
"Now you're asleep, don't fight,"
Me and Tiara just chuckled. The three of us were lying on the bed with Mother's arms cushioned.
For a moment I forgot about Dad and Mas Radit because of my togetherness with Tiara and Mommy.
"Bun, I'm not yet the name of Mommy," I said..
"Mother's name is Prita,"
"Now I want the reason Mother left me and Dad," Mother immediately fell silent and Tiara was not heard maybe the child was asleep.
"You know brain cancer is malignant?" I'm nodding. I know besides blood cancer it's brain cancer that's more malignant.
"First when Mother tested positive for pregnancy Tiara Bunda was also sentenced to advanced brain cancer. Mommy left Dad because at that time Dad and Mommy's finances were bad. Mommy does not want to bother Dad until Mommy chooses to leave you Maman heavy but Mommy must do it Mother does not want to make your mother's life depend directly on your Father's family," Mother kissed my head tenderly.
"But why didn't Mommy take Nay away?" I puffed my head to look at Mother's shady face.
"Mother doesn't want you to live hard,"
"But Mommy makes life difficult Tiara," I put my face in Mother's arms. My longing has not been all channeled to Mother.
"Don't talk about it anymore, now you're sleeping, yeah" I just nodded and started to close my eyes.
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"Just one more week you're gonna have to get out of here, anyway,"
"Please give me some time,"
"I've given you time but you guys have turned around,"
"I beg you for today only,"
"Okey after that you have to put your feet up,"
Sayup-sayup I heard the conversation though not too clear but I heard that it was the voice of Mother and Tiara and one more person whether it was a man or a woman.
Trings....
The sound of my cellphone notification made me immediately pick it up as if I had forgotten about the conversation earlier.
My Father: Nay, you go home now! There's a client from America who wants to meet you.
"Ish, Dad when I still want to be with Mommy and Tiara." my sizzle.
"Why baby?" mother's voice made me look straight at her.
"No pa-pa Bun... Just the same with Dad," my fight to Mother. Mother's water immediately turned sour but seconds later changed again.
"Well, we'll take care of it sometime when we can meet again if God does us," I looked up to hear the word but I immediately controlled myself because I thought it was just a joke.
"Yes Bun, Nay said goodbye," I grabbed my bag and kissed Mother's hand.
"Guilipinam,"
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I came out of the meeting room. I've been listening to meeting materials from clients for four hours. Honestly I don't understand but I just agree to continue whatever is said by the Client.
I didn't go straight home but I went straight to the hospital because today there is a schedule I can't be replaced when I was very tired today.
Arriving at the hospital I was immediately presented with several patients who queued to do chemotherapy or
just checking.
"Suster Tiara Handoko resigned?"
I slowed my steps when I heard some of my fellow sisters mention the name of Tiara, my sister.
"Dad, he said he wanted to move to a remote town but I didn't know where, either,"
"Yahhhhhhhhhh.. Honey, even though Sister Tiara's performance is very good,"
My body suddenly stiffened while listening to that when I and Tiara and Mommy had just met.
Tringg...
I immediately opened my phone when I heard my phone ring.
0836382xxxx: There is no more beautiful day than our togetherness yesterday full of jokes and laughter but in fact God does not predestine us not together. Father or God forbid us to be happy and united. Sorry Mbak this is sudden but this is the decision of Mother.
0836382xxxx: We were only given two choices. First stay away and go as far away as possible or we really will never see mbak again.
I dropped my body weight in the waiting chair. I didn't expect the meeting to be so short but beautiful. I know this is all Dad because who else doesn't like me to meet Mother.
"Dad why so bad..."
Tringg...
The next notification I thought was from Tiara but I was wrong it wasn't from my sister it was from Dad.
My Father: Never hate Dad. I did this because I didn't want to lose you.
Me: Dad did not lose me but I lost my sister and Mother.
My Father: What do you mean?
I turned off my phone and put it on my doctor's coat.
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Note: “No one wants to be selfish in this world just that that person does not want his loved one to get hurt or lose that person,”
Leave an okey trail.