
for a while, the two mothers and the child looked at each other.
"who are you looking for?"tanya Utami, a middle-aged woman who has given birth to a boy named Aris Aulia who has now died, as she reportedly heard although it is unknown where her grave.
Clara aka Aris immediately cried and knelt before the feet of her mother, Utami who did not recognize the only son of her puppet was of course astonishment.
"who are you? and what's up?"asked Utami who pulled the legs back.
Clara was still crouching with tears that kept flowing, her feelings getting more and more untouchable worthy of a woman since her physique changed completely.
"wake up, mbak, don't squat like this! who are you and what are you doing?"utami asked with a graduga in her head.
love aka Aris immediately rose while pressing her tears, she bit her lips, she tried to stop crying in order to speak and acknowledge who she was.
" what are you. his mistress wilan" Utami asked by adding a feeling of tightness in her chest, because her husband did like cheating even though he always managed to fool her.
Clara grinds and immediately hugs Utami, her crying again breaks when she holds the woman who has given birth to her.
there is an ane vibe in the main heart when the woman yes perfect body shape and beautiful face was hugging him, who felt they knew each other and were in close contact, but was tired of trying to remember, not really because of the woman who is now hugging him while crying.
"nya, try ajakin enter first mbaknya. let's chat inside."drink who had just witnessed the scene gives a suggestion...
"yes,, nem, come on in, take a wave! tell me your problem inside!"Utami took off a hug from Clara and took her in and then sat her down on the living room couch.
how to wipe his tears, he was happy when he met the mother but now he was confused to explain who he was while a few years ago he had asked someone to tell him about Aris who had died.
"drink first, after that just tell me what problem you came here." Utami said after inem called for a glass of cold drink for their guests.
love nodded her head then grabbed a glass of drink in front of her then took a sip, she felt a little calm, but her tongue still felt faint to admit everything now.
Utami looked fixedly at the woman who looked worried in front of him, his heart said that he missed the look of the eyes, but his face looked foreign, like recognizing the look of the eyes and very familiar.
"who are you? I feel like I know you but in fact I don't know you....."Utami confused herself with his words.
"mama...."Clara aka Aris looked at the mother, her tears rolled back when she said the first words that came out of her mouth first, when she was just learning to talk.
"ma...Ka....you..a....what...?Utami felt her heart tremble as the woman in front who called out the word in a wet hoarse voice she did not recognize.
Clara aka Aris came down from the sofa and grabbed the hand of the Mama while kissing the knee of the woman he loved the most, Utami was increasingly confused about the attitude of the woman who he thought resembled Aris, his dead son in America and his body can't be repatriated"who are you?"ask Utami again.
clara looked at her mother with tears in her eyes.
"are you Aris? but this is not possible.meaning a man and he died, I have only one son and he has no twin..."utami said as she swept away the tears that suddenly slid on her cheeks.
"right mah, I'm Aris... Your son..."Clara aka Aris hugged the mother and threw out her tears once again on the same shoulder as the mother.
"this is impossible! how can you be a man like this? my son is dead, don't try to cheat!"utami said as she pushed Clara away from her embrace.
"mama..pardon me..pardon your son who changed this nature....I am a sinner.pardon Aris, ma...."Clara was still kneeling before her mother.
Utami held onto his chest, this easy woman's confession before him was indeed absurd, but his heart did feel something different from the look in his eyes. The physical shape of Aris has changed, his nose is made more pointed, his lips are made sexual but his eyeballs, still brown beads that are different in neutral only the appearance of eyelashes that are round wide and pliable.
"what is the evidence that you are Aris, my son?"utami asked with a trembling voice.
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clara sat back on the couch looking for parts of her body that she could show as proof that she was Aris Aulian son of Utami and Wildan. he shook his head in frustration because he could not provide any evidence, he could understand the mother who no longer recognized him because now he had changed 100%.
"why? you can't prove that you're Aris?"ask Utami again.
"my side is indeed after changing 100% ma, it's okay if you can't believe my confession. I hope you can forgive your son's mistakes, I will repent, ma, I will never be able to return to my original physical form."Clara wiped her tears.
for a while the two looked back at each other, Utami believed in the confession of the woman before him because her instincts told her that she was indeed Aris.
"if you're Aris, why... You're doing this, son? why are you being transgender like this? your sins are many, then why do you return to make God angry by denying his nature? it's a big sin, Aris!"Utami said in a high tone.
the film that had been eavesdropping on the talk of his employer holding a chest of surprise, he was indeed a new maid in this house but he knew the story about the employer's son who was admitted to have died. he could only shake his head in shock.
"long story. all the bitterness of life.. made Aris khilaf ma, so do this but now Aris was aware of all the mistakes even though it was too late. God has also given punishment, ma, Aris sick stomach cancer may be. Aris compound will not be long again," said Aris by trying to strengthen himself.
Utami could only hold his chest to hear the story of Aris who had now become the woman.
"after being released from prison, Aris went to America and locked himself away for a year, but bad luck immediately hit when Aris tried to find a fresh breeze, Aris was harassed by two gay men there, and Aris was harassed by two gay men, until finally depressed and decided to be transgender, more or less like that's the story."must continue to tell stories while squeezing fingers.
Utami married tears hearing Aris's story.
"if Aris dies later.... Aris hopes that it can be processed as a man even though this body shape has changed, Aris regrets doing all this mah, ma."Clara aka eyebrows back to prevent tears."Where's ma? Aris wants to apologize to her, after this, Aris will go."
