
The main house of the Gunawan family
Special rooms Cakra and Dusk
The man looked agitated since then, trying to breathe repeatedly, choosing to pull over on the terrace of the room, Maraih his cigarette and began to ignite the fire into his cigarette.
after the flame ignited Cakra was seen starting to sip his cigarette slowly, he did not let out his voice at all, choosing to stare at the millions of stars above the sky among his dense night sky.
occasionally the man massaged his head which suddenly hurt, do not know why but it feels like his head suddenly throbbing since then.
did not expect that the plan would be like this, but he never thought that his family would interfere in his marriage affairs so far.
maybe he who is less come to make wedding planning and also the wedding charade with twilight, twilight, he forgot there were difficult people to deal with at home whose reality he could not manage but rather the people at home who arranged in his house.
getting a wedding reception was definitely not a wise choice, he knew this would further complicate his situation, Cakra repeatedly smoked his cigarette, then exhaled it towards the top.
in the room there dusk seemed to turn his body around until he turned to look towards the glass window on his left side at the end there, he could see Cakra standing on the edge of the terrace room on the 3rd floor, busy spending his cigarettes while staring at the sky decorated by millions of stars.
the girl did not let out her voice at all just staring at the back of Cakra who sometimes slightly turned towards her but did not look at her at all.
the girl's thoughts are now also divided, her desire to complete all agreements between them probably will not go quickly according to what she expected, let alone be able to give birth to a prosperous child touched by the man he has not.
let alone being able to divorce now even busy preparing a wedding reception party ngunduh mantu.
dusk thought where would their current relationship take them? but the dream is, after his father is healthy and his sister finishes high school next year, he might leave everything after their divorce later, he said, bring in the paid money given by Cakra and start their lives in different places.
he no longer chooses to return to his hometown or even settle in Jakarta, the biggest possibility is that he will return to a different city where his mother was born and buried today.
He wants to go back to where his parents came from.
it was just part of his dream since he was a child, buying a house where his mother was born, maybe opening a small business there or even opening a farm.
he only has simple ideals that are clearly not excessive or even grandiose, he wants a quiet life that can bring him to the one new life he hopes.
for a moment the girl closed her eyeballs for some time, her memory goes back to the time she was at the clothing boutique where Nabila and the man were.
******
Flashbacks
Back to the time.
a few hours before returning to the Cakra residence.
"Finally I can say hello here"
Rudi standing right behind Dusk, the girl sat on the left side of the restaurant facing the wind, right on the terrace or veranda that penetrates the city snacks, and the, the man stood his back to the position of Dusk,. Grabbing his cigarette and starting to ignite the fire into the cigarette that was on the edge of his lips.
"Let me speak Ufuk Dusk, don't let Nabila think you're trying to tempt me and surpass your limits as Gunawan's daughter-in-law"
when Dusk wants to talk back and say hello, Rudi immediately interrupts, not wanting people to think if Dusk knows him well.
"Mr isn't okay?"
The man asked, did not expect Dusk to answer his question, saw Dusk was here he already knew the answer.
Brother Dusk get married tomorrow, don't you want to go home for a moment to meet him?!.
I know Mak doesn't approve of your relationship, although no matter what your older brother and sister may not be together.
It was a message from her sister, the twilight sister, April.
Their relationship was too complicated, therefore choosing to leave home, leaving Dusk and April in a still gaping wound.
"I'm sorry I couldn't make you happy to this day"
Rudi spoke again, trying to raise his head, holding back tears in his eyes so as not to spill.
he returned to smoking his cigarette vigorously, enduring the pain that words could not express.
Her first love had belonged to the man she called master.
Dusk tightened his grasp, his heart trembled and ached, he wanted to cry as he lowered his head, but he was Dusk where it was possible to cry because his tears had dried up since he was in High School.
"sorry"
It was the only sentence that could be said to Rudi, his eyeballs were glazed, but he endured all tastes.
"Are you happy during your life without a sister?"
When Rudi asked that, Dusk chose to hold his sobs.
*****
Back to the present.
Tears of Dusk instantly spilled, he turned his body, throwing his gaze away from the Cakra.
Are you happy during your life without a sister?!.
How do I explain it?!.
Am I happy?!.
If reborn into this world, I pray and hope we are not connected in the same story, trapped in a bond of brotherhood that never really existed, so that I can tell the world how much I love you, brother, I love you more than the world and its content.
Dusk closed her eyeballs, letting tears drench the entire surface of her pretty face.
Memories of past memories hit him.
"You're nuts....Rudi... leave this house and never come back"
"Makkk"
Dusk cries hysterically, trying to grab the hand of the woman who took care of him since infancy.
"You're in your room right now"