
as her heart rumbles and worry hits her, Dusk continues to stare into her husband's eyeballs, as she clasps tightly into both palms.
there are various kinds of fears in his heart, if his guess is not wrong it means that Cakra already knows about himself and also Rudi, he said, but why did the man never talk to her at all or even mention her.
he was worried that Cakra would think a no-no about him or even Cakra would think a no-no when Abang Rudi once escorted him first when they were first married.
"I. I should have .."
She is afraid of Cakra getting angry and hating her, don't be asked how nervous her current Woman is.
in the midst of the anxiety that hit him suddenly Cakra widened his smile, the man gently touched the tip of his hair then said.
"Didn't we ever make a deal? forget the past and open a new chapter?"
The man spoke, slowly fixing his twilight hair.
"For me it doesn't matter, I don't like to complicate a relationship just because it's meaningless"
The man continued again, slowly and gently, deliberately doing so so that no one would hear their conversation where everyone was still anxiously waiting for Rudi who was struggling inside.
"When we passed the first night, I convinced myself, you were whole to me, never belonging to anyone else or planning to turn in front of him, I don't need to ask questions or look for reproaches to debate because of useless things, to gush myself at someone who is not worthy of my jealousy"
Continue the Cakra.
"If I had to doubt your feelings, it should have been before the show before your ghost had asked to stop our marriage and choose Rudi, you know, but you didn't do it and at that time I was sure slowly that Rudi's position was able to be shifted because of my presence"
As Cakra said so, immediately Dusk was quite gasp, he loosened the grip between his hands to his hands, trying to hold the pounding on his heart.
Well without him knowing, Cakra is indeed slowly shifting the position of Rudi in his heart.
"Then why should I worry?"
The man asked, looking at the beautiful eyes of the woman in front of him warmly.
"Remember...."
And the woman immediately let out her funny expression, she was all wrong but also happy, eroding the fear and uneasiness that had continued to hit her since earlier, the cold sweat that was momentarily present slowly disappeared, a heart that is not fine also slowly secretes its normal heartbeat.
Thankful for him? have a husband so calm? move unhurriedly and always patiently face her.
"But since when?"
He asked doubtfully, staring at Cakra for some time.
Suddenly Cakra gently nosed his nose, making Dusk instantly close his eyeballs.
And the man immediately grasped his palm tightly, choosing to throw his gaze and focus his eyeball on the operating room where Rudi was.
Since when?!.
Cakra tries to remember in his heart.
A flash of memory hits him in the past as he searches for the perfect candidate for his future wife.
"The girl from the village, it's not exactly her small town where she lives in the same town as Miss Neelita"
At that time Rudi stood in front of Cakra sitting in his study, the man lowered his head, offering a young girl for himself.
"19 years too young"
Cakra shook his head.
"But he's the most perfect candidate for you, sir"
Rudi tried to urge her.
"Mr Anggara also liked her, happened to know the girl's parents"
As Rudi mentioned the name of her in-laws, Cakra frowned.
She knows her in-laws never agreed to Mell match Riana to herself and get off the bed in Jelita's place.
"Lord Anggara said, you will not regret choosing the girl and negotiating together, she is perfect, in a desperate situation and in need of money for her father's treatment"
Rudi stared at Cakra for some time, where Cakra looked restless with his thoughts, the man twirled the pen in his hand as he closed his eyeball for a moment.
And now that Cakra was taking a look at his smile, he glanced at Dusk who was currently choosing to lean his head against Cakra's shoulder, the man was eager to laugh a little, like her she just realized everyone from the beginning herded her so that she chose Dusk to be her next wife after Jelita's late house.
"You won't regret choosing him"
And a line of mister Anggara's words made him stumble at his smile.
"His ghostly ways should be accelerated, papa doesn't care"
And the words of his father at that time also reverberated in his ears.
All really worked together perfectly to make him and Dusk together.
The man momentarily widened his right hand, he grabbed the shoulder of Dusk lying on his shoulder, slowly the man kissed the top of his wife's head gently, drown out the taste in the gentle scent she had always liked since Dusk was a toddler.