
Equally tormented
There is no effort that does not produce results. Keep trying not to be in vain.
*****
"Rabbi najjini wa expert mimma ya malun(a),"
Nay finished his do'a-do'a stanzas, the woman who still wears her face staring at the picture frame she had just saved again after a few years back she hid the wound she had once tainted. A wry smile was imprinted on her beautiful face, the photo of her and her ex-husband errant on a fhotoshot. Happiness flowed as it was seen from her extremely happy face. But happiness is lost only in finger-picks.
"Mom, they're evil. They often torture Daddy and will stop if Daddy has fainted or is in pain. Mom, Daddy gave me a ring to get out of that old shack, that's all Daddy had. Daddy did not want to tell Om Fauzan at that time because Daddy did not want Om Fauzan also involved with them, Daddy tried to run away but just now Daddy's not far from the old shack Daddy's been in pain. Mom, Ray's scared of Daddy why, Ray's afraid they're taking it all out on Daddy again, Ray loves Daddy, Ray doesn't want to lose Daddy,"
Nay wiped his tears, remembering that Ray was crying when he cried while crying as hard as he could, his son was just like Reymond had an inner pressure that made Rayen somewhat less familiar.
"Nay misses me, Nay misses me but Nay doesn't know what to do? Now Nay must what mas, Nay confused, sorry Nay ya mas," said Nay with a soft look his eyes are still fixed to the picture frame.
"I miss you, Nay,"
Nay gasped as his ears faintly heard that, the beautiful woman ran towards the balcony looking for the origin of the sound. His body just broke when he found no one.
While on the other hand in a different place at the same time, Radit-man was lamenting his endless fate.
"I miss you Nay," Radit wailed involuntarily as his tears gushed from both of his eyes.
Radit closed his eyes tightly not to forget he exhaled his breath slowly because his chest felt tight since earlier.
When is this all over? When will Radit be free? Is Radit not coming out of this old shack?
******
"It is not patience if it still has a limit, and it is not sincerity if it still feels pain."
"Gavin naughty!" melody shouted loudly from the direction of her room.
Reymond smiled briefly then walked towards Rayen's room. Although Reymond was quiet, the boy had a high level of mischief, Melody said.
His tiny hand opened the door knob slowly, as it opened Reymond's eyes and saw his brother sitting staring out.
Nay who had just come to bring breakfast for his children immediately smiled happily, Reymond gradually changed.
"Rey-" Nay's voice seemed choked when he saw Rayen crying while looking down occasionally staring back outwards.
"Mom" she looked at her mother's face.
Reymond nodded.
"Love this to brother, force him to eat," said Nay offering breakfast to Rayen.
Reymond picked it up without a sound, he nodded then walked away from Nay.
"I-ni from Mommy," said Reymond Kaku, a 4-year-old boy who condenses a well-established breakfast to Rayen.
"Rayen rubbed his tears violently, his head turned to look at Nay who was still standing on the doorstep. Nay nodded slowly as if understanding from Rayen's gaze.
"Still," said Rayen received a steady hand from Reymond.
"What's Rayen doing?" reymond asked, the boy sat his body beside Rayen.
Nay steps back and leaves his first child's room and lets Reymond chat with Rayen, maybe the two children need time to interact.
"I miss Daddy, I'm afraid Daddy is okay," Rayen softly fed his mouth bread.
"Say Mommy don't think negatively if something we haven't confirmed,"
******
"mrs,"
Nay twisted his body when he felt called, bi Sri propped a yellowed white shirt.
"this what's bi?" nay asked, turning the shirt over.
"No idea, I found it in the storehouse like it belonged to Mr. Radit because there was an initial 'R' on the stamp of the shirt," said bi sri.
True also this belongs to Radit but why is there in the storehouse ?
Nay squinted his eyes, in this coat was a patch of dried blood.
"Yes, this bi has Radit mas,"
"If that's what I'm sorry," said bi Sri leaving Nay who was still amazed.
Ah yes, Nay remembers this is the shirt Radit wore before they argued. But why is there a storehouse?