
free to close your eyes with this state of turmoil, for a second I could not fall asleep.after tired of crying, this netra did not even escape from the clock on the wall, even,can't wait for the morning to prove the pregnancy allegations of the two doctors.
when the hour hand was pointing to the number 06:00, I rushed to the bathroom.when I urinate, the disposal organ was very painful.is this not a sign of virginity?I'm back on Aris's charge,tega once he dumps me like this, tears immediately plunge freely.
I closed my eyes while soaking in the bathtub, trying to warm the body that was frozen and bathed in tears.This story is too bitter for me to go through, if I am really pregnant....I don't want to imagine the worst.
...****************...
''ilham, what did you do to Aurel?I suspect all this is you!''
''what's mama mean?''
''don't pretend to be you?''
''i don't understand what mama means at all.''
as I was about to step into the kitchen, there was a conversation between mom and sister ilham.what were they talking about?mama didn't accuse Ilham's brother of impregnating me, did she?that's not possible.
sak Ilham is a hero, a brother who is always reliable.at that time I was six years old when papa came home with brother Ilham,said father brother Ilham was the son of his friend who was left by his parents died in an accident and did not have relatives.mama like never liked brother Ilham since long ago, whatever the problem.
'' ma!''my broom on the woman with the eye with Bob's haircut.
''oh dear, oh, oh first absorption! after that we just went to the hospital, ''greet mama
I immediately sat beside my mother, while Ilham's brother immediately moved from his chair with a grim face.he passed with papa who had just arrived in the dining room and joined us.
this morning, we absorbed with a quiet atmosphere, no chattering ripples me again.joking papa and mama's omelet, mama,the problem we were having was really hard.I just ate a piece of Tampa jam bread because my meal was completely absent.
a while later."ayo, we're leaving right now,rel!"my mom took me in the car.
even in the car the atmosphere remained silent, even though we still left the four of us, Ilham's brother who was driving, while his father sat next to him.
thirty minutes later, we were gone in a maternity hospital.My heart started pounding uncharacteristically, this hand was suddenly cold."mother Aurel please come in!"a nurse called my name to enter the doctor's office.
mama got up from her seat and took my hand to go inside.Papa tailed behind us, I thought not to follow in.
because the midwife had also noted the problems I was facing, then the doctor directed me to lie down on the check bed to do an examination with USG.
the virgin started applying my silvery gel, the doctor with the mask covering his face was preparing to emphasize the pregnancy transducer on my stomach, I saw my mom and dad glaring at the monitor screen beside me.
" how about the doctor?is my daughter really pregnant ?"ask me in an impatient tone.
"hmmm.iya, the daughter of the father is pregnant.the baby is 12 weeks old, the fetus is healthy," explained the doctor who made my cry again broke.
"Aurel, don't be like this !"mama tried to calm me.this is in the hospital.don't make a commotion here.the connection with a red face extinguished.hold the shame because my tantrums papa directly out of the doctor's room and leave us.
"excuse me, doctor, for my daughter's behavior, thank you and we said goodbye.mama smiled uncomfortably and then pulled my hand out of the doctor's office.
I'm trying to get my mom's hand on my wrist, but I can't, my mom's hand is stronger than mine.I want to run and drop this into the abyss,let me no longer feel this bitter reality.
"lepasin, Aurel ma," I kept trying to get my mom's hand off my wrist.
"you can't go anywhere, this problem we will solve at home because you know the problem and how to solve it" whispered mama.
mama pushed me into the car, where my father and brother Ilham were. My foster brother drove the car home.
"i don't want to get pregnant!!!. yell me while beating my stomach, while crying.
"try to remember again, maybe you have never done this accidentally, aurel.mama said to him he was not as calm as last night again
papa did not comment now, he just stared intently at me with both hands he folds kedada.while brother Ilham, he looks sad over the disaster, which has overflowing me. His eyes occasionally lead to the rearview mirror and look at me with grief.
"no ma," I never committed adultery with anyone!!!"I screamed again, thought only they were hit, I was more.
mama doesn't talk anymore just sobs I heard in the car.
...****************...
we have arrived at home and immediately sat in the middle room, papa and mama will certainly re-introgate things that I never did this.
"i've never been in a relationship with anyone consciously, anyone can do it when I'm not aware, you think you're the only one who's hit, I'm more!!!"I stood in front of my mom and dad with an unknown face that must have been a flood of tears
"marry your adopted son to Aurel,pa, for I am very sure that the one who impregnated our daughter was the work of this selfless adopted son"mama pointed to Ilham's brother who now looks so shocked at the accusations that I don't believe.
"don't digress you, ma, there's no way Ilham could have done that to Aurel, papa got up from the chair and looked at me angrily.
"why don't you dare marry Ilham to aurel, p?they're just bloodless foster brothers"mama looked at papa, while I felt frozen over the situation.
papa was seen clenching his hands with a red face extinguished, he was very angry at this moment at the words of his mother.
"pa, really in my opinion.if Ilham is the child of your affair.who you bring home, with the bearing of your best friend's son whose parents died in an accident.honestly ..Malik !so you do not dare to marry aurel and Ilham.although the pregnancy of our daughter is not an act of inspiration.mama looked at papa with fiery, he has also mentioned the real name of papa.
I hold my head, this problem is getting more spread, not finding a solution but other problems are coming.
seriate........