Divorced My Husband on My First Night
chapter 49 repentance

Maya aka Aris returned to her house with an uncertain feeling, she was tired of crying and everything would not return to how it was. Even if crying blood, her physique would not be able to return to normal.

"what to do with this body?"aris looked at herself in front of the mirror, her regret so deep for the act that it was only due to momentary emotion but it was very fatal.

the man with the physical form of the woman breathed heavily and sat on the bed, grabbed a cell phone from the bag and began surfing social media, looking for information about pesantren that he can go to to start his penitentiary.

*****

while at Aurel's house, Ijah was worried because Maya did not return home until midnight, but the caretaker of love was willing to go for treatment since 09.00 in the morning.

"busy, how is this Maya? what's in the heart kidnap or why?"Ijah asked as he ran over to the person who had just returned from the kitchen after drinking water.

"who would want to kidnap a big man? maybe he was immediately treated in the hospital or even returned home yes already, justin aja deh first.

maybe tomorrow will be home."Aurel did not take too much dizzy about the disappearance of the caregiver who always irritated him, even though he was innocent with her.

"didn't we just go to the police, huhuk?"jay asked again anxiously.

"wait one time 24 hours just report the police, yes already slept there!"Aurel.

Ijah bit his lips, and stepped towards his room.hatinya still aja worried about his friend who disappeared it when he knew Maya was also sick, at first, he wanted to accompany him to seek treatment but father refused, but he refused, aurel also told Maya to seek treatment alone.

Aurel stepped into the room and entered, Love and aura sleeping on the bed next to his bed.

"why deck?"Maya hasn't come home yet?"ask Ilham who already knew the disappearance of the nanny from his daughter.

aye,kak. Ijah asked the police for Maya's disappearance, even though it hasn't been 24 hours and I don't think it's important to him, just let him go" Aurel replied.

"do you say that? kayak there's a grudge to Sumatra..."Ilham stifled a laugh at the look on his exasperated face at his wife while talking about Maya.

"what a wonder too, yes brother .. I was innately annoyed by Maya even though she was not wrong too, the innards want to be angry if they see her pretty pretentious face,"dawn of Aurel while remembering her treatment to Maya.

"strange right, huh? If brother... seems to know him, but in fact does not know.he is like a stranger that."Inspiration feels the same.

according sister..... Who does Maya look like?"aurel asked with a serious look.

"Aris !"

"the line!"

Aurel and Ilham called the name of the man from his past at the same time.

"huh, brother Ilham also thinks Maya looks like Aris?"Aurel could not believe that her mind was the same as her husband's.

"somewhat similar, but certainly not Aris, Ilham rubbed his face.

"yes there's no way aris, let's go to sleep, brother, sleepy."Aurel breaks herself.

must also not want to take a headache about Maya's problems, he guessed tomorrow will also go home the nanny of his daughter.

*****

For days, Maya aka Aris aka Clara never went home too, Ida and Pak Karno have been looking to various hospitals to ask patients named "Clara"it looks like the ama listed on his ktp who was detained by Aurel, Ilham has also reported to the police for the disappearance of his babysitter.

while the transgender woman who was sought and reported missing was already in a pesantren, after pocketing the results of a doctor's examination that declared herself positive for stage 2 gastric cancer.

in front of an ustaz manager of a boarding school, Aris was sitting with his head bowed, full of regrets and expressed his intention to be guided to repent for what was done, he said,he has cut his long hair and now looks like a man even though his chest and buttocks are still shaped like a woman.

"astaghfirullahal'adzim, transgender is unlawful, and will be done by Allah and Allah nature."sang ustaz remained concerned about men in the form of women who had gone the wrong way, but now moved his heart to repent.

I want to repent, mr. Ustaz.... Paris wept bitterly, "guide me to the right path, justad, though the forgiveness of God is not necessarily mine.I want to die peacefully and be restored to my nature as a man.

"the problem of forgiveness from God, it's just the secret, we are His creatures, can only rely and try to improve, I appreciate your desire."the ustaz was also touched by the desire to repent transgender women in front of him.

"thank you, mr. ustadz."Aris wiped away the tears on her face, her heart was cold to hear the words of the ustaz.

