First Wife's Mission
Episode 56-Niana Has Not Completely Numbed

Dany gets nervous when Niana is in front of her. He was trembling and misbehaving, confused to start a conversation from where. Though, before Arsyita asked him to do something silly, Dany never felt the anxiety, awkwardness, and confusion that currently had surrounded her. He doesn't understand. And it seems too early to say that he is indeed in love with Niana.

Niana looked at all the dishes that had been served on the table in front of her. Luckily, he did not eat first. I don't know what's in Dany's brain, until Dany orders too many dishes if eaten alone. And at this time, Dany also continues to be silent since the presence of Niana, which of course makes Niana confused and surprised.

"Hey, Dan! What was? Don't you usually just shut up?" niana tries to figure out what really happened to Dany. "Are you still mad at me because I rejected your lunch invitation just now because I didn't return your message?"

Dany swallowed the saliva with great difficulty. The next moment, he shook his head slowly. "No really. I'm not angry anymore. There's no way I could be mad at you for too long. I just .. I don't know, I'm confused myself. Lately I have something inside me and I don't understand the meaning of 'something'" he replied.

"Something?" Dahi Niana wrinkled. "Can you describe what 'something' you mean? Good times I can help you, Dan. Or at least I can find out a little bit about that 'something."

Again, Dany shook her head. "No way, Niana. It's not time you found out, or even you don't necessarily have to."

"Sad. You're so confusing, Mr. CEO. Oh, that's your right."

Niana took a breath. He decided to grab one of the meals and move the piece of food onto his plate. And without excuse, he began to eat it. In addition to being hungry, he felt affection if the food was left too long. After all, the intention of coming to this place was not just to talk, but also to have dinner together. But Niana herself realized if not with Dany, she did not necessarily dare to take the food.

Seeing Niana who began to eat, Dany was silent. The beautiful woman before him had always shown a different attitude when with him. Even when with Dominic alone, Niana seemed awkward. The thing that made Dany feel a little flattered, even she began to be able to smile. All right, forget about the heart first. Now Dany needs to be as natural as possible, even though the debate is still difficult he dimmed. But at least he wanted to relax.

"By the way, what do you want to tell me to call to a hidden place like this, Dany?" niana asked after swallowing food for a second bribe.

Dany was silent, and her chewing jaw stopped. Then he sighed and continued the activity, until the food could be swallowed. The next moment, he looked at Niana. "I heard what happened last night. And I want to hear from you, I think you have different thoughts to the point of daring to expose Endri's affair in front of Dom and my brother. So, Niana, what were you thinking at the time?"

"Ah, you've heard it? I heard that your brother also came to the company. Did he say it? Or maybe Dom?"

"It really matters? But, alright, my brother said it. He's very sympathetic to you. My sister knows how painful it is to be betrayed, even though Syita and I were betrayed by our parents who were both cheating, even by a couple."

"I ... just angry. You've heard my decision to not go home first. And I'm surprised why Endri eats so romantically at an elite restaurant with Lesy. I know I did it too, rather I have also had fun with Nur. But, .. I don't know, I just feel angry. And that night, Lesy looked intimidating. He might feel victorious and proud to have been invited to walk by Endri, and wanted to show off to me. I was getting upset and I ended up telling the truth in front of Dom and your sister, Dany," Niana said.

Dany's heart was also hurt. "You must be very difficult, Niana. I'm sorry I snatched at you."

"No, no problem" said Niana and then smiled thinly. "I don't know myself either. I had previously felt that I was numb, invulnerable, and resilient. But, it turns out that I can still get angry even get the effects of trauma. I felt so nauseous when I was with Endri. I was really disgusted by him. But my body's response showed that I wasn't okay. Therefore, I want to put an end to all of this immediately. I don't want to .. don't want to .. give myself up again to Endri."

Niana hugged herself, rubbing her arms very hard. His face was no longer bright, but rather sour and full of anxiety. Niana's condition made Dany immediately gasp. It seems that there is something going on between Niana and Endri that is so intimate and unknown to Dany. Dany really regretted discussing things that should not, to make Niana attacked by panic.

"Niana, relax, I'm here. I'm Dany, your best friend, not Endri. You don't have to worry. I will continue to be by your side, I will continue to take care of you" said Dany shortly after approaching Niana and then sat next to Niana. He tried to touch both fingers Niana still gripped the arm. "Calm down. If I can't, I promise I won't talk about Endri without your permission."

"No, Dan. I'm not scared. But, I .. I just feel like I'm so dirty." Niana's tears stained her blushing cheeks due to the thin polish of blush-on powder. "I .. I feel like a night woman who sells herself. I've always held back, but now I just want to spill my feelings. Everything, and that's to you. Mom-don't you feel disgusted at me too, Dany?" Niana gradually looked at Dany, and her body grew trembling.

"No, Niana! How could I possibly be disgusted by you?! Oh, mercy. You're hurt, Niana. You're still broken. You're not that tough."

"I've let go of myself, but he, he .. he's having dinner with the woman, even though in the end he has his own plans. But I was already upset, I was already angry, and I revealed everything. I'm ashamed of Dom, of your brother, of that man. I'm ashamed that I can't keep my house. I'm really embarrassed. I feel dirty, very dirty."

In fact, Niana is not completely numb. All this time, maybe he was just trying to hold himself back and continue to endure his suffering. Now when Dany is in front of him and asks him to tell a story, then he can spill everything. Including pouring out his heart after spending the night with Endri.

Why did it have to be with Dany? Why is Niana dependent on Dany? He had been away from Dany for two years! Why should the events of college be repeated? When she broke up, it was Dany who Niana met. And now when cheated on, Dany again becomes the backrest.

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