Dusk Above the Horizon
He missed the moon

As soon as Dusk climbed into his car can be seen Nabila was quite worried about leaving Dusk on Rudi, I don't know maybe just his feelings but for Nabila the way Rudi looked at Dusk was too different.

"Be careful on the road, remember that you need something to call your sister"

Nabila spoke quickly towards the twilight as her eyeballs stared into the face of the girl before her, then she glanced at Rudi for some time.

"take the car do not have to speed and again please take good care of Dusk, she's your mistress then act politely as you treat me and Cakra"

the woman tried to commemorate Rudi, reminding the man not to do anything beyond his capacity.

the man simply nodded his head without making any sound at all.

"after driving dusk straight to the company to pick up the files to be delivered to Cakra, I calculated the time well not to be late"

then she closed the door where dusk sat at this time, she let dusk sit at the back not allow at all the girl sat beside Rudi.

as soon as the door closed, Dusk lowered his car glass and then waved his hand at the woman.

"I'm going home, sis, assalamualaikum"

"waalaikumsalam"

and as soon as the word waalaikumsalam was spoken by Nabila, the car slowly began to speed away from the residence of the lord Gunawan and mistress Niar.

no conversation at all had occurred between Rudi and the twilight of such a long time, as if they were past in each other's thoughts.

in the end, Rudi made his voice.

"did he treat you well?"

the line of questioning slid from the man's lips, he peered from the middle mirror of the car he was carrying, noticing the occasional Dusk's face from there.

hearing the question from the man in front of him immediately made dusk turn to the front.

"for more than 3 years my brother did not come home, I often said he missed my brother"

Instead of answering the question that Rudi launched on him, twilight prefers to talk about other things.

hearing the speech from the twilight Rudi was silent for a moment, his eyeballs focused on looking forward as his palm grasped the steering wheel of the car in front of him.

"i don't think you miss me"

the man replied slowly.

hearing what was said by Rudi for a moment to make dusk throw his gaze, he chose to look towards the right side of the car glass, leaning his head on the car door while his index finger painted something there.

The girl was silent in no way to speak, letting her thoughts wander for a moment out of nowhere.

"there are no parents who do not love their children, even angry mother with brother, mother often cry because she misses Brother"

again silence occurred, Rudi chose to continue his car, occasionally he stared at the morning sun that began to hit the windshield of his front car, a sense of warmth spread on the cheeks and part of his body.

"but even though she misses me, she still hates me, right? mom still considers what I did in the past as a fatal mistake in our family"

"Everything is not entirely wrong Brother, from the beginning of the wrong Dusk, put his heart and give way"

Dusk softly, still letting his fingers paint on the window glass, forming a heart and writing the word I love you there.

Still remembering how the past goes, she loves Rudi, the man who is her own older brother, and, forgetting that her mother held out her hand since childhood to take care of Dusk and April sincerely after her birth mother died after giving birth to Aprilia.

The old woman pairs him up, April and Rudi become 3 siblings in a marriage bond with the twilight biological father.

You never consider Rudi as a connected child, and you never consider dusk and April as a child.

for both of their parents, dusk, April and Rudi 3 brothers are inseparable, their brother and sister despite being born from different people.

she and April suckled from the old woman first, so how could she hope to marry Rudi who was her half-brother? that even Rudi's mother had become his second wife after his mother died from his father.

Her love is too naive, forcing something inappropriate to happen.

When Rudi gave up Dusk was still pushy, when Dusk gave in at last Rudi asked, the anger of mother was too become-so, for the mother of the fire did not burn without her smoke, for there was no smoke, Rudi is the main problem because of that mother decided to throw Rudi from their lives, releasing her biological children for the sake of children who are not her biological children.

"I'm sorry, bang"

Dusk spoke as he shed his tears, he held his sobs back there, hoping that Rudi would not see tears in his eyes.

Does he still love that man?.

Still am.

even if one were to ask how big, he did not dare to measure his width, if one were to ask how deep, he was not strong at his grasp.

"Truly forgive me"

His birthday again while continuing to break his tears, he did not hold back longing, eager to hug Rudi since the first time they met, 3 years is not a moment to part without news, without news, seeing her loved ones working for her contract husband imagine how broken her twilight heart would be.

First saw Rudi from the top of the stairs wanted him to scream hysterically, running around hugging the man yesterday, but as soon as he saw Nabila's brother he was sculpting and freezing, he said, Letting the heart not rebel even though it longs to be.

Even now it wants to re-hug, but one watchful warning from its sane mind goes on and works.

You already have a twilight husband, Istighfar as much.

Then how did he hold back his heart that was not okay? he could only say sorry over and over again and wish that everything was a dream.

Rudi tried not to cry, grasping tightly the steering wheel of his car while trying to stare at the focus ahead, do not be asked how his heart feels at this time, he was injured, broken but strangely not bleeding at all.

The person he loves has owned people, put distance in making them unable to let go of each other's longing.

he wanted to say how much he had missed Dusk for all these years but his tongue was too faint to be able to say it.

"If only I and Cakra were divorced, could we still be together?"

Suddenly a line of questions came out of the tiny lips of Dusk.

Rudi did not flinch, looking silent while tightening his grip on the steering wheel of his car.