Don'T Change My Destiny
44. Chapter 44: Flashback

N A Y P O V

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"Arghhhhkk.." I cried beating the steering wheel. I drive my car without direction.

Intentions want to give a surprise even I was given a surprise by Mas Radit. To be honest, I still don't think, but the photo shows that it's my husband, Mas Radit.

"I hate you... I'm disappointed" I shouted still carrying the car without direction and at high speed.

Really, this time I felt really betrayed even just this time I felt really sad just because of one man. When I was with Bayu I was never this sad even twice I was cheated on by that man.

Citttt........

I stepped on the brakes suddenly when a man was right in front of my car. The man was crouching but his posture I felt familiar. I quickly came out and did not forget to wipe away the trail of my tears first.

"Why not get hit anyway. I want to die, I'm tired of this scenario," he said and raised his face and what is this?

Fauzan's?

Is this a dream? the man who is now in front of me Fauzan but instead of Fauzan is dead even I saw his body put directly into the grave. This is really Fauzan because his feet are on the asphalt even his clothes look like emmm... Sorry like a man hanging.

Bruckkk......

"Fauzan?"

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I looked at the tired looking face of Hermawan and his sister Fauzan, Fatia the face of the girl looked very chaotic.

"Om Hermawan can explain, everything?"

It looks like Hermawan is very upset then slowly the middle-aged man sighed. "First also I did not expect but while being bathed Fauzan hand back to move and Fatia gave the idea that keep this secret. The one buried was not Fauzan but someone else, at first we thought that if Fauzan stayed away from Tiara he would focus on his illness but we were wrong, Fauzan's health only got worse,"

Here I understand enough but do they not realize if they accelerate the death of Fauzan. Fauzan should undergo Trimen and run a healthy lifestyle or Fauzan chemotherapy although it will be difficult to see the tumor is already stage ahkir.

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I looked at Fauzan with annoyance because this man still had time to joke when he was at the lowest point.

"Honestly I also have tap— problem"

"What problem?" his cut made me snort angrily.

"Water pregnant with her son Mas Radit,"

"Bwahahhahahahah." she laughed loudly while looking at her stomach. Crazy bastard, I want to confide in him instead of laughing.

"Fauzan seriously ihhhh.. I'm really frustrated,"

"Hfft... Gini yes. Radit is not typical of people who easily do that with other women let alone she is acute OCD so she will be picky even more Ranti has HIV disease so where might Radit be rich that," fauzan said when his laughter had subsided.

What does acute OCD say? Where possible, all this time Radit mas does not look like that.

"OCDS? I just found out, right now,"

"Hmmm, there was once one of the new secretaries in Radit's company he did not know that Radit OCD was acute. The secretary did not accidentally touch Radit's hand and Radit immediately washed his hands until his hands were red even he also likes his hands using wet tissue, maybe less clean according to him," explained Fauzan made me groan in disbelief.

"But why if Radit's regular to me. Don't you point out that in acute OCD?" my many.

"Maybe you're a special woman according to Radit,"

I let out my breath. "But the photo shows that it was actually Mas Radit Fauzan..."

"You remember that Bayu and Radit's posture is the same? And it certainly wasn't Radit because I myself saw that Radit had never been alone with Ranti,"

Yeah, too. Mas Radit's posture is the same as Bayu's so maybe it's not Radit's mass.

Maybe I should ask Fauzan for help to solve this but seeing Fauzan's condition I don't want to make his condition worse because of mengkirkan household affairs and Mas Radit.

"Relax, I help you,"

**B E R S A M B U N G** . . . . .

Naysilla Handoko:

Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder (OCD) is a type of mental disorder. People with OCD have uncontrollable and repetitive thoughts and urges (obsessions), as well as compulsive (coercive) behaviors. An example of compulsive behavior is washing your hands 7 times after touching something that may be dirty. These thoughts and actions are beyond the control of the person. Although you may not want to think about it or do it, you are powerless to stop it. In other words, OCD can significantly affect the life of the person.