First Wife's Mission

First Wife's Mission
Episode 17-Remember Your Limitation, Mas!


Since leaving home, Endri continues to be filled with wonder because Niana looks so different and of course much prettier than before. Niana, who was sitting next to him in the car, did not look like a woman who often made him feel embarrassed when walking together outside the house. Could Niana change her attitude and appearance due to Lesy's presence? Could it be that Niana is trying to make Endri's love recover? Two questions that then appear in the mind of Endri.


"Why, Mas?" niana asked suddenly as her husband continued to stare at her while the red light was still unchanged. In the next second, she turned to her husband and smiled sweetly. "Ah, ... I look more different, huh?"


Endri turned his face away. Luckily the traffic light was on in green and at that moment, he returned to his car.


"Yes, you look different, Niana," Endri replied a few seconds later.


Niana's smile grew wider. Apparently he managed to attract the attention of Endri's eyes. And he was sure Endri was wondering right now. Perhaps also, Endri is thinking it does not want to lose to Lesy who almost all the body of the woman's affair is covered in famous branded goods.


"How, Mas? Am I pretty?" serang Niana's.


"You're always beautiful, so why ask again?" sahut Endri who somehow he reached the wave.


Niana laughed a little. "You're right, I've been pretty a long time. Yeah, right? It's just that, lately I often ignore my appearance hehe. And yes, I have to admit something to you, Mom."


"Something?" Endri's forehead frowned and the taste of the herb widened. He looked at Niana at a glance, then again concentrated on his activities driving the car. "Say, Niana, what are you going to admit?"


"It's not something serious. Just ... My consciousness that hasn't been here long, Mas." Niana took a deep breath. "Looking at your new wife who is so charming, I thought that all this time I've been making mistakes, Mas. I ignored my appearance too much and was almost like a boy who knew no fashion at all. You must be really embarrassed to be alone with me, huh?"


Endri swallowed the saliva with difficulty. Niana's words are just a question. And maybe Niana just guessed. But Endri still felt shunned. It was as if Niana was cornering herself. And should Endri confess his feelings while being with Niana outside the house? Should he say that what makes him not too love for Niana is one of them caused by the appearance of Niana who is so lonely?


Nah! I don't want to admit that, at least until Dany promises to give my company a helping hand, Endri's inner being followed by a long sigh.


Seeing Endri who did not immediately give an answer or even did not want to answer his question, Niana began to realize. That his appearance often makes Endri feel embarrassed so that the man never wanted to join hands with him. For so long, why is Niana only aware of that at this time? When has her husband turned to a more beautiful and attractive woman? Why is Niana so foolish as to consider her husband's indifference caused by the character of the husband who tends to be insensitive?


Niana made a fatal mistake. He was too adamant to live frugally. Especially since the company Endri started rocking. He tortured himself too much, and it was his fault. But he still hated Endri who never reminded him at all. Even though the frugal life that Niana did to ensure the future especially after having children later, Endri never thanked and instead looked for another dream woman.


Niana admitted that she had made a mistake, but the mistake did not change the hatred and disgust that had been so concentrated. He still hates Endri, even though the rest of his love is still as great.


"Mm, did my change bother you so much, Mas? I'm the one who always looks this tacky, it doesn't seem appropriate to be beautiful like Miss Lesy huh? Ah, ... To be honest, I don't believe I'm wearing this fancy and expensive outfit, even though I've bought a lot of new dresses this afternoon. I seem to be too ambitious, huh?" niana.


Niana fell silent after hearing Endri's words. It was unexpected. At first he wanted to make Endri grimace. Apparently, what Endri had in mind was only the help that Niana had offered as an agreement so that the divorce did not happen. Niana had to hold back her pain after realizing that Endri only wanted to take advantage of the offer she gave.


"Aaah .. about that" said Niana. As much as possible, Niana kept smiling. "I just got a monthly bonus, Mom. I have a lot of overtime for this month as well. After all, I have my own savings. The savings I'm going to use for our future son, but, we don't need that savings anymore."


"Eh? W-what do you mean, Niana? Why don't we need those savings again?"


Endri decided to stop the car first. Because Niana's words are quite offensive. After the car had stopped on the side of the road, Endri then looked at Niana sharply.


"Tell me, Niana!" endri.


"M." Niana was confused. "Pft .. hahaha!"


Endri's face went numb. "Why are you laughing?"


"Because you're serious, ma'am. I got shocked. Hehe. You seem to forget that we're still not divorced because you still love me. And I made that offer so as not to be divorced by you. Because I don't want to hurt our family and I don't want to be a widow. As long as I want to help you, including asking Dany for help to save your company, you will definitely not divorce me, right? That means our marriage which is now only a marriage on the basis of agreement only. We'll never have children again, because our relationship is a mess, right? How can we possibly have children if the love between us is about to disappear?"


"But, Niana—"


"Mas never say that Lesy is pregnant with your child, so I should also help her with my savings. Because the money I collect for the sake of my son-in-law I won't use for that. But, Mas, the help I gave to the house finances and the way I persuaded Dany has been very helpful to you and the woman, hasn't it? You promised not to interfere in my affairs, so, no matter how much I shop using my own money, you must not oppose. As long as you're still depending on my help, Mas. Remember yes, Mas, Dany would not be willing to help you if not for me who is a friend and has even been considered as a little sister."


Tacit. Endri's mouth was locked tightly. Niana's explanation made him remember the agreement that had happened between him and his first wife. Apparently, it's been like this. Her marriage to Niana has been broken because of her mistake. Endri swallowed the saliva and closed his eyes. He also put his head on the steering wheel. He thought Niana still loved him, but it turned out that Niana just did not want to hold the status of a widow and did not want to hurt many people due to divorce.


Niana took a breath. Honestly, the relief has resurfaced. He was happy when Endri looked as restless as he was now. That means Endri still needs him. Or it could be that Endri began to realize that he was much better than the Manja Lesy. Especially after changing the appearance of the previous often makes Endri embarrassed now much better.


"Mas, we can't be late. Dany can be disappointed if we're late" Niana said. "Again, you don't want 'kan if we get to the night and later ordered to stay overnight by my father and mother? You have to take care of your new wife and your future children. Oh take it easy, as we agreed, Mas. I won't interfere with your business and your new wife's."


Endri's eyes were open. And without saying anything he re-enforced his body. He quickly returned his car. Whatever happens now, what matters is Dany. Help from Dany is the last hope for her to save her company. After all, Niana still did not ask him for any strange things. Endri is still not used to living not interfering in his own wife's affairs.


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