Dusk Above the Horizon
From the beginning I knew it
hearing a question from his sister, Cakra did not reply to the woman's words at all he chose to stare at dusk for some time as if to say to the girl at the other end carefully with your words.
dusk did not budge he knew what was in Cakra's mind, allowing himself to be looked upon as if he had mispronounced his nabil.
"don't look at twilight like that she's not the criterion of women who like to complain, but as a sister I have a great feeling about your current behavior, Cakra"
Nabila immediately spoke while continuing to settle toward Cakra for some time.
"we are together more than 35 years, I am even older than you are 2 years, you think you do not know what your character is and also your way of thinking? don't forget than you brother more enjoy salty salt and sweet sugar in life"
after saying that Nabila immediately threw away his gaze, he chose to stare towards the twilight for some time.
"if you can't respect your sister as a woman, appreciate twilight as a woman because she was born to a mother who is also a woman like our mother"
When he spoke pressing down one by one, his eyeballs stared pityingly at dusk, as if millions of suspicions were imprinted within him.
not for a moment he knew Cakra, when Cakra was born he was clearly already on the face of this earth, even when Cakra started learning to walk he was the first to laugh happily seeing it, he said, when Cakra memorized the letters 1 2 and 3, although his mother was the first to teach him the letter, but he clearly knew first of Cakra and helped teach it.
Even whatever the chakra did he was the one who first taught, he also knew when Cakra spoke honestly and also when his sister lied.
the man can never lie to himself even though the world is collapsing and its contents, Cakra's eyeballs cannot deceive him, if Cakra's marriage and twilight are clearly not published on the basis of love.
his first suspicion comes when the man brings twilight, he knows how Cakra loves a girl, his hands will never let go of his grasp on the girl he loves to the end, he said, but Cakra never touched a single twilight finger when they first came home.
he therefore took the twilight up into their room without saying much after his mother cursed the poor girl.
Nabila spoke quickly then grabbed her twilight hand, letting herself lead the girl down.
"Bring your wife away together to mom and dad's house, I'll go first to pick up the kids"
Cakra did not flinch from hearing her brother's words, staring at the backs of the two people for some time, she finally threw away her gaze, choosing to go up to their room without letting out the slightest sound.
in the end even though he tried to lie, there would be people who knew by his lies, he was Cakra, a man who had a hard time gleaming his tongue or lying to others since he was a child.
*****
You know brother?!.
I think longing is the hardest thing in my life,
apparently forgetting is the most stifling thing on my chest,
and accepting is another thing that hurts my heart.
do you know what? if I collect my tears that fall, the bathtub in this house will not be able to hold many of those tears.
give me time to set my heart, forget about the person who has been with me 23 years obviously will not be easy, we go through a lot of times both like and sorrow, difficult or complicated, he said, happy or happy even we sometimes pass through extraordinary times that deserve passed by a couple until the marriage, to the level of marriage, making a dream in a future journal and hoping to age together to die in old age, then how could a girl who has not been a week with me be able to defeat the beautiful position?.