Dusk Above the Horizon
It's impossible to go back backwards
On the other side again.
"Titip take it to be placed in the room Dusk and Cakra"
Rudi handed over the fan to April, choosing to hand it over quite far from home, since the beginning did not really stop by, afraid of the mother and father saw her face clearly, and the father saw her face clearly, this morning just so came he had to wear a mask so that the mother and father do not really recognize him.
"wouldn't you stop by and talk to your mom and dad once in a while?"
the girl asked while wailing in her brother's eyeballs, a trace of longing was seen behind the beautiful eyeball, stored in hope and hope that her brother would come home, meeting their parents to let go of long-standing longings.
he did not dare to count how many years the man disappeared, after the incident that day the mother drove Rudi away and did not want the man to go home.
when in fact angry mother, tell me which mother really wants to expel her child, Mak still hopes her brother Rudi home, Rudi home, prostrate while apologizing at the feet of the mother and said that she would not repeat the same sinful thing in which the man's relationship and twilight would not be possible.
but instead of his brother coming home, the man chose to disappear.
"sister wants to go to the city, pursue a dream that is delayed, who knows later success there and can make you all happy"
the line of sentences was conveyed to Rudi, even trying to convince April that he was okay.
"what kind of work in the capital?"
*Gunawan group company"
"Office boy is it?"
"Initially yes, he is now the secretary of his first son"
And April can only be quiet and resigned.
her brother's job is quite noble and also not ugly very, every month can send money to them, can make April school, April school, and so on, help-buy the needs of the house also buy the father's medicine when the father is sick.
if the father and mother ask where the money is from, April always says her money from the work of food orders, enough to make the family suspicious, April, because 2 million per month is not a small amount for Mak and father especially Dusk, compared to the work of washing workers and cleaning all the houses that are only on the salary of 800 thousand a month without holidays.
April did not use all the money given by Rudi, the man said, if it could be able to save how much for the urgent need of the father if there is anything.
you have to routinely go to the doctor and redeem the drug every 2x a month, that's not cheap, because the cost of BPJS 1 family is quite suffocating the bag, in the end choose not to join BPJS, also go awry, so hard people get confused.
participate also keep choking bag, his name is also sick, not even all diseases in the same responsibility of BPJS, but not all diseases, so it can not just come from the list without proper calculation and budget calculations.
"Sister can't do it hmmm, go home and go inside"
Rudi said quickly.
"Mr and father miss brother".
april's eyeballs glazed over, staring at Rudi with a million wishes.
"But my brother can't go back"
Answer the man slowly.
"Why? of course you can, if you want to stay home and apologize, sis dusk is also married"
April shook her head not understanding Rudi's words.
"So far, it's impossible for you to back off again"
The girl did not understand.
"One day you will understand, take good care of your mother and father, if one day you leave, promise to make your mother and father happy"
"Nobody's like a man ready to die"
Suddenly April's cry broke out, still not understanding her brother Rudi's words.
Instead of answering, Rudi gently touched April's face, stroking the chubby cheek while developing her smile.
So far, of course, I have no choice but to retreat.
He's ingrained.
He was in the head of someone's speech in the past.
"Capture everything they've ever taken from us, let them know how Mak felt then"