Don'T Change My Destiny
Disregarded

It's not an apology I need but proof of you that I need right now. Or I'll give up this second, too.

*****

After an argument last night Nay really became silent there was no talk with Radit as usual but even so Nay still carry out his duties as a wife, serving the passions of her husband.

Hearing Radit's words last night makes Nay understand his position, Radit says it without coercion and Nay can see it.

His heart was wounded considering how easy Radit said all his sacrifices were nothing more than the existence of Veronika.

May Nay just give up but the existence of Rayen made Nay survive until now.

"Good morning Mommy," as was custom, Rayen hugged Nay tightly and kissed Nay's cheeks gently.

"Dear Morning," replied Nay.

Rayen observes his mother's face seriously and Rayen feels that there is something different in Nay. Since this morning Mommy and Daddy did not rebuke even Rayen did not see the romantic scene that is usually done by his Daddy to the Mommy.

"Mom, are Mommy and Daddy in trouble?" ask Rayen. Although Nay has a spoiled attitude but his mind is enough to digest all the circumstances that occur between Nay and Radit.

Nay rubbed Rayen's nose in a fit of anxiety. "No dear, Mommy's just not feeling well," Nay wasn't completely lying. Nay was indeed a little unwell because his body was too tired for some time at the moment. Facing the one Nay had never faced all this time.

"Is Mommy sick?" Rayen asked, worried.

"No dear, Mommy's just not feeling well" Nay convinces Rayen not to worry too much.

"Mom ....."

Nay put his index finger on Rayen's lips to tell the boy to shut up.

"Mommy's okay, baby,"

******

Nay enjoys the afternoon breeze in his room, Maros red dress in line with the veil of his triangle makes the adam who has a weak faith will be charmed to the beauty possessed by a Naysilla Handoko .

First love.

There's no meaning whatsoever.

Surrender.

Nay closed his eyes as the four words surrounded his brain. Nay wants to do the last word; give up. But Nay loves Radit.

A kiss on Nay's lips made Nay immediately open his eyes quickly. Her husband, Radit smiled sweetly like there was no burden whatsoever.

Nay hasn't responded to anything yet. Silence is what Nay is doing right now.

Radit crouched down in front of Nay, grabbed his wife's hand and kissed her gently.

"Sorry ...." Radit stopped his speech as his tongue felt faint. "Sorry for last night, I was completely out of control. A lot of office problems that get me out of control like last night" Radit said.

Nay simply shook his head in the spot staring at the sky blankly.

His heart is too sore.

With that easy Radit said the word; sorry, even last night her husband was like he felt nothing but lightly.

"Nay," call Radit slowly. Seeing his wife like this made guilt graze his chest.

Again Nay did not budge at all, the beautiful woman just stared straight at the sky. I don't know what makes Nay like this but it's clear his heart is hurt to remember what Radit said last night.

"Nay ....."

Nay leaves Radit, the woman is lazy to argue.

Radit clenched his hands feeling not considered at all by Nay, his intentions were good. He only wanted to apologize to his wife but seeing such a response made him feel humiliated .