Don'T Change My Destiny
S2- Confusing

Perplexes

..."The richest person is the one who receives the division (taqdir) from Allah gladly."((Ali ibn Hussein)...

*****

I don't know what time Nay just got home, it was dark. Nay was too preoccupied with his patients to forget that there were four children at home that he had to take care of as well as his patients.

Perhaps this effect Nay too long contemplated and locked himself from the outside. It took too long for Nay to forget that there was still life to come.

Nay's world is now as dead, no more Radit as it was 5 years ago.

The forehead wrinkled as it looked at the foreign-looking luxury car.

"Assalamualaikum," Nay's greeting entered his father's mansion.

There was no word at all, but Nay vaguely heard a laugh of his children and members of the Nay family.

Nay's footsteps stopped when he saw a stranger in front of him. His face was covered in a mask and sunglasses and another man was wearing a hat.

"Who are you?" tanya Nay pointed at the stranger.

"Nay, it's home." Wendy's voice was heard making Nay immediately avert his eyes.

"Well, Dad, who's dad?" ask Nay.

"Your new assistant" replied Wendy.

Nay looks at his father strangely, why Nay has to wear an assistant when Nay can still do everything himself. But that question is Nay Pendam. He chose to just nod without protest.

"If so Nay go straight up, want to clean up," said Nay then left Wendy with the stranger.

"He was like that lately until like I told you at that time," said Wendy invite the stranger back in.

"Hmm, but I'm not sure if this will work."

"Just do. Just a few days we'll all be preparing everything from start to finish" Wendy said.

"Nay wouldn't suspect?"

"try not to be suspicious,"

"Yes I'm back at the apartment, tomorrow morning I'm here. I say Yes ... Titip the kids and Nay,"

"That's for sure, you're careful too,"

****

"Mommy," Melody's cry made Nay who was daydreaming instantly flinched to hear her.

"What's the matter, baby?"ask Nay.

Melody walked towards Nay. Her tiny legs and hands crawled up onto her mother's bed. Nay helps her beautiful daughter ride.

"Mom, Gavin bang Rayen nyebelin," his sister made Nay chuckle her tired pepper instantly disappeared just like that.

Nay rubbed Melody's long hair gently. "yes, have you slept with Mommy? Invite brother Nada also gih," said Nay.

"sir is asleep" Melody said.

Nay escorts Melody to break her body. This daughter is a little spoiled.

"Pray first, baby,"

*****

Rayen who realized that was busy with his cellphone, Reymond was still serious with a stack of language campuses in several countries and Nada and Melody were busy playing dolls. Nay just accompanies her and watches over her children.

Nada is not his son even Nada is the daughter of a girl who has made everything chaotic, she said, but even so Nay will still take care of Nada because the wrong thing is not his Son but his mother who is like the devil.

This large house feels lonely because the four children who like to make noise are busy with their respective activities.

"Mom, out of his wealth is a guest," Reymond said.

"Then anyway? Kok Mommy doesn't hear anything,"

"yes Mom, seriously there is a Bel voice," said Rayen crimp but his eyes continue to stare at the screen of his phone.

Nay walked towards the front door to see who was coming.

"who's going?" nay asked as she opened the door.

A man stood behind her. From his posture Nay felt familiar, but the mind that had piled up did not want to add more money, the thought he immediately tepis...

'maybe too long,'

"Assalamualaikum, mbak Silla I Aditya his new assistant mbak," simultaneously it's a man who somehow his name twists his body.

Both of Nay's eyes were perfectly rounded when he saw the man's face, Nay's legs squeezing. A dew collects on Nay's eyelids.

This is impossible, it's not possible that this is just a whimper. O God why when I will rise again you attend the same person as him, I believe that in front of me this is not him but someone else. Because I saw for myself as the ground covered the body of her cloth-wrapped leg.

Nay closed his eyes for a moment and opened them slowly. "W-waalaikumsalam, Come on in, today I'm just babysitting,"

Aditya goes inside followed by Nay who is still stunned. If this was a coincidence but why it could be exactly the same, Nay would no longer wish that God would grant his do'a; return Radit to his small family. But if you see Aditya who is similar to Radit what can Nay hope again? No-no Radit remains Radit, surely this is just a coincidence. Or even this is only the eyes of Nay who is troubled to think everything is similar to Radit.

Nay kneaded his temple slowly. His breath was heard, fate was playing a trick on Nay.

Nay's heart says it's Radit but the logic says that it's just not Radit.

What does Nay know?

"Silla's sister is today going to go out?" ask Aditya.

Nay blinked his eyes several times making his tears escape, without puffing up or turning Nay replied.

"No, I just want to rest" said Nay and walked into his room.

Right now maybe Nay needs to calm down, it's not Radit. That word Nay always said in his heart convinced him.

"Mommy cried again," said Reymond who was behind Aditya's body made the man immediately turned his head.

"Not knowing,"

"Mommy cries tofu.. "

*****

"Hiks, hicks .... Wh why? Why even rich gini," isak Nay silenced his face.

He was confused by his heart which always said that it was Radit but the logic that said it was not Radit. Nay is confused, why when Nay wants to rise up to forget everything including Radit God even gave the test again.

Presenting Aditya who is so Radit-like, if Nay can not control himself for sure when he sees the face of Aditya Nay will definitely immediately embrace the body of the man, giving a complaint that Nay happened this week.

Nay's feelings have been too deep for Radit to make the beautiful woman often slumped like this, like the incident five years ago Nay was very bad when Radit told her talak.

Without Nay realizing that someone had been following him, hearing Nay's cry that seemed to be held back because he did not want his four children to hear.

"Just a few more days, please be patient,"