
half an hour later, I had arrived home, I set foot into the room and washed my face in the toilet, the pain in my head had subsided, but the shadow of that pale baby in the bathroom couldn't even disappear from my head. Oh my God why me?''though it has been a long time that the spirit of the baby never again terrorized me. Does he miss me now, his mother? suddenly the feeling became sad. It wasn't me who killed you son! I gave birth to you with a state of lifelessness again, so do not ever haunt me. I am clearly innocent of your death, even if you were born alive, I still plan to take you to your father, Revan, agghhh... b****** that. Where did he go? I haven't terrorized him in a long time because of my routine.
I immediately changed the official clothes of this advocate style with a t-shirt and shorts, then lay on the bed. I should just rest first, maybe the soybean eating almost passed out earlier. I closed my eyes and hoped I could take a nap.
vibration sound mobile phone on the nightstand, make this sleep so disturbed, immediately I reach the cheek object and observe it. it turns out there is a call from a new number, just immediately I slide the green button.
''hello'sapaku.
''hello Reyna I'm Dany '' said a voice from across there.
geez, Deni again, what the hell does he want?''know where he's my cell phone number from, what a bitch this guy is!.
''what else is it, asked me grimly.
''reyna, please.. don't turn it off first, I just want to talk about the matter of the trial earlier. do you have any evidence that you have accused Angga sir earlier? if all your evidence is strong, I will resign myself to be his lawyer, for He has nothing to say about all that you have revealed just now.'he rained with a quick tone, he said, maybe he's afraid I'm turning off the phone.
''all the evidence and witnesses we have prepared, you are always defending the wrong person, just like you are a criminal. criminals become criminal lawyers, really terrible!''my lips.
''it's not like that, Reyna _''
''already, don't bother me anymore and pretend to be nice, I'm sick of you!''my status while disconnecting the phone.
when I took a deep breath and got out of bed, I had not yet stepped into the bathroom, my phone vibrated again, I immediately turned and grabbed the cheek object, it was the phone from my mother.
''assalamualaikum nak'' said from the other side.
''waalaikumsalam Bu'', replied kok while sitting back on the bed.
''How are you, Reyna ?''ask mom with a happy tone.
''Alhamdulillah well ma'am, family there how are you?''I love hearing my mother's voice, I miss the woman I love so much.
''okay too, Reyna, when are you coming home son?''we are here to miss you, '' said the mother who had long wanted me to go home.
I was silent, for seven years I had never returned home, precisely the rhyme of the new year's night, the old wounds re-emerged to the surface of the past that made this heart ache, all because of Revan, I'm devastated by it. I can't calm down before I make him rot to death in prison.
''reyna, are you still there son?''mother's voice blurred my daydream.
''eh,iya,Bu..hmmmm...anu.
''when do you want to go home, son? if you want to keep working there, it's okay, but at least you can go home for a little while, for a week. Miss mom gathers with you, the family here also always asks you news '', said mother again.
''hmm.. Yes Mom this month, Reyna can go home, two weeks again Reyna still have to accompany the court client, Reyna try next month deh hopefully a little loose schedule of the trial''. I tried to please Mom.
''Alhamdulillah then, Reyna, I'm very happy, if you've come home, I want to hold a celebration, son, I pray that your last will always be good''.
''amin'', I smiled when I heard my mother's words.
our phone call ended, I'm so upset now, worried about stepping on the village, I'm afraid that one of the residents knows my disgrace seven years ago, the rape event was really trending to the corners, how is this?
I bite my lips.
******
time passed, today the trial broke the custody battle between my client, Madame Madinah and Pak Angga, who has now changed lawyers three times but still can not win this case.
''thank you, Reyna, all thanks to you, I can win the rights of my 2 children, I owe you a favor, sorry, just this cake, said Madinah while giving a box of cookies to my hand when we were out of the courtroom.
''no need to bother, ma'am, I am happy to be able to help Madinah'', I replied while accepting my city which he had offered to me.
before long, the pretentious way that always defended this criminal even approached me who was still chatting with Medina in the garden chair under the tree, next to the court.
''that's okay thank you'', Madinah replied with a smile and accepted Deni's hand post.
''it was a cake made by Madinah.....''Deni pointed at the cake box in my hand.
''yes, if there is an event and want to order cake, can message to me hehehe, he looks happy spirit because the latest custody of his two children has managed to fall to him.
''open dong Raina cake box, I also want to taste a cake made like Medina'', said Deni again with a smile of cute pretentious.
''sorry, I just brought one box.''Madina smiled badly.
I glanced at the irritated man beside Medina and opened the box of cookies and laid it on the table before us, without being told again, the shameless man immediately took one cake in the form of a doughnut-covered chocolate bean and devoured it deliciously.
''ayo, Reyna, taste the cake!''medinah.
I smiled and picked up one cake, always tasting it.
''hmm... yummy mbak, I asked for a WhatsApp number only, because Mama I like donut cake like this, later what can be delivered or how?''ask Deni.
''sent, sir, Madina shut her mouth, maybe she was confused to mention the name of the familiar snob next to us.
''just call me Deni, Ma'am wrote my WhatsApp number here'''Deni gave his phone to Madinah.
'' yes Madina nodded
a few moments later.
''this is my number, if you want to order the cake, wa only. it will be delivered to the house because I have cooperation with Abang interra''oh yes, you are very compatible if I see, I see, medina's mouthful that made this doughnut in my mouth felt stuck in my throat.
''uhuuuukk.
the words of Medina immediately I grabbed the mineral water in the pocket of the suit and waited for him.
''hopefully can realize the words of Madam Madinah, just pray that Reyna will open the door of her heart for me, Deni said while glancing at me.
hah, indeed asking to be beaten up this seems to be, I glanced at the exasperated pale white-faced man like that corpse.
''don't worry Deni, I stared hard at him.
''hahahaha.the two of you are very funny, when viewed from his face anyway, you guys are similar, said the person anyway, similar that means a soul mate,'''Madinah laughed while covering her mouth.
''amit-amit deh fooled with him Mbak mingingan so_''I bit my lips and could not continue the words of the old virgin'pun not appropriate for me who had been raped in rotation and had given birth anyway.
'''I'm welcome, thanks Reyna and Denny.''Madina got up from the chair and left.
''thank you for the donut cake, Ma'am be careful on the road''. Deni waved to Madinah, yes indeed like the familiar, issh....
I took a heavy breath and got up from the chair.
''heyna, don't go yet! I still want to talk to you!''Deni pulled my hand.
this indignation in my heart I could no longer endure, lyricizing my hand from it and landing a punch on its face, as I was about to continue to hit it Deni instead caught my hand.
''heyna, if hitting can keep you from likening me to my friends, just do it! please me as you please but allow me to heal the wounds in your heart, I am indeed guilty, for not being able to help you and let me penetrate through that mistake by marrying you!''deni said with a serious look.
''I'm getting more and more clenched at the senseless words and trying to pull my hand from his grasp, he's really gone crazy!''I hate to the bone marrow!..
seriated