Dusk Above the Horizon
First love that is hard to forget
once the dawn prayer has been performed, he hears the voice of the preacher on the pulpit, very coincidentally discussed when the Prophet Muhammad SawTak Can Move On from his First Love.
Is this so coincidental?! Wallahu nature, Allah SWT knows everything.
Someone who has a past, there are three kinds.
First, there are people who throw it away without picking it back up. That is, the memories of the past he had thrown away and never remembered them again.
Second, there are people who take him to the end of his life. Maybe this is for people who are able to maintain their attitude even though their past memories continue to be remembered, even though he has lived with others. Amazingly, he was strong enough to hold back his memories stored in his heart, so that even to death his partner did not know that he remembered about his past, because indeed he was agile to bring his past by maintaining an attitude, he said, whether in front of his partner or not.
Third, there are people who are not able to throw away and bring their past. This kind of person cannot erase his past so it always remembers and affects his attitude. Although he already has a new partner (married), there is still an attitude that seems and until his new partner even knows that he still remembers his past.
Well, what if it's like this? It depends on the new partner, if he understands it is impossible to be jealous, even if he really understands that his partner needs people who have been present in his past, he said, he will deliver to the person who became his past. It's great that anyone understands this deeply.
But the lie if the new partner will not be jealous, Aisyah alone is jealous of Khadijah, let alone us ordinary humans.
“Imam Ahmad and Thabrani narrated from Masruq of Aisyah. Aisha said: The Prophet hardly went out of the house except to mention Khadijah and praise him. I was jealous, and said to her: Is she not just an old woman who has been replaced by God for the better?. He was also angry. Then he said: by Allah, Allah does not replace it with a better one. He believed when the people were still kufr. He trusted me when others belied me. He helped me when people were blocking me. Allah has given the sustenance of the child through him and not through another.”
it was a line of words from the contents of the lecture they had heard since earlier.
First love that is hard to forget?!.
Do not know why Dusk and Cakra are silent in their respective places, wandering in their respective minds.
Not Dusk remembers Jelita, but she remembers her Abang Rudi as her first love and Cakra is clear with her memories.
long enough Cakra looking for Dusk until finally his eyeball caught the figure of his wife.
the man immediately moved quickly to approach the girl without walking without making his voice at the other end.
"do you want to sit down or go straight home?"
Cakra gently patted the shoulder of twilight, asking the girl before him while staring in the twilight eyeball for some time.
"which one you think is best I'm following"
the girl replied while developing her smile.
The silent chakras momentarily did not reply at all, as if thinking what the best decision could be taken for them.
long enough he weighed until finally the man's palm suddenly stretched out toward dusk, he waited for the girl to give back his palm.
dusk did not budge, staring at Cakra then gazing towards the palm of the hand firmly in front of him.
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note \= Hadist above from various sources, if there are differences of opinion from various sources please in the right and read in the comments for further information that is much more understanding.