
"what's your son's name, mar?"irfan asked as they sat on the porch of Margaretha's house, patting her on a glass of cold drink.
the carnival that now stands behind Margaretha only dares to peek at the man she has made bleeding knees, elbows and forehead.yes he was afraid of being scolded because he was aware of his mistake, he said,the 4-year-old boy was quite intelligent and already understood what was right and what was wrong.
"name's car, take the car in!"margaretha replied while waving to her maid.
carnaval ran in and Irfan watched him go inside. Margaretha was increasingly anxious when she saw the look on Irfan's face, even though the former obstetrician was fond of small children.
"on behalf of my son, I'm sorry to say you're a fan, he's still a kid and always curious to be able to play bicycles on the road because all this time I only allowed him to play bicycles in the yard."Margaretha tried to be relaxed.
"yes, I'm sorry, his name is also a child. I like him, next time I can come here to play with him?"Irfan smiles.
"mmm....Margaretha began to be unhappy about Irfan's behavior that looks pretentious and close-knit, even though they just know and never chat close.
"i like kids and you know my story is the same Carolina, where is she now?"Irfan smiled wryly as he remembered his former lover.
"the last time I met him, he paid a vacation to Bali and after that he did not know anymore," replied Margaretha sekenannya.
"oh yeah, how old is your son?"when did you get pregnant?"irfan's questions begin to make Margaretha hot cold.
"mmm.. I'm sorry pan, next time we'll talk. I'm leaving..."Margaretha got up from the porch seat and looked at the clock on her wrist.
"okay I go home, next time I will stop by again, Irfan smiled at the 40-year-old woman and then stepped with a cheer of Sukarno his knee was painful because of the effects of the fall earlier.
not immediately approached the motorbike and then passed from the home perkarangan former lawyer from Carolina, in his head, he still remembered the expression carnal, son of Margaretha, he immediately liked the boy. moreover, his face was similar to love, he bathed along the way.
*****
Maya aka Clara aka Aris opened her eyes slowly, her hands holding a small object that is commonly used by women to check pregnancy.His eyes immediately glared in shock when she saw there were two red lines on the test.
"no!!!! we go on with the long hair of the waist that screams historically....
"brak"
Maya falls out of bed and soon wakes up and circles her waist around.
"thankfully only a dream turned out.."he was relieved while holding his chest and then went back up on the bed.
"fuck you, Mr. Karno.... Because of him. agghhh.... Maya bit the pillow in her hand with anxiety.
"i can't be pregnant!"she muttered to herself again while holding her stomach.
Maya glances at the wall clock that turns out to have pointed towards 04.55.
"already at dawn it turns out, yes I have woken up deh... I want to squeeze is also uncomfortable.. but pregnant dreams again amit-amit dah...hoekk...."Maya collapsed and suddenly she shut her mouth because of her nausea.
Maya immediately ran to the bathroom and vomited like a pregnant woman.
"ok so nauseous gini anyway..."Maya breathes in annoyance while wiping her sex lips.
after all the food in her stomach was drained, then she felt a little relieved.with a stagger, Maya stepped towards the bed and then returned to lie down and pull the blanket.
until 06:30.. Maya just lay down, her head feels heavy and can not get up, Bik Ijah, clenched the door of her room because Aurel had nagged because the nanny of her daughter did not come out of the room.
with a stride, Maya opens the door to the room and finds Ijah in front of her.
"May you get sick?"how pale is gini?"Ijah tiptoed to be able to touch the forehead of the Maya because the height is only limited to the shoulder of Clara aka Aris.
"yes, my head hurts a lot and my stomach is also nauseous. I woke up from 05:00 earlier, but did not go out of the room because it hurts like this..."Maya spoke in a spoiled tone while laying back herself onto the bed.
"oh, I said madam, let her know that you're sick."Ijah looks anxious."Called by the doctor would not,? Oh yes, the next door neighbor of our house. former doctor, what to call him aja.."cambut while scratching the forehead, yes indeed like to panic if there are people who are sick.
"Irfan is Mbak's obstetrician...."Maya shut her mouth.
"h time? How know? you ask each other, right?ciee.
Suddenly, Aurel was standing in front of the door of the morgue that was not sealed shut.
"what about talking, huh? didn't I tell you to call Maya? Aurel looked at the two.
"uh, this mother... Maya is sick, Mom, answered her quick wijah before her employer was getting raging.
"oh yeah, what pain?"aurel asked as she stepped into Maya's room.
"hoek. hoek..."Maya closed her mouth quickly because her stomach felt nauseous again.
"pregnant you Maya?"Aurel stared intently at the woman with the man's nature.
Maya shook her head quickly.
"don't you lie, these are signs of a pregnant woman nausea due to pregnancy?"Aurel said with a tinge.
Maya again shook her head, her face was more pronounced.The memory goes back to her first night with Aurel first, where she accused her ex-wife of being pregnant and now the words were reversed to her.
"it looks like just in the wind, ma'am, because yesterday he ate young mango and did not eat rice anymore."Icha tried to defend her professional friend.
"hmm.... I hope it really just catch a cold, if you get pregnant out of wedlock, then you I fired Maya!"dawn Aurel with a spicy tone while pointing her index finger in front of Maya's face.
