Don'T Change My Destiny
S2-The world is not fair & Custody
The world is not fair and safe.
"The world is like a shadow. If you try to catch him, he'll run. But if you turn her back, she has no choice but to follow you." (Ibn Qayyim Al Jauziyyah)
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Every living being will return to the creator, God will take his own back in a different way.
Man is made of earth and will return to the ground when the angel sent by God has picked us up and brought us. The world is only temporary but the hereafter is eternal.
We are all in this world as if we were visiting before we actually went back to our home; the Hereafter is eternal.
The soul, death, and sustenance are arranged by God. No one can guess these three words but Allah.
The highest point of loving is letting go, right? But if until now the word 'let go''' is what makes someone slumped what can?
God does not forbid to be sad when our loved ones have returned to God but God forbid us to be too late in sadness.
Now, a breeze comes into the window. Five years ago, he felt it again. His sadness was always dominating at this moment.
Sometimes we just need to say something, but what is enough with words?
Answer; No.
Nay, looking up at the star-studded sky, tonight Nay still felt a great sadness. Can Nay hope that there is a miracle that God took away his Radit?
Even though that hope will cause disappointment, again. But Nay still wants to hope. I hope the miracle comes. But what it will be after Nay sees a mound of dirt covering Radit's body and a gravestone inscribed with Radit's name that makes Nay still not believe.
The world is not fair. Why, when I feel happiness for a moment instead directly taken in an instant.- Inner Nay.
Her tears kept coming down. The strands of Nay's long-haired son made the beautiful woman immediately get rid of it with her plump fingers.
"Mom," Melody's voice made Nay immediately wipe away her tears and justify her seat.
Melody went into her mother's room which looked dark only the moonlight that illuminated the strains of Judika-Takay Bersama's song sounded loud in this room.
"Mom, Mel misses Mommy. Mommy still hurts, huh? It's been a week that you Mommy in the room never came out" said Melody hugging her mother's body.
Melody's adult side came out if she saw her mother like this, slumped.
"Mommy just doesn't want to" said Nay staring outwards but his hand rubbed Melody's tiny back.
"Mommy knows, Daddy never came to Mel's dream, bad Daddy told Mel still miss Daddy," said Melody.
Mommy is just as dear. Mommy misses your Daddy.
Nay looked unmoved, his long pajamas slowly guiding Melody to sleep with him.
"Mel, accompany Mommy?"
Melody nodded quickly indeed that was the purpose of her coming here, accompanying her Mommy to sleep.
"Look, baby,"
Slowly both his eyes closed as well as Melody. The two fell asleep hugging each other.
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'The man named Reka Mahendra was arrested on charges of persecution.'
'The body was found in one of Jakarta's famous apartments and it was thought to have hanged itself due to depression. '
Nay threw the newspaper he had just read. Nay knew the body was Veronika. After the incident at the Veronika hospital there was no news anymore and now the news is very stirring cyberspace. Veronika hanged herself from depression.
The woman walked out of her house intending to walk around her house. He felt bored for a long time in the house, but when Nay opened the fence of his house he was shocked to see an 8-year-old girl fall asleep with a hug.
"Who is he" murmured Nay.
"Hi, who are you? Why is it here?" tanya Nay rubbed the girl's back. After he squatted.
The girl looked up at Nay. "Cold aunt," The girl's body looked shivering.
Nay immediately took off his jacket wearing it in the body of a child who did not know whose name.
"You who? Why is it at aunt's?" ask Nay.
"Na-Ma a-ku Tone aunty, I have been here three days, yesterday om the same security guard opah-opah already ngusir me but back again because I do not know where else to go, My grandmother dumped me here after Mama left" Nada said, handing Nay a paper.
Nay received the paper. "This what? Who is your mother?"
"That's a letter from Mama, Auntie .... Open aja. Mama I'm nam-"
"Nay, what are you doing outside of gini?" prita just came in with Reymond.
"Mom, let's go in" asked Reymond.
Nay nodded with his son. "Let's go in first."
Prita and Reymond looked at Nay with questionable gazes but the one who was stared at smiled instead.
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...For you, Naysilla Handoko. ...
...I apologize profusely for destroying your household, I also took part in torturing and confining Radit and Rayen. ...
...Nay, I want to ask you a favor, please take care of Nada. My boy. ...
...Once again I'm sorry for you Nay, because me, you and Radit became like this. I admit I was wrong about all this. But please take care and nurture Nada like your own son. ...
...Ever since she was a baby I didn't take care of her, I've always abandoned that child. I tipped Tone with you, one thing you should know one of the Kidney Tones I sold. ...
...Signed; Veronika. ...
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Nay looked pityfully at Nada, the girl was very beautiful and cute. Very similar to Veronica.
Why should Nay? Why not someone else?honestly Nay is still there angry with Veronika. But what can Nay do to an innocent child and know nothing like tone?