Don'T Change My Destiny
4. Chapter 4: The Progress

I didn't expect that Mas Radit's two brothers and sisters would still send that idol into Mas Radit's body.

Earlier while performing the maghrib prayer Mas Radit suddenly muntab blood back again it all makes Dad and I immediately panic.

I immediately called the police station to check on the four men. Dad also demanded back Mas Radit's family.

Now Mas Radit is lying on the bed limply because the blood keeps coming out of Mas Radit's mouth.

"Nay doesn't want Mas Radit to go. Well..." I wipe away my tears that are constantly flowing without command.

"Believe in God Nay, we pray to God that Radit is okay" My father rubbed my furnace gently channeling tranquility.

Mas Radit's plan to go to Puncaj was forced to be removed because it saw the condition of Radit's mass is getting weaker and decreased.

"You know when Dad was first with Radit, he was so cold and quiet in contrast to now being so spoiled for you, Nay," I paused. "If you're still wondering why I forced you to marry Radit so much. The reason is only one, Radit is a man who is able to change the mindset of you who are traumatized by a marriage. When you refused again and again Bayu's proposal at that time I was afraid if you..... Lesbian..." Dad lowered his voice when he said I was Lesbian.

Yes, I used to be very unhappy with marriage ties. 7 years I dated Mas Bayu but finally I still married someone else, Mas Radit..

My trauma arose when I overheard that Mom was leaving me and Dad just because of a richer man. I was afraid that if one day I married Mas Bayu, Mas Bayu would cheat on me and leave me.

"Nay never regretted if Dad forced Nay to marry Mas Radit but Nay felt like he wasn't a wife" I wiped my tears. How sinful I am in my husband's situation like this I still love my ex-lover.

"Because you still love Bayu?

I approached towards Mas Radit hugging this limp and lifeless body.

"Dad will come out. The police found the idol and set it on fire." I just kept quiet when Dad came out and I remained silent not responding.

"Sorry Nay mas... Nay was a fool to be a wife because she still loves Bayu, but Nay promised I would forget that and would love me because God is like Dad said."

I tightened my arms to Mas Radit. Guilt always haunts me when I always realize that I still love Bayu mas and secretly always tell my household problems to Mas Bayu. I knew it was the disgrace of my own family.

"Nay.." That weak voice was able to wake me up right away.

"Yes..."I wiped my tears.

Radit smiled and tried to wake up. I immediately helped Mas Radit.

" I will wait for you to forget your past and I will wait for you to love me. Because I know that the heart will not put love anywhere."

I was stunned when I heard that.

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