making both of them turn at the same time towards the voice.

seriate............