Don'T Change My Destiny
52. Chapter 52: Who is Monika?

N A Y P O V

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I am like the rain that keeps pouring down brings happiness and he is like an umbrella that keeps you from being exposed to my happiness. Sometimes what we think is true is not necessarily true.

The thunderous sounds of lightning intersected with each other and also the sound of the rushing rain was very audible. Tonight the rain is pouring down on Jakarta.

I can only stare at the rain from up here— in my room. Yes, after I was allowed to go home I was a little traumatized by the road so many cars were passing by.

I can only stay at home especially after losing a fetus in my stomach always thought it was a nightmare.

Prihal masalalu mas Radit and who Rayen actually I already know. Mas Radit has a woman he still waits for, her name is Veronika. Not Rayen's real mother but Mas Radit's first love.

Fauzan told me all about Veronika who. A beautiful woman who accompanied Mas Radit from zero to be able to have a big company while I only accompanied Radit mas when I was sick was probably my struggle is nothing more than Veronika's struggle.

"Mommy," that voice that always makes me smile. Slowly I was able to accept Rayen into my little family let alone this kid not having anything wrong.

"Don't run,"

"Mommy I'm big," he whined when my positive attitude came up again. I don't know how much I love Rayen.

Rayen's a good and obedient boy but a little spoiled. I understand why Mas Radit was too focused on Rayen because Fauzan said that Radit loved Rayen more than anything even when Ranti's problem at that time Radit only numbered two because of that time mas Radit is in the process of finding Rayen.

The 10-year-old boy hugged me from behind kissing my cheek gently. "Mom, Daddy said Mommy and Ray were going to visit Daddy's friend's house,"

"Emmm.... Looks like Mommy won't be coming. You and Daddy are gone, "I rubbed Rayen's arm around my neck.

"No, we'll go together" he argued, then pulled my hand toward the balcony.

"Mom, try to stretch Mommy's hand towards the rain," he said extending his hand towards the torrent of rain.

Rayen let his palms get wet, I just followed the boy.

"Mom, I want to be like rainwater I don't want to be like the sky,"

"Why?"

"Because I want to have patience like rainwater. Although the rainwater is always thrown away by the sky and pulled back up without protest,"

I smiled hearing that and then my other hand pulled Rayen closer to me. "Strong smart you are,"

"No pinter Mom... You're the copas of the goggle," his chuckles made me unconsciously chuckle.

I went back to taking care of the little boy if I used to take care of a Radit mas who has a seductive attitude but now I take care of and take care of Rayen—anak from a woman who knows who because Fauzan himself does not recognize him.

What Fauzan is clear is that Rayen's mother was a model, a victim of sexual abuse while she was alone in her home.

"Ray, do you know Aunty Veronika?" ask with Doubt.

"Aunty Vero Ray doesn't recognize him but if Aunty Monika Ray knows him,"

Who else is Monica?

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