"alright,"Aris Aulian, I will guide you closer to the creator, the things you are doing now are right, even if your physique cannot return to being a man because of the operations you have done, at least you have intended to repent, your kodrat is still a man and here you still have to look like a man, the first thing you have to do you have to perform the prayer of taubatan nasuha,"the middle-aged Ustadz glanced at Aris.

"thank you, ustadz, for accepting me in this pesantren."must feel relieved, at the end of his life this get guidance even through the pain that God put in his body.

"hmm... From today, you must dress like other santri that is with sarong and koko clothes and peci, you have now returned to being Haris aulian, he said, a man and not a woman anymore."

Aris nodded, his determination was unanimous, he wanted to get closer to God because all this time he had lived without religion. Yes aware, the message has been mounting if collected.yeah had fornicated for years, then consume liquor and the peak of his biggest sin is to change his nature.

"yes, aware, the beginning of all these problems began from the talak that he dropped to Aurel rashly and only put forward the ego, if he could be a little wise and investigate the cause of Aurel's pregnancy and piety first, and then he could not be more careful, and not directly divorce him, maybe his fate will not fall now.

had to sigh heavily, now he was already inside a room measuring 3mx3m. the special room given to him because he is not in the room will be with other students because he has a different physical shape even though he is a man.

from today Aris will begin his new life, as one with the purpose of living close to the creator and expecting forgiveness for all his sins.

"may Allah open the door of forgiveness for me."Raris said.

******

after months of searching for references, finally Irfan decided to become a Muslim and leave other religions that have only been listed on the ID card.

Irfan started selling the house he bought next to Aurel's house, he chose to stay away and no longer disturb the happiness of his daughter who would be happier and guaranteed his life if with Aurel and Ilham.

Irfan was lazy to go to Margaretha's house to meet Carna, and he began thinking of proposing to the 45-year-old woman to be a wife because Margaretha was so perfect as a mother in his eyes, she also knew that Margaretha was a widow, and she wanted to be a protector for her mother and child.

with confidence, Irfan immediately bought a ring and a bouquet of flowers for him to give to Margaretha, Mama of Carnaval, the, the boy he loved and wanted to be a good father figure for him. Yes no matter the age of those who were adrift almost 10 years, all he wanted was to perfect his religion. I hope the ridho and the blessing of the almighty, he wants to be a protector for both especially the carnival once said to him, if he wants to have a father even though his mother has, he said, but he still wants a complete family.

"mar, I'm sorry.. if I am presumptuous but. I have to keep saying all this time, so that you know this earnestness, I. want to propose you to be my wife, I want to be a father to Carnal, your son.... L am... We can be his parents with vision and mission, be a family that is sadinah mawaddah and warohmah."Irfan immediately expressed his wish when he met Margaretha above.

Margaretha who never thought it would be like this, of course, shocked half dead, yes, almost half a century, but even proposed, and never thought by her to marry again, he said, especially with Irfan, a former lover of his client who is famous for playing the woman.

"sorry fan, I don't have time to joke with you, if you're here to meet Carnavan, he's not home, just now he was with Aunt Surti to the supermarket, while I'm busy, you better go home!"margaretha said with a flat face because she did not like in prank like this, especially with an age that is not easy anymore.

"mar, I am very serious... allow me to be a companion!I promise to be a good father for the carnival and a good husband for you. I want to have a family...."Irfan knelt before Margaretha.

the beaked woman massaged her head that suddenly hurt to see the behavior of Irfan treating her, let alone wear a kneeling event by thrusting a bouquet of flowers and rings, he also remembered the incident in front of the paper a few years ago, irfan also applied for Carolina and got a rejection.

Margaretha thought hard, she actually wanted to avoid Irfan because she did not want the biological father of the carnival, taking her beloved son, but, now Irfan instead came by offering a sacred bond, Irfan, honestly from the heart, I'm not sure the former criminal case of rape can be a good husband for him, plus, anyway,she did not have the slightest heart because her feelings had long died since she was dumped by her ex-husband who preferred actors compared to her.

"mar, do you want to be my wife?"Irfan broke Margaretha's daydream,fan, if you remind me you can meet every day with my son, then you don't need to marry me, you can meet and play with him because....

"Margaretha sighed, still hesitating to be honest or continue to bury all these secrets, but the truth remains to be revealed, as well as pity the carnaval who once asked who his father was.