"yes, I go out first and then come here again.You rest first,"Icha immediately ran out, following the master.
because Maya can't do her job today, so Inspiration will take love to her school. Ijah immediately packed the kitchen, then cleaned the house, he was worried about Maya's situation, so he would finish his job quickly and after that could only accompany Maya and help her find a cure.
*****
"yes you're sick?"a voice made Maya immediately open her eyes.
"aagghh... Why did you enter my room?"maya Hill was upset when he saw Pak Karno was standing near the bed.
"sorry.. I only deliver medicine for you, you get well quickly, I will."pak karno put a plastic bag containing medicine near Maya then stepped quickly to the door.
by exhaling annoyed breath, Maya alias Clara sat down and grabbed the medicine bag from Mr. Karno, there are many drugs in it, there are fever drugs, ulcer drugs, vomiting drugs also tests.
"maha..."Maya gawked when she saw the little thing in her dream that was now in her hands.
"i can't possibly be pregnant!"Maya shook her head but got off the bed, and locked the door.
I immediately stepped into the bathroom and wanted to test the small device, a little photo advice even though it was impossible because he was a man and did not have a uterus, pak Karno who also plays through the back because he does not have sex anymore, if the doctor believes it has not succeeded in making it exactly the same sex as the property of women in general.
but he hitchhiked his urine in a glass and dipped the pregnancy test with a racing heart.Just like he did in a dream, now he also closed his eyes.
a while later Maya had already opened her eyes to look at the test results in her hands and she immediately breathed once in relief when she saw the line one that was finally negative, and she immediately breathed once again, her happy smile instantly warped on the sexy lips that she relieved.
****
a few days too, although Maya will prevent negative test results, but the pain of vomiting and no appetite will still be there, until today he permission to check himself into the hospital, he said, and Aurel gave permission.
after queuing at the registration counter, Maya also entered the common poly room, he immediately expressed his pain.
"hmm... I refer to poly content only, yes?"said the doctor.
"uh... Don't Doc, I'm not pregnant, Maya scowls and wails to clear her true rations to the doctor.
"the symptoms you mentioned are exactly the symptoms of a pregnant woman."the doctor looked at Maya.
"doctor, I'm a transgender woman, so there's no way to get pregnant" Maya whispered, "maybe I'm just sick of heartburn, she said.
the doctor immediately glared in disbelief at the beautiful woman in front of him who was not a real woman.
"god, so that's how you are, you are so beautiful and I don't know if you are either.."the doctor can be seen holding back laughter seeing the patient in front of him putting his index finger on his lips, yes already, I give you a referral to poly internal medicine just to be X-rayed, "sampun the woman's doctor.
Maya nods and receives the referral letter and takes you to a polyp of internal medicine.After arriving there, the father immediately undergoes various tests, ranging from X-rays and CT-scans.
what time passed, now comes the time Maya listened to the results of a fairly time-consuming examination even though she suspected herself only a stomach acid but now she became pounding, and now she was pounding,
''Sister Clara, what is her own treatment?"asked the doctor to mince words because he saw too tense from the patient's face.
"mmm.... Yes doc, I just came alone, how did my doctor hurt what?"ask Maya impatiently.
"actually, I want to talk directly to your family because you have a serious illness, but now it's just an initial diagnosis and we can do the test again to be more accurate" said the doctor.
"let's just say, doc, what's my pain?"maya asked while marrying the dry circle on her forehead.
"mmm... You have gastric cancer, but this is only the initial diagnosis, I will test it again, you don't panic first, this is only stadium 1 and still treatable,"the doctor said again.
Maya tergugu, this fact really made his life collapse.As a former doctor, he knew the lunge of gastric cancer cells even though he was not a surgical specialist.
"Sir Clara, now I give you medicine first. tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, Mabak can come again here. I will do more detailed tests. Sister Clara calm down first, actually. this is a bit strange, because this stomach cancer usually attacks men, hmmm, dizziness and blood-added medications and vitamins.
Maya aka Clara aka yuta just nodded resignedly, always receiving the prescription of the drug and then penetrating it in the pharmacy.
Maya climbed into a taxi with an erratic mind, sure enough that the doctor's diagnosis was correct as the symptoms she experienced this week were indeed symptoms of stomach cancer.
the shadows of all his sins and mistakes, first began to adorn his head.yeah so confused if it is sick like this, yes where to go, where to,his parents also knew he was dead even though he did not know the news of the two now, want to feel the moon and seek treatment and return to his nature as a man, he said,but everything is impossible because everything in him can no longer be changed.
"god, what if I die? I'll be processed as a man or a woman, okay?"he nodded while holding his head which he had been dizzy from earlier.
after an hour of just muttering in the streets, Maya decides to go to her parents' house.
"Ting..butt...."
the bell of the house was Mika and shortly afterwards the door of her birth house was opened.
"who are you looking for, mbak?"ask the house assistant.
"hmm. I want to find...."
"who, neng?"
"unfinished the words of Clara aka Aris, her mother was already standing in front of her and was now looking at her with eyebrows that were linked together, one,
Seriate....