
Hearing the question of Dusk, Cakra was silent, he let their netra continue to fuse with each other.
Silence and silence, that is felt in the room dominates the large white.
The twilight of waiting for Cakra's Answer, too restless with the goodness of Cakra, their marriage is not earnest but the nature of the man as if eroding the distance in marriage over the covenant, make Dusk worry about where their wedding will be.
He starts to fidget, fear hits him, behind the memory of a run aground first love makes him suddenly afraid of getting hurt again.
Stop this good on me, you don't know what it's like to be left out.
That's what's in his heart.
Putting a definite distance on the chakras, hoping to return like the beginning where they did not slash the distance until this close.
And Cakra himself has difficulty opening his voice
Whether Cakra has no answer at all to his wife's question, he only reflexes to follow the heart, whether it is balancing the behavior of Dusk or actually he is the one who is balanced by Dusk, making two human behaviors and dispositions that are actually not the same but trying to accept each other.
The reality is there will be no perfect, demanding partner but we will never be able to get the figure that always suits our will, the right balance and accept that will make a happy marriage.
And Dusk made her accept everything the girl had without having to make her force herself to accept herself back, she was balancing, learning to align herself to understand.
"I consider this a worship"
Speak Cakra slowly.
"There's no definitive answer, I just follow my heart, and I'm like she's a little self-forgotten"
Continue again later.
"I'm sorry if it makes you uncomfortable"
Cakra feels guilty, too early to give attention that might make Dusk too uncomfortable.
"Remind me if you feel uncomfortable"
Added the man again, he was silent for a moment then chose to move from his position, feeling restless because maybe Dusk was still not accustomed to his nature.
The reality is that he is, the initial impression does look haughty and cold, but he is not that bad, when with Jelita he is also so, at first very cold and squeaky, as soon as they know Cakra said a warm and pleasant figure, too care even difficult to forget, do not make him fall in love, do not make him fall in love, because he could do anything even he would never be interested in another girl if he was already infatuated with one girl alone.
The horizon is where Allah SWT puts everything on the horizon to illuminate the earth, and to rule day and night, and to separate light from darkness.
And the Horizon never goes away because it becomes the delimiter between many things, it is as old as never going anywhere and once Allah SWT creates the horizon and sets its position, the horizon has settled where he is.
He wants to move, away from Dusk, feel too stupid with his nature that could make Dusk uncomfortable also not used to.
When he was ready to move, Dusk asked echoed between the layers of the walls of the room, as if there was a subtle vibration hitting his soul.
Where are?!.
It became a single bullet that he kept ready to fire at any time into the heart of his heart these days.
Well where exactly does he want to bring their relationship?!, and he actually started to have his little answer in his istikharah of love to God in recent days that was done secretly.
Cakra immediately turned around then looked at Dusk, he then said.
"Let's throw away the agreement"
Steady he spoke, staring at the still-remaining sad face, with beautiful eyeballs that kept him staring uneasily.
Thumping waiting for Dusk's answer, capitalized bismilbornrahmanirrahim when saying it earlier.
"Let's start from the beginning counted today"
Continue that man again.
Dusk unmoved, he rounded his eyeballs, his heartbeat as if it stopped.
And it was as if in the far reaches of mahfudz their names were slowly recorded in gold ink that was impossible to be erased until death struck.
...(.(.Imagine there is beautiful music flowing with gold flakes scattered where gold ink began to carve the beautiful name of the two of them)...
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Every human being is created in pairs by Allah SWT, whether in what way God brings us together with our partner, of course only God knows when and where .dating someone is not a coincidence but it has been outlined or written on Mahfud.
For indeed the soul mate that will come to us is the result of our every effort and prayer.
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Notes \=
Baper and melancholy ga makkkk?!
By Allah, look for ideas and write the story of Dusk and Cakra also come to the square, without realizing the emotions of the author come up and down in each chapter when typing, sad fitting along cry, pissed off in anger, pas baper and bucin kek feel back teen hahahaha, Mak author deliberately brought this story like a river current accompanied by a wind that is not guessed its direction, Mak author deliberately brought this story, because their story is different from the other author's novel.