Dusk Above the Horizon
Sah

Ever asked what dream does Dusk want?!.

She became queen one day in her marriage.

All women dream of this once-in-a-lifetime moment. Look beautiful to be queen a day on the stage.

Not only dresses and makeup, women also have dreams about post-marriage life. Live the sweet days together as a husband and wife.

so it seemed like they must have thought of many things on their wedding day, want to hear the hustle and laughter of friends who might be envious of a wedding held once in their lifetime.

But for real he had to swallow all his dreams today, because in the end one's dreams sometimes have to run aground because of circumstances, sometimes even what was planned in the past will not be implemented as expected in the present.

A simple marriage with a potluck dowry, a set of prayer tools and sacred promises in front of the ruler, the rest is not there, therefore he chose to be silent and throw away all his dreams.

"I accepted her marriage, her marriage....."

Cakra voices were heard filling the white domineering room, where several witnesses and guests attended their wedding.

There is no loving proposal, no happy laughter or temptation for the sake of temptation thrown out for the newlyweds.

everything goes so straight and flat with no taste in it, just like a vegetable so cook without salt and micin, tasteless also tasteless.

"Well.?"

"Well"

"Well"

"Well"

The twilight eyeballs momentarily stared forward, the empty sight crashing into thought, in the next few seconds the girl's eyeballs were seen glazed over when the word legitimate was thrown from many people who claimed to belong to someone.

Although the sacred promise was religiously bound, even witnessed by the witnesses and her guardian, it was not a real marriage between her and Cakra.

As the girl's tears rolled down her cheeks, she could not express her feelings at all at this moment whether she was actually currently happy or she was injured, she said, but sometimes life is an unfair choice to make.

When you hope to walk to the right of reality you are forced to go to the left, you hope to walk in the front direction but sometimes you will be pulled by Allah SWT backwards.

He showed his head, sobbing in silence then Dusk raised his head that had been bowed since earlier, staring in front of him for some time, he looked at the face of his mother who kept crying beside him, he knew the woman did not sincerely let go of herself but did not dare to speak at all, close the wounds in his heart while trying to develop his smile and say he is happy with the marriage he is doing now.

She remembered what her mother said yesterday.

"Married it is not a neng game, where you can start the game When ready and end if it is getting bored. Marriage is not just a sacred bond of promise on both sides or two people. But also a bond with the creator. "

"Marriage is not just a Book of Marriage, Ijab and Reception, but the promise is the same God, ashamed of God for playing worship that God likes most"

Dusk is not budging at all, choosing silence while busy preparing food in a simple kitchen with a floor.

"Bismillah Mak, God willing"

And now the reality is he married in the game, considers this worship only their intermediary to benefit each other.

Dusk looked at his mother and let the woman embrace him slowly.

"Jama’allahu syamlakumaa, waas’ada jadda kumaa, wabaarik ‘alaikumaa, waakhraja minkumaa katsiran thayyiban."

Meaning:

“May God gather the perfection of the two of you, please the earnestness of the two of you, bless you both, and bring out of the two of you many virtues.” (CHR. Anas ibn Malik in the Book of Ar-Riyadh An-Nadhrah 2:183, Chapter 4).

Whisper Mother Twilight then.

Her crying spilled back.

if anyone asks why she is crying right now, she was not saddened by her current marriage but there was another burden that made her feel she should not be bound in this marriage if she could turn back the clock and vote in the past.

For a moment Dusk stared at his palm, where he had been holding something there.

How are you doing right now?!.

Hope everything's okay.