Dusk Above the Horizon
It can't be together

not knowing how long the silence had been between them, no one had spoken a single word since, the twilight speech became a new thread trying to erode the distance between them.

although dusk spoke like that and made Rudi's heart tremble to hear him, but the man finally said.

"I do love you Twilight, even if you ask me how much I love you, I can't measure it at all like measuring the streets or even the oceans, compared to the magnitude of your love for me my love for you is much greater and immeasurable but I try to suppress my entire system of sane reason to not love you too deeply"

Rudi said softly, enduring the pain within him.

"youknow? no matter how hard we run to get to the finish line even though we've seen it at the end of the eye, but we can't possibly be there, dusk"

the man spoke as he glanced towards the twilight through the glass of the middle mirror, he could see tears drenching the beautiful cheeks of the face of the girl who became his first love.

don't be asked how sick she was to see the tears, she was eager to sweep them away but she was self-aware the distance between them was widening as she remembered the twilight had become her master's wife.

"from the beginning we were forbidden to be together and get married"

the man continued again later.

“Bordained for you (marry) your mothers, your daughters, your sisters, your fathers sisters, your fathers sisters, your mother's sisters, your mother's sisters, your mother's sisters, the daughters of your brothers, the daughters of your sisters, your mothers who breastfeed you, the sisters of the husband.” (Q.S. An-Nisa’: 23).

"At the end of the day we are brothers to be as conceived"

Continue again.

The twilight was silent, not answering, The sobs of her cries were becoming more and more, she was trying not to cry at all but she could not stop her sobs even the pain in her heart was becoming more and more.

the man in front of him continued to drive his car towards the front, his ears heard well the roar of grief as if slashed slashed out from the lips of the girl behind him.

they drowned themselves in their own thoughts, where dusk continued to cry without being able to control his heart.

actually who he wants to blame he also does not know, who also wants to be trapped in a love story with a person who is not worthy of his love, if only he could repeat the time, if only he could repeat the time, this once felt like he was repeating in those days, the familiarity created between the three of them, him, Rudi and April.

Spent a lot of time worthy of his siblings, who slashed the distance without any love.

If only he could control his heart, that they could not change the destiny that should have been going beautifully without involving his inner sense.

Suppose, if only.

Time passed long enough, the rest of the crying left without sounding anymore, the beautiful eyeballs of twilight left only a red color, where his lips chose to close tightly to not let out his voice.

Silence continued to occur, Dusk threw his gaze then let his eyeballs glance towards the streets beside him.

The line of questions came back out of Rudi's lips, this was the second time he asked the girl behind him.

Instead of replying, Dusk prefers silence, immersing himself in the pain that remains.

Does Cakra apply well to her?.

I don't know, he never knew what was the most appropriate answer to pin down.

They are like two strangers fused into one, brought together in different situations due to compelling circumstances.

"Don't ask about mom and dad?"

Suddenly Dusk asked, staring at the back of Rudi's head for some time.

"It's as if brother had known the circumstances of the two of them from the beginning and didn't need his answer from Dusk"

When the girl said so, Rudi chose silence a thousand languages.

Rudi did not have a definite and correct answer to the question of Dusk until finally the man asked.

"Are mom and dad okay?"

The line of questioning was plainly spoken, gliding gently behind the lips of a tall man with a handsome face adorned with sturdy jaws like a high-ranking officer aide.

"Father ran his operation"

Answer Dusk slowly.

here the silence came back.

There was no expression of surprise from behind the man's face, he still let his eyeballs focus towards the front, which is at the end there, where, the beautiful towering mansion that belonged to Cakra had begun to look perfectly.

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If I told you I knew about everything, would you hate me?.

If I say......

Never mind, forget it.

Anggara Rudi.