
What exactly are you? What's wrong with you? My heart is always restless thinking of you who have no news, your sons are grown he misses you.
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"Reymond why?" ask Nay to panic. Reymond is currently being examined by a doctor. The boy's body was so hot that Reymond was still not awake.
Fauzan could not tell the truth, Nay could panic and would immediately act without thinking about his own life.
Tiara who had been informed by Fauzan, earlier. He just kept quiet. He was worried about Reymond's condition which was very attention-grabbing.
"Fauzan! Answer, Reymond why? Why is he rich?" nay pushes Fauzan's body to ask for an explanation.
"I don't know, Reymond had passed out like this when I came in" Fauzan lied. Better lie for Nay's good. Her thought.
"O Allah why is everything like this" Nay's body crumbled down, why should his son not be the only one to experience all this. If it's like this Nay really feels like she's not a mother..
"I'm sorry, I want to speak seriously" the doctor said, just out of Nay's room.
Nay immediately stood up to follow the doctor as well as Tiara and Fauzan.
Nay clenched his hand, if Nay hadn't yelled at Reymond, it wouldn't have been like this. Reymond won't be sick again.
"Young master has Hyperarousal" the doctor said.
Fauzan, Tiara and Nay turned to look at the doctor named Reza. Doctor Reza is a doctor of the Handoko family, has been hereditary Reza family working in the Handoko family.
"meaning?" ask Nay.
"Doctor Silla must know about Post traumatic stress disorder or better known PTSD. Hyperarousal is also a kind of PTSD.
"Can it be healed?" asked Fauzan representing Nay, the woman was still crying so hard. Nay still thought that causing Reymond like this was him.
"There can, however, be certain endorsements from people who are truly dear or influential young masters in the life of young masters, such as ......."
"Dad-dy,"
Kontan all turned to Reymond. Reymond's eyes were still closed, but his tiny lips continued to gush Daddy.
"Sorry, you haven't finished the talk" Fauzan said, breaking the silence.
"Yes, I mean the influential person for the young master is his Daddy" Dr. Reza said.
Nay wiped his tears and drew closer to Reymond, sitting his body in a bed to get close to his son. Nay's outstretched hand rubbed Reymond's black mane.
"Why should he be the one with the influence in your life Rey?" ask Nay. For whatever sake anyone who hears it his heart will be sliced.
Nay felt it was always wrong to be a mother if Reymond was like this.
As a fellow mother Tiara cried.
Nay is not wrong, Radit is not wrong then who should blame?
The answer is, nothing.
Yes, the answer does not exist because this is not any mistake. This is the hand line of God destined for Nay and Radit's life before heading for happiness. Might as well.