
[sadly, staying two more days the night of the new year arrives.how about my request?]
a chat went into my phone, it was from my girlfriend Revan, I bit my lip and was worried, a guy's request that had been two years filled my heart that was really hard to fill. With doubt, I wrote a reply for him.
[sorry ref, I have not been able to grant your request, I love you.]
fresh I sent a reply for him, two minutes later, he already replied to my chat.
[you don't love me, Reyna! if you love me, you will not refuse me, a boyfriend who loves you very much.]
Kuala bawah long, it was not the first time Revan always forced his wish, it had been since from two months ago, he always discussed about this.he had dared to pick up, he had dared to pick up, she said as our anniversary I was afraid I could bring down I really loved her long before we dated.
I haven't had the chance to reply, a message from the sturdy man, that, he again sent a message again.he knew my weakness was very loving him and never wanted our relationship to end just like that because I wanted our relationship to the basket of marriage if it had graduated from college later.
[sad, don't be! I don't want us to break up, can't you be patient until we graduate and get married? if we're legitimate, I'll eat happily giving up what's rightfully yours.]
Immediately I typed the sent button and hoped to understand, I rubbed my face with annoyance and turned off my laptop, I could not finish this paper task if the mind was being affected as it is now.
[i'll give you until tomorrow, December 31st, if you're still, we're forced to break up! I'll take responsibility for you, Reyna. Our relationship is not playing games, I'm serious with the doctor we've planned to get married if we graduate college later. So, there's no harm in you obeying my wishes, anyway I'll be your husband later.]
I put the phone on the pillow, after reading the message from Revan. this head feels mumet thinking about all this, on the one hand ..I still think about sin and the consequences, if I get pregnant, if I get pregnant, on the other hand, hows it? my sixth-semester college was about to break up halfway, while I was the firstborn, the hope of my parents, he said,they really hope that I can become a scholar and get a good job and can boast of a family of course, let alone my family, the lower class economy, my father was just a farm worker while my mother was just a fry salesman who fortunately she collected for my tuition.
Revan, he's the son of a rich man who can meet my needs because sometimes the money sent from the mother is not enough for a month, since dating him, I don't have to worry about money problems, I don't have to worry about money, he was used to giving me pocket money and buying things, I felt very dependent on him, I also depended because I loved him even though our courtship style was almost over the line, I can't help myself sometimes even though that one I can still take care of, even though he's asked many times.
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december 31st has arrived, from morning to evening, I have begun to fidget, between obeying the wishes of hope or breaking up from him, I am not sure I can get a saroyal guy and as good as him, he said, although he was a bit perverted, but he was handsome, for 2 years together, we have broken up three times, and I will always be down if I break up with him, he said, even I went on hunger strike for days until I skipped college too.
at 21:15, a motive message came into my phone, this is from Revan. [i picked up at 21:00, we went for a walk and the abis went to the beach, and I took it, my friends are not having a burning event there okay dear.]
I bit my worried lips, from this paint, Revan had nothing to say about his request and hopefully he had forgotten, I could only pray in my heart.
[okay darling.]
I responded by trying to be calm.
[wear the clothes we bought yesterday I like to see you wear those clothes I love you.]
chat from Revan appears again on mobile,I smiled there and wished he had forgotten his request because I could not give him my chastity even though this body had touched his finger because he was used to kissing and hugging me.
as promised, at exactly 21:00 Revan has arrived at my boarding house, I have dressed up pretty tonight and prepared to spend the new year's night together.
"dear dear, rain while embracing the back of his ninja motorbike parked in front of the fence of the boarding house.
I got on Revan's bike and hugged him tightly, the man in a jeans jacket started to drive his bike with his left hand stroking with me which was raised on his waist. I feel like I'm the luckiest girl to be able to be Revan's girlfriend, a pretty popular German-Indonesian crossbreed on campus.
I don't feel uncomfortable even though it's the only girl here, because there's Revan beside me. Five friends are single, so it's natural not to bring a girl, only Revan only has a girlfriend, but also a girlfriend, that's according to the story of my boyfriend.
at exactly 00:00, they started burning the colorful fireworks scattered in the sky, dotting the night sky this new year, Revan clasped my hands tightly, we looked.
"happy new years, baby. May our relationship always last until marriage later." she said while landing a warm kiss on this forehead, i love you."I smiled happily and felt this was very romantic, I love you, Revan hugged me from behind while staring at the multicolored fireworks above.
"we go to the yuk tent, I'm tired of the sudden tomorrow.
"hmm... Why, baby? we go home, it's 01:30 this time," I said with a start but good feeling.
"just going home, we relax in the tent while eating grilled corn yuk, Revan pulls my hand towards the tent.
I was forced to follow him, we sat in the tent enjoying the grilled corn, suddenly Revan immediately landed his kiss on my lips with his hands running everywhere.
"don't, honey!"I pushed him who was ready to take care of me.
"come on Raina, just this time! I want you to prove your love!"his seduction.
"i'm afraid of getting pregnant, fan, please don't, I justify the clothes.
"please baby, don't disappoint me! Revan pushed back my body and re-launched this action.
"don't fan, I'm trying to thrash.
"plaque plaque
Revan slapped this face and made me no longer able to fight it, an unwanted incident happened, he took away my virgin crown.
a few moments later.
Revan grinned with satisfaction and ended the action, while I, just grimaced in pain with the same heart because I had taken the sanctity that I had been trying to keep.
"hmm... are you both just happy?we're not invited?"Rizal, Revan's friend peeked out from behind the move.
"you want too? Take deh!"Revan exited the tent with his shirt on his shoulder.
"fan, from me trying to get up when Rizal now goes into the tent and looks at me lustfully.
my fate was indeed very unlucky on the eve of this new year, after Revan took sanctity, he instead let his friends to enjoy my body, that night, I was in*pe*ko*sa alternately. until unconscious again and more sad, they left me just by the beach with no clothes.
Revan, I hate you!"I swear, I took revenge on you!.
Seriate