"not only because it's mar, you know right.I am looking for a wife and I see that figure is on you, love his son and will surely love the man who will be husband."Irfan said steadily.

"i'm an old fan, so I don't want to marry again.... Carnaval matter, there is a truth I will tell you wake up, don't kneel like this, let's talk inside!"Margaretha invited Irfan into the living room and this was the first time he invited the man into his house because all this time only allowed to visit only the terrace.

"what's up mar? carnaval why?"Irfan asked worriedly because he did not want anything bad to happen to the boy he loved so much.

Margaretha took a deep breath before starting the story, he wanted Irfan no longer expressed his crazy desire if he had known the truth.

"this fan, that Naval.... With Carolina, the baby my client confessed to died at birth, so, yes it's your flesh and blood. I love him. But please don't take him now, for now until I die, let him be with me, if I die.... So, don't think about marrying me just to get close to Naval, 'cause... He's your son...."Margaretha was relieved of this long-standing honesty.

Irfan smiled broadly, the fact that this really made his heart happy, his desire to marry Margaretha more round, because the woman who was not beautiful had taken care of her child very well, because the woman who was not beautiful had taken care of her son very well, he did not look beautiful and fashionable anymore, but he wanted a sincere woman and he found it in the woman with a height of 155 cm, with a slightly fat body and skin color is almost the same as it.

"i'm not wrong to choose, then, you are the right woman to be my wife, Margaretha I beg you, we're going to be a harmonious family, don't you want that?"Irfan steadied the serious woman before him.

"Irfan, the married person must love each other. Don't mess with the marriage relationship!"Margaretha still did not believe Irfan's sincerity.

"love will grow with time, which I now want to hear from you....

will you accept me as your life partner?"Irfan said steadily.

"don't mess around,fan!"margaretha's defense began to falter."I want an ugly old woman, just look for another young woman!"

"i want you to come, the woman who has taken very good care of my son all this time.I do not look at the physical, but the heart.."look at the eyes of Margaretha who began to flounder.

Margaretha wept when she heard Irfan's words, she nodded her head as a sign of agreeing to the man's invitation to get married.It might not hurt she opened the door of her heart to her father car, car, the boy she had considered to be her own child.

"want to marry this ex-convict's lawyer's mother?"irfan said with a smile.

Margaretha rubbed her wet cheeks with a smile, not expecting the ending to be like this.

"god willing.... "Answer.

"we marry tomorrow then, the sooner the better, so that quickly can spend the first night...."Irfan is holding back laughter.

Margaret felt her heart flutter when she saw Irfan smile, which in her eyes was very sweet now, "even though she had never imagined the end of something like this.

"don't you fuck around, fan, I'm an old woman who probably won't..."

"i'm just kidding, hopefully I can get pregnant on the first night, let Naval, have his sister...."Irfan laughed again, his heart was so happy at this moment.

Margaretha just shook her head to hear the man who had made her fall in love so quickly.Yes hope Irfan is serious,

*****

a month later,Irfan had married Margaretha and now became a happy family according to the car prayer so far.It did not take long for the two to love each other because Irfan did long for a family and a simple woman who could accept it as it is, Margaretha felt young again since becoming Irfan's wife.yes started doing self-care to please her husband, Carolina where is she?"maybe ask where he is?"when on vacation in Bali, Iya met a rich man and fell in love with each other until the two decided to get married, however, everything was not as beautiful as the desire, when they were married, but they were not, her husband was poor because his company was bankrupt.

the problem is not only there, the added-coveted baby is not present, especially now they live in limitations, Carolina to become a washing worker to cover the cost of living, he said,being the backbone of her husband made it even more difficult to get pregnant so eventually, the husband chose polygamy with a rich widow.

Carolina who could not afford to live in poverty approved of her husband's marriage so that they could live well in the rich widow's house, again, the reality is not as beautiful as expectations, Carolina even became a maid in her honeymoon home, plus, her husband loves a young wife who is now pregnant, while he himself can not even have children, that is the karma received by the former obstetrician.

******

and Aurel was blessed with one boy when love entered elementary grade 4, while the aura of grade 1, his family's happiness was more complete, while the case of Maya's disappearance was closed, and who is the identity of clara, a former love nanny and never visit until this moment, the story of Maya begins to disappear over time.

Seriate