Divorced My Husband on My First Night
chapter 56 giving birth

more and more days, I was getting more difficult to move because of the burden of the stomach which although not as big as other pregnant people but still feels heavy for me.I began to have difficulty sleeping in a comfortable position and began to often hungry though never I participate to diligently eat, I just eat once a day so that this stomach is not too big as well and with the intention to torture this baby I do not want, he said, he's a disgrace I can't throw away, sorry I tortured him and wished him dead soon.

after returning from college, I went straight into the room and opened the corset in the stomach to breathe again plong, hiding the pregnancy was very difficult it turned out. Maybe friends on campus knew that I was pregnant, she said, it's just that I did write ears so as not to hear their gossip.

I try to control breathing that still feels tight, then lie in bed to explain the body, this waist also begins to hurt often, I can not sit anymore, I can not sit anymore, the suffering of a pregnant woman is so heavy, I can't if not because of force, is it evil that I never wanted this baby? whatever the person married me, obviously, I do not want to bother because of his presence, I should be able to reach my ideals as a lawyer and reply with Revan and his friends.

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today, I deliberately permission from the campus because my waist feels very sick, if I think, maybe it's time to be born because the skin is already October which means the womb is nine months, my God. launch everything, plan me and give birth alone and no one should know about this, college I fear can fall apart, especially next month is the time for an internship while compiling a thesis as well.

Fortunately, the equipment for labor I had prepared, from dawn to afternoon, my stomach felt very sick and my waist was very painful, I tried to keep making sounds to withstand this pain, I tried to keep making sounds, blood soon began to feel out of the lower organs, even though I had prepared Pampers, a name like someone was about to come out, he said,I got up from the bed and pulled the basin of labor approach that had been prepared under the bed, with while holding on to the wall I stepped towards the bathroom.

everything is ready, plastic bags for the baby's place is also a basin of equipment, God protect your servant, dizzy kak spicy too leaned against the bathroom wall, I deliberately chose to give birth here, so I chose to give birth here, not to give birth to me, no one knows.

my God, this pain is getting more and more unstoppable, I think a little towel, so that your voice God my pain is not heard by the other hostess.

agghhh...sakit..huh...huh...I started practicing the labor scene that I had learned by self-taught through YouTube, while straining, I, both hands push the distended belly that contains the illegitimate baby of course, a mixture of six***** on b******* that bastard.

feels something starting to come out of this womb, I'm getting mentoring still emphasize superior on the floor so that there is still a tear on the bottom, according to the info I read on Google.

aagghh... My screams were held back, but I managed to get it out, yes, he's that damn baby, making me suffer every month, the seed of six immoral men!.

huh..huh... huh. I tried to control my breathing, then looked at the baby I just gave birth to who was without sound,though I had prepared to keep his mouth if he cried but the baby was stiffened with the umbilical cord that had not been cut immediately I grabbed the scissors and cut the umbilical cord, and then pressurizing the heart feather to remove the ariannya, I immediately save the bottom of this so that the blood does not flow back.

I looked back at the boy, he was lifeless, I knew when he died, I knew, obviously, it wasn't me who killed him, it was dead myself. I wasn't a killer! maybe all of this is God's destiny so that I can take revenge safely on his six fathers, see I want to trouble and become a burden on my life, thank God, for taking him so soon, he said, I smiled cynically.

I put my eyes on it for a moment, to relieve this pain, my hand reached for some kind of medicine that was prepared for me to drink so that the pain of labor was cured soon, anti-pain medicine, anti-pain medicine, antibiotic drugs like vitamins so that my energy quickly recovered, soon I downing all kinds of drugs.

a few hours later, the lifeless baby I had packed up,beautiful in a plastic bag and then destroyed into boxes and cubes with wrapping paper and do not forget to give happy new years writing in it, the traces of blood in the bathroom have also been cleaned without a trace, no one will know at 00:00 yesterday I have given birth to a baby who is lifeless.

I'm not the sinful baby killer, I didn't make him die but he's self-conscious, I'm not a killer, I'm not his mother, I didn't give birth to him, she said, he's just a night of rape rehearsal that I don't want to spend another lifetime doing, I hate the beach, I hate the tent, I hate fireworks, I hate grilled corn, I hate the new year's night, for they bear witness to me being enslaved by the six devils mercilessly, remembering the bitten event, making tears just drip, Raina rose, rose up, you are not a weak woman! you're a tough and crybaby woman, enough of your stupidity all this time, now is the time to rise up to be a strong woman who must be able to take revenge, this you are free from the curse, this is you are free from the curse, it's time to get up and be ready to hit the six targets that have left my future shattered, they must feel the pain I feel! I suggested myself to be strong and stay strong.

now I've been lying in bed with a flat stomach with a corset wrapped so that my sagging stomach is back flat, the body hurts everything, everything, it did not feel like I had not slept last night and now it is morning apparently, I close my eyes, I want to sleep later the energy back fit and can launch my next action

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