"son, forgive Mama too. who did not support you when imprisoned.so you become like this, if Mama does not come to your papa abroad and still pay attention to you, he said, maybe you won't experience those bad things.I'm sorry Mama Aries,"Utami hugged her only son.
Wildan who since a few minutes ago listened to Utami talk and the young woman who claimed Aris frowned, while staring at the crying scene.
"what stage do you have stomach cancer,aris? we'll accompany you to the cure, you'll be cured, son."Utami took her hug off her son.
"don't know yet, ma. This is just an early diagnosis, thanks to you for recognizing Aris, ma."Clara aka Aris felt very moved.
Wildan who had just stood by the main door now stepped closer to the living room.
"so... This transgender woman is Aris, your useless son, Utami?"wildan's voice rang out loud.His sharp gaze towards Aris aka Clara.
claras immediately got up from the paddy field and immediately knelt at the feet of the father, just as he had done to his mother, although he was sure that his father would not be like his mother who quickly easily forgave him.ya had prepared mentally to face the cruelty of his father because he was already very familiar with the harsh nature of his father.
"excuse me Aris, pa, Aris is sick now pa, Aris's age will not be long." he said while kissing his hands papa.
Wildan pulled his hand from Clara and pushed her roughly.
"don't call me papa, my son Aris is dead!"wildan said harshly.
"pa, don't be so rude with Aris, she's sick. However physical it is now, she's still our child, a child we used to have a joyful presence."Utami approached her husband and tried to give him some understanding.
Wildan stared intently at Clara aka Aris and following the pull of his wife's hand that invited him to sit on the sofa, Utami began to tell the story of Aris that he had actually heard earlier, while Clara, who was the only one who had ever heard, he was still sitting darting on the floor and did not dare to approach while praying with his heart that his father would apologize, after which he would leave.
"pa, we also contributed to the change in Aris' physical form, if we hadn't left him alone in his case, maybe he wouldn't have fallen like this,he is like this because feeling like a man will only make him miserable so that eventually he is caliph, however, he is still our child. forgive him, And we start a new life again with him."Utami persuaded her husband.
"hmmm.I'm sorry, Utami, my heart is not as soft as yours. Aris our son is long dead, so he's not my son."Wildan directed his index spokesperson to Aris aka clara.
"pa, don't do that, please forgive Aris," Utami said as she married her tears.
"can't!"Wildan shook his head with a task, his decision could not be contested anymore.
Clara could have guessed this before, she was a little happy about her mother's welcome.Wildan clenched her hands and got up from the sofa and approached the woman who claimed her son.
"pa, don't be our son!"Utami pulled her husband's arm but Wildan brushed it off.
"taste your own asab and get out of my house!"Wildan dragged Clara to the door and was about to kick her out of the house.
"pardon me, pa.."rave lara resigned because he had no power to defend himself because everything he had done so far was wrong and he was well aware of it.
Wildan pushed Clara aka Aris out of his house violently, the feeling to his father had vanished since Aris smeared his name with pornographic videos that circulated widely to make him have to flee abroad for several years. I thought Aris was dead and not sad to say sorry.
"pa, don't be, it's sick."Utami garden ran to hug clara who had fallen on the hard floor.
"what's wrong, ma'am, I was wrong.."clara tried hard, the important thing is he had dared to sleep and apologize."be careful good self, Aris will go."
"where are you going, son?"utami asked with tears.
"Paris will calm down to the boarding school, Aris will repent ma, Aris kisses the same hand."excuse me aris,ma, for being embarrassed like this."
"son, Mama remains proud of you who have dared to admit all. May your repentance be accepted by the almighty, son. later call mama, yes, inform about the situation, however... you're still the mother's son, Aris,"Utami hugged his son in the woman's form.
Wildan breathed heavily, meaning he was touched as well but his ego made him have to be firm, he immediately pulled Utami and kicked Clara out once again, he dragged his wife in and shut the door hard.
with a gontai step, Clara aka Aris stepped down from the porch of his house and headed to the yard to get out of the yard of his childhood home.
love soon waves a taxi home, he won't return to the aurel house again, the dream of becoming an actor in the household his ex-wife has been buried already,he had only one wish to repent and die peacefully because his mind had now imagined his life after death later.
*****
Irfan who always imagined the face of the car, the, the son of Margaretha began to dare to visit and a pair of cute handsome even though the woman in her 40s always put on a sour look and drove her away indirectly.
"you again, fan?"Margaretha felt her life was not calm because Irfan always came to visit almost every day.
"Hay, good afternoon.I don't bother you, do I? it just happened to pass so stop by, here I have ice cream and snacks for nafal,"Irfan while pushing the package in his hand.
the train breathed heavily, yes so want to move house because no power had to be visited Irfan, even though until now the ex-lover from Carolina did not know who the actual nafak, however, but, he was always afraid of losing his adopted son.
"nafal, no fan, just bring your ice cream again."Margaretha did not want to accept the package from Irfan.
"oh that....
"om irfan's....
not finished the words of Irfan, nafal had already run to him, again Margaretha could only take a heavy breath, so desperate if it had seen the familiarity of both father and son.
Irfan immediately invited Nafal why to sit on the porch chair, while Margaretha folded her hands on her chest while observing the two, it was always so because there was fear in her heart Irfan would bring Nafal to flee, beloved son